Thursday, October 15, 2009

Bharam


Waham hai guman hai yeh kaisa bharam hai

Mohabbat mein hum pe sitam hi sitam hai

Jo maqtal mein nazrein ghumake yun dekha

Sanam hi sanam hai, sanam hi sanam hai

Faqeeri o ghurbat ka yeh muamla hai

Pasheman pasheman, sharam hi sharm hai

Raftaar dheemi hai inn baadalon ki

Musafir pe ab toh zulam hi zulam hai

Nishana bana bas mera aashiyaan hai

Ke dujon pe uska karam hi karam hai

Tumhe chaand choona hai kaise chuoge

Zamane mein har sun dharam hi dharam hai

Haan duniya ko jannat bana loge apni

Yeh Asim tumhara bharam hi bharam hai

- Khan M. Asim...7:25PM...15/10/2009...Train

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!


Aakhri had tak jaana hai

Khud ko yun hi behlana hai

Raahon mein jo kaanta hai

Chubhna hai chale jaana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Qasam jo khayi hai dil mein

Usko ab man-vana hai

Dushman mere dost hai tu

Tujhko ab pehchana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Kamzor nahin yeh saansein hain

Tadpa le tadpana hai

Dopehar bhale hi aa jaaye

Sooraj doob hi jaana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Jeena hai nahin ab mar marke

Haan lad ladke mar jaana hai

Hai chaand ko haathon mein lena

Yeh vaada khud se nibhana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

- Khan M. Asim...14/10/2009...1:39PM...Train...WE WILL WIN:)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Life

Hmmm, Coming back to my page after months. But i always come here when am unable to scream. Feeling low and calling my all positive spirits to fight back. Its not that am bogged down but its thought process, which is actually sinking.

Well, you might be confuse with first para here, so leave it. I am trying to smile now but a trial is always a trial. Certain things happens in life, which may take you towards darkness, so same happening with me as am no wonder a humanbeing. At thought of humiliation popped up in my senses and i did the nonsense.Felt to cry even. Now, am at home with my mobile, which is switched off at the moment. Do not want to hear Mr. KM anymore. Dont know why people do it, they are so shrewed politicians that they drag everyone into the hell. I always ignore such idiotics but sometimes they get over the top and a man like me (unfortunately short temper)get completely irked and just run away.

So, i have decided something, will resign by the end of this month, instead doing hardship and obeying the b******! Well this is my space so i can abuse here. Today, it was all enough to feel humiliated as it was the election day. And i all prepared to put extra efforts was sitting idle like an idiot. So I kept pondering about my current position in life. Although I was contemplating the same thought since last two nights but today the thought became concrete for me. So instead putting all hardship for no results i will prefer to sit at home, sleep and relaxe.

And by God's grace you are coming here, and I feel your arrival will change my destiny too. So looking forward for those lovely moments. I know you will take me out of this pit, you will bring me into light and would enlight my present and the future. I know a brigt future is awaiting for us. I have seen such moments in past too, so my thoughts might be dying but not the hope, which say i will over come it soon.

You know, am thinking about places where i can take you, where we can dine, where you can reside and where you can smile for me. So darling do come soon as am looking for my fortune to come to me itslf! And the thing above all is that, i need you at every moment of sad and joy. Can't take much abuses and want to reply everyone who say am a failure. Yes I am not a failure. I am the one who topped and will do the same again if you accompanied me forever. Love you baby, muaaaaaaaaah :)

Chalna Chahta Hun


Udaas, bezaar

Nakhush, beqaraar

Khamosh, beikhtiyaar

Zindagi..!

La-mehdood khayalaat

Tilismati Safar

Aur zulmaat si haqeeqat

Mein ab thak chuka hun...

Pur-umeed toh hun,

Magar..

Shamma se darta hun..!

Tumhare aane ki masarrat

Aur yeh qaatil intezaar,

Sabhi se begana sa

Iss pagdandi par

Mein tanha chal raha hun..!

Qadam rukna chahte hain

Saansein thamna chahti hain

Aur mein,

Chalna...

Sirf chalna chahta hun..!

-Khan M. Asim...12/10/2009...8:10PM...

Friday, September 25, 2009

Shab-e-Furqat


Yeh kya kia tum ne!

Yeh haq bhi cheen lia...

Ab aansu bhi ghulam hain goya

Hukum se behte hain

Hukum se thamte hain...

Yaadein,

Zahen ko majhool kar rahi hain

Tumhare saath beeta har pal

Tumhari muntazir har saa-at

Sapnon ka maayajaal

Har dor apni jaanib kheenchti

Na ankhiyan mein neend

Na dil ko qaraar

Sunna chahta hun wahi izhaar

Tumko mujhse pyaar hai

Aur kya kahun tumse

Ab toh ikhtiyaar nahin

Muskurahat naapeid ho goya

Diwaana dil maghroor tha

Magar,

Meelon ki doori

Yeh shabe furqat

Zameen pe le aayi...

Kaash tum sun sakti

Jo mein tumse kehna chahta hun,

Mein jaanta hun

Do aankhein,

Andhere mein ghoor rahi hain..

Dil beqaraar yahan hai

Toh chein wahan bhi nahin hai

Ishq pe meri ijarahdaari nahin...

Tum bhi wahan jaag rahi ho...!

- Khan M. Asim...24/09/2009...1:40AM... missing you alot!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Aajaao


Ae lamhon,

Thamm jao

Ya mujhe rone do..!

Yak-musht mitti se lamhe

Aur mein dafan horaha hun...

Lamhon ke badhte awzaan

Saath hi tajavuze ghutan

Zindah dargor hun goya...!

Tumhari sheerin batein

Shaguftagiye rukhsaar

Nazron ke teer o lamse geisun

Sabhi kahin gum hain..!

Khamoshi, tanhai

Doobti umeeedien

Tumhare vaade,

Aur

Mein...

Sabhi muntazir hain

tumhari aamad ke...!

Ek rishta,

Jo pukhta hona chahta hai...

Ek javedaani milan

Jo sachcha hona chahta hai...

Mein wahi hun,

Tumhara khota sikka

Wahi manhoos aawaaz hai

Phir wahi sadaa hai

Aajaao...

Isse pehle ke mein khamosh hojaon..!

-Khan M. Asim...23/09/2009...01:59 AM... I missing you, please come soon, love you, muaah :(

Monday, September 07, 2009

Life

Ohhh God! please help me. I need you at this moment. Everyone is asking for money, net-wala to cable-wala and there is no cash in my pockets. No salary since three months and have to pay many bills. Please, save me!!!

Yeah, just now the cable guy came, he asked me for money, which is pending since months. And I was begging to him please come tomorrow, I will arrange atleast half amount, and he rudely replied, "Its better cut the cable!". And I felt so humiliated that cant be expressed in words. Look, What time has come to me. Am all down feeling like cry. Just trying to pecify myself. I have promised him for tomorrow, but Dont know, from where I will be paying the bill to him.

Whereas my health is concerend, the condition is still the same. Nothing changed, little bit improvement. And this dirty hand is paining more!

Job, went to office 3 days back, did one story and again resting at home. After so many talks with bosses there is no hope for the promotion in near six months. As it violates thier so-called company rules. And am all frustrated with it but cant even think to move to some other organisation for that i have my own, personal reservations. Lets see, What will happen.

Love ride is going alright, we fight, scream, weep, but still we are together and we will forever. Want to see her smiling always. I love you darling. muaaaaaaah..

I Have to go for namaaz now! so will catch you people soon. till than please pray for me!

ya, am back from Namaaz and feeling relaxed now. So continuing my talk, I was talking abt mylife,I feel ashamed of being myself sometimes and for that I have certain personal reasons, which I cant write even in this so personal page. All I can say is, please understand me! after all I am human. I am tired of this behaviour. I need my time and your support in everything of mylife.

Do I need to say anything further, I think even this was not requird but its better to write sometime. So rest of the things you know very well, even this hand requires rest, so am stoping it now and ya peeping into your mailbox;P

I love you and will love you even after my death because its not body its soul, which loves. Waiting for your arrival here, hope you come soon and free me from all the problems!

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Life

Right now, I am sitting in my office...And I really dont know whatever I am thinking. Writing about myself after a longtime. Right wrist is on supporter, and as i am a right hand man, can not type much. Well, am recovering, feeling better now. Li'l bit hungary but its Ramzan time and I am invited for iftaar at Taj hotel from Saudi Arabian Consulate.

This is not my first iftaar party this year. On Sunday, I attended Chief Minister's Iftaar Party at Haj House. And then at the same evening interviewd Anees Ahmad, cabinet Minister here. After, sending 2 stories then sent whole interview today. Earlier to that I was invited by Abu Asim Azmi for iftaar, but due to injuries and certain other personal issues i did not come, but am happy the way Mr. Azmi reacted... He called me up and asked, What happen bhai? tell me I am your elder brother, If I can help you, just let me know..! I was damn touched with his words and really felt nice. Thank you Mr. Azmi.

Personally, Life is going cool, had a fight with her last night and did not let her sleep then. Now, everything between us is fine. Future tension is still there at the corner but I blieve that we will tackle it well. And I am Happy that nowadays she is understanding me litle bit, that might be happening in fear too. But whatever it is, alright :)

Anyways, i ahve to wrap it up here, as have to move out for the Iftaar program. See you people soon, have to discuss so many things yet. And ya darling, I love You and I will never let you sleep :P Love You, Muaaaaaaaah :)

Shikayat


Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

Tumhe apna sapna suhana hai lagta

Yahan abtoh jeena bahana hai lagta

Kise jaake ab hum ke dil ki sunayein

Sanam mein bhi humko zamana hai lagta

Tumhe kya padi hai meri raahataon se

Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

Tumhe humne arshe bareen pe bithaya

Khudi se bhi ziyada tumhe dil lagaya

Na maaloom tha ke yeh anjaam hoga

Jo kaanton ko daaman mein khud se chubhaya

Tumhe kuch nahin hai haseen sa-aton se

Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

Tum bin nahin tha jo jeena gawara

Tumhe lamhe lamhe mein humne pukara

Jo tum ko shikayat hai itna kahenge

Haan aawaaz denge na tumko dobara

Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

- Khan m. Asim...01/09/2009...1:15 PM...Train.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Karvant


Lamha ba lamha

Dheere dheere

Doobti ubharti saansein

Ab raftaar le chuki hain...

Taareek khayalon ka khol

Ab utar chuka hai...

Kuch baatein hijr ki

Aur phir khayaale vasal

Wahi andaaze bebaak

Kaamiyaabi ki lo abhi roshan hai...

Tum bhale door sahi

Zindagi maghroor sahi

Magar yeh himmat o jazba

Tootega nahin...

Zindagi,

jo kahin lamhon mein qaid thi

Aaj phir azaad hai,

Aur mein...

Masroor o shadaab

Kamiyabi ka muntazir

Tum mein,

Tumhare saath...

Jee raha hun :)

- Khan M. Asim...31/08/2009...11:56 AM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Majbooriyan!


Rozo shab ka hisaab hai goya

Ab toh jeena azaab hai goya

Majburiyan naam hai mohabbat ka

Kaun ho tum? khitaab hai goya

Kaam saare bigad gaye apne

Dil bhi khana kharaab hai goya

Roonthkar na mana saka usko

Uska milna bhi khwaab hai goya

Yun chupaya hai chaand ne sooraj

Falak pe kuch utaab hai goya

Jitna behte hain mein bahekta hun

Aansuon mein sharaab hai goya

Yeh dard yeh tanhaiyan Asim

Zindagi ka jawaab hai goya

- Khan m. Asim...1:10PM...22/07/2009...Wat can u expect from a broken heart!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Manzil


Yeh siyah lamha hai

Khudko kamzor mehsoos karta hun,

Aasmaan baras raha hai

Aur piyasi zameen naha rahi hai,

Zahen majhool sa hai,

Khayalaat hain ke ghubbaar,

Har zarre mein maut ki aahat

Phool hai ke khushbudaar

Mausam hai ke khud-mukhtaar

Aur ek hum hain,

Apahaj!

Na koi aazaadi na koi qaid!

Taang hain magar chal nahin sakte

Hont hain magar bol nahin sakte,

Chahte hain magar pa nahin sakte...

Saanson mein bejod khinchao,

Aankhon mein nakaam umeedien,

Har sun dukhaan,

Siyah safed sab ek hai

Tum ho meelon door

Aur mein khud mein khoya,

Koi tumse juda hai

Aur koi juda karna chahta hai,

Rasam o rivaj ki aari chalne waali hai

Aur yeh dil bargad ki tarah dheh jaayega

Mein nahin jaanta, kya keh raha hun

Bas itna jaanta hun,

Yeh itna aasaan nahin

Iske samjho mere humsafar

Hum sath saath hain,

Magar

Manzil abhi door hai!

- Khan M. Asim...21/07/2009...3:24 PM..Home

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Life

Hun, so shall i write something? no, i dont want! watching 10kaDum now, Salman presenting Dharmendra and Sunny Deol... ohh yaar, sometime feels lonely and sometimes am on top of the world. Thinking and hoping for best.

Arre yaar, i will write later, now am not in mood, take care!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Tumhari Aamad


Ujdi basti sookhe khet

Zindagi bikhri ret,

Tumse udaas khudse bezaar,

Wahi rivayati kahani aaj bhi ravaan davaan hai...

Tum imtahanaat mein mashghool

Aur mein,

Kamiyabi se bahut door!

Umeedein tumse rubaru hone ki

Guftugu ki kalaam ki,

Dil ki tum zamin bani

Aur zindagi neelaam hui...

Shikayat o ranj ka ik mehlool

Khoone jigar mein shaamil hai...

Jurrat parbaton se ladhne ki

Magar justuju tmse baat kehne ki...

Nahamwaar marhale,

Roz o shab ki dhadkan hain...

Tum ho ke apni manzil pe

Mein rehguzar mein khoya hun...

Ta-hadde-nazar sabzah hai magar

Shaadaabi nahin!

Zehreela neela aasmaan

Tumhare hone ka gumaan...

Sheerin khwabon ke mahal

Aur tum ik talkh haqeeqat

Khirad ko taqseem karte lamhe...

Har mudda wahi hai

Tumhari aamad bahut zaroori hai...

Aur rakhkha hi kya hai duniya mein

Tumhari aamad, tumhari aamad hai!

- Khan M. Asim...11/06/2009...7:20PM...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tumse aise baatein karna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Baaton baaton mein yun ladna

Rote rote aahein bharna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tanha tanha chalte rehna

Aur kisi se kuch na kehna

Chup se ghum ko peete rehna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Saara jag hai aaj ujagar

Har dariya ka hai ik sagar

Pyaase pyaase rasta takna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Na badal hi abke barse

Deed ko teri naina tarse

Bas varsha ki aas mein jeena

Achcha nahin lagta!

Chand lamhon ki guzarish

Baat hai lagti jaise khaarish

Haan haan na na atke rehna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tumse aise baatein karna

Achcha nahin lagta!

- Khan M. Asim...20/06/2009...10:30PM...Thanks for your given time!

Monday, June 01, 2009

Life..!

Alone... One word...Look again it is same, thought to start writing here but again lost the mood! I wanna take your name here but I can not! So suffocative life, huh!

It seems, i don't have friends anymore, no one calls me these days although am not keeping well, meeting with accidents again and again but nobody came to even see me, forget see did not even call and ask how I am? Shahzad, Shakeel am really upset with you guys, i never thought you people will leave me like this, did not even wish me on my birthday!

Nowadays, I do not feel like writing, even some thoughts come to the mind but unable to ink them. You say, I should keep writing, yupp I should, only for you! Now, thinking to resume my novel writing work. Planning to pen down some better scripts but I know its all for the time-being.

Job, here again it is same, even strugglling on this front, not keeping well since longtime and above all accidents! No one seems interested to call and ask, how are you Asim? When you will be back to work?

Love, this is the only thing I have. She is still with me and will remain forever. It was she who cut my first ever birthday cake and how can I forget my Titan watch, which she gifted me, its my most special and ofcourse most expensive gift I ever recieved! Yupp, if there is something beautiful in this world, thats she!

Yes, its only you upon whom I bank upon! come and take me away... I love you, let me forget this world and relax in your arms! see you soon... muaaaah!

Friday, May 29, 2009

Dedunga


Ik nazar mein jahaan dedunga

Tumko dil ka makaan dedunga

Shouq apna ho na ho lekin

Tumhari khatir mein jaan dedunga

Wabastgi khirad se qalab ko hai lekin

Mein umeedon ko aasmaan dedunga

Tum se milkar sukoon milta hai

Laghzishon ko mein maan dedunga

Zindagi maatamkadah hai to sahi

Tammanaon ko mein imkaan dedunga

Aaj tumse bichad gaya lekin

Kal lamhon ko shaan dedunga

Kab tak chupaonga zamaane se

Tumko jald hi pehchaan dedunga

Uthate dil pe jo Asim hai bojh bana

Har nafas ko woh ehsaan dedunga..!

- Khan M. Asim...28/05/2009...11:09PM...Train...Love u - muaah:) tnx!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Tum kehti ho..!


Tum kehti ho likhta jaon

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Mere dushman paas tumhaare

Dost hain apne door kinaare

Anbar chota tumhaare aage

Tumhare neinan hain angaare

Aag mein dil ki kaise bujhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Yeh kaisi dil ko hai kathnaai

Pyaar mein hai yeh kaisi khaai

Ajab hai sankat in ghadiyon mein

Dard se haalat jaan par aai

Kaisi dawa ab yaar mein khaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Door hataa do saare pehre

Pyaar ko dedo rang sunehre

Roshan dekho hain mehfil mehfil

Jawaan haseen yeh kitne chehre

Dil ko iss mein kya samjhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon...?

- Khan M. Asim...23/05/2009...12:42AM...Well after a longtime but this is what I want to say!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Akhbaar


Samaj ke theikedaar hein hum

Sab ka aitbaar hain hum

Ishtahari khabrein dete

Kaise kahan ghaddaar hain hum

Badal dein rukh hum duniya ka

Dhool nahin ghubbaar hain hum

Ghareeb ghurba apne saathi

Ameeron ka hathiyaar hain hum

Kaala safed, safed hai kaala

Haan sachcha kirdaar hain hum

Bina lein ke khabar nahin hai

Haan itne dildaar hain hum

Netaon ke chootad chaatein

Aur kahein akhbaar hain hum!

- Khan M. Asim...20/04/2009...11:30 AM...Thane...Journalism is really dying!!!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Life..!

Back to my page, hunh... Tired of work, since morning on field and then still someone barks at me. Bloody for one person one rubbish byte makes whole package and for another several important bytes can't make it. I am dying or living that I don't know but for one thing am sure, journalism is no more alive!

Bloody hell, every news is sold to some bastard politician. And people like me recieve orders to cover 5,6 and even ten packages on them. Hell, What to cover and write about them in ten packages? Its something difficult to digest. I know, channel may sack me, or do whatever it want but I am not happy with whatever I am doing.

On personal front, I am completely broken. Nothing to write more about it. Exams are approaching next month but I may hardly appear as not interested in anything. Although have got all the required notes for it.

Recently, I again met with an accident. But none of my friend have time to call and ask, how i am? Now i have decided to kick-off all greedy well wishers.

Nothing else, seems am frustrated, Yes Iam... Then what???

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Aloodah Sahafat

Gandi siyasat,

Aaloodah sahafat,

Aur zahen ko jhanjhodti

Meri nafasat...

Kya karein?

Na inkaar ki raah

Na aitbaar ki chaah

Musalsal gardish

Hichkole leti saansein

Magar...

Kaam hai ke karna hai!

Kisi ko kursi ka shok

Kisi ko daulat ka junoon

Har simt ek akhada

Har ek khoon ka piyaasa,

Nazrein aine se darti hain

Zindagi maano kathputli...

Sab ki khushi,

Sab ki jeet,

Aur in sabke beech

Mein!

Apni matti paleed karta,

Allah khair..!

- Khan M. Asim...18/04/2009..3:20PM...wrote in a politicians office!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Tu meri honi hai..!


Tu meri sheerin hai

Tu meri sohni hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tu meri dilbar hai

Iss dil ki kahani hai

Woh achcha mussavvir hai

Jo sabko banata hai

Tu husn ka majmua hai

Pariyon ki raani hai

Tu meri honi hai..!

Hai raat andheri si

Yeh zulf teri kaali

Lage barg koi gul ki

Tere honton ki laali

Tu ishq ka dariya hai

Moujon ki ravaani hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tha majnu se koi choota

Farhaad ka sar phoota

Woh chod gaye duniya

Bas unki kahani hai

Mein sachcha aashiq hun

Nahin ishq mera jhoota

Mein chein se sota tha

Mera chein tu ne loota

Mujhe tujhko paani hai

Haan apni banani hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai...

Tu meri sheerin hai

Tu meri sohni hai..!

Khan M. Asim...08/05/2004...1:38 AM...unable to write nowadays so posting my old song...hope you people will like it!

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!


Khwaab phir mil gaya

Aaj mujhko naya...

Kaisa ghum jaanejaan

Har jagah tu hi haan

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Justuju na koi

Tu hi bas tu hi tu

Zindagi phool hai

Aur khushboo hai tu

Mil gayi jeene ki

Ik wajah aaj phir

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Har taraf aaj toh

Pyaar ka rang hai

Tu jo mujhko mili

Yeh jahaan sang hai

Dhoondta tha jise

Raasta mil gaya

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Apsaron ki koi haan malika hai tu

Gulshanon mein thirakta hua saaz tu

Titliyon ko bhi ab humsafar mil gaya

Haan chaman ko naya baghbaan mil gaya

Khwaab phir mil gaya...

Aaj mujhko naya...!

- Khan M. Asim...07/04/2009...1:15PM...I agree with you...Love you...muaah:)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

*** 200 ***

Yes, its my 200th post...Yahooooo yippeee yippeeeee...Well, you can easliy find that am happy now:) Very uncertain mood...Ya, I know it! She know how to make me happy but mostly pretend as she don't care...But I know, she loves me alot!

Just posted one of my 2007 song in this blog, which she asked me to present to the whole world, so its there, do read. Trying hard to resume writing but don't know, why am i not able to do so? Although she ordered me to write but may be its her treatment to me, which play a key role in my writing, and as you know it was not so good in recent past. Huh, forget it.. Now am happy!

So, this smart Alex refused to help me but my another sweet friend helped me. Thank you poonam:) So, now i have a bundle of notes with me but have not started studying yet. Just thinking from where to begin...

So, its election time and everyone is trying to earn his bread upon it! who so ever it is, from corporates to mullahs. Its difficult to utter a single word against these so called warners, guides, leaders of humanity but they are all human after all. Why do you involve caste and religion in elections of a secular nation? Are not they betraying the masses? who blindly follow them! As big mass support as big deal. Well, its election fever, soon we will come to see, many bastards attaining hieghts. And finally who will come to the power, its Gandhi on either side.

Ohh look, i had to edit this post, you know why? I forgot to speak about FIRAAQ, well done Nandita, a must watch! Movie does not show much violent scenes but carry the whole agony of Gujarat Riot Victims. Every character portrays the psychological impact of the national shame. How a lady burns her hand, why she feel so haunted. Well, What ever happened in Gujarat, everyone knows, Now SIT is trying hard to nab Maya, lets see what happens next. But picturising such incident in such a decent manner is really something to be proud upon, Well Nandita am a fan of your direction! Keep it up:)

Well, all pateling done, haina Nazim bhai...ohh yes, it was his birthday yesterday(*:) well Mr. Khan you are not reachable, not so strange, you are always!

Hmmm, so here i post this crap, do read it and do post positive comments. Arre haan, I forgot to address you, is it so??? well, nothing new, whats hidden from you? well all clothes are in the washing machine but there is no water! smiled baby:) good! and ya I love you...Muaaaaaaaaaah:)

Socha na tha..!


Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale

Tumne kia itna karam

Be-qalb o jaan tum kar chale

Tum jo gaye sab kuch khatam

Tum pe sanam hum marr chale

Mushtaq dil betaab hai

Tumhari kasam hum marr chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tumne kia milne ka ghum

Itna zara socho sanam

Halate zar kamzor hai

Iske liye hum darr chale

Tum se gila bekaar hai

Haan tum wafa kab kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Hum zuban toh tum bano

Humsafar toh baad hai

Beraahravi meri sanam

Bas waqt ki ijaad hai

Haan hosla tum par sanam

Beikhtiyaar hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tum hi kaho kaise jiyen

Tum bin chaman bekaar hai

Nargis kahan lala kahan

Yan toh sanam bas khaar hai

Har gul ko shagufta hona hai

Har gul ko tumse pyaar hai

Tumhaari umeed o aas ka

Haan hosla hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

- Khan M. Asim...10/02/2007...10:22PM...Millenium Park Nerul...:)

Friday, March 13, 2009

Life..!

So, you want to read about me, hunh? What would you like to know? Am I fine or dead? Well, personally speaking, I was about to write that am damn happy but just a moment back you spoiled the whole mood. Why do you do so? After having a long conversation, giving me all reasons to smile, you suddenly turned everything black.

Well, recently recieved a nice cheque from the channel but its ridiclous to know that, when I do less stories, they ask me to do more and deducts my salary, and when am doing more they are asking to me to reduce the numbers, bloody shit! Not so happy with the job! Let them read and fire me, I don't care!

Studies? huh! not even a single sentence...looking out for notes, asking some seniors for their support. But really speaking as of now, there is no one to help me. My class-met Alex, with whom I speak most (If ever I go to the university!)refused to help me by saying, he is also looking for the same and I came to know from a senior that he has given his notes to Alex! Not so strange, I have faced more disastarous situation during my BMM period. So, nothing to worry, the only thing is I don't know the sylabuss:)

Love? you can refer to my first paragragh in this write-up, but that was an instant reaction. Really, am damn happy. Sometimes I love her the most and sometimes I cry with fear. Keeping all her and own promises in mind, just moving ahead. I hope our parents would accept this relationship without any hesitation. Am I our confident? may be! he he...

The climatic change is killing to me, Health is not supporting much, dying with teeth pain, went to a lady doctor, took her prescribed tablets and now going through loose motions. Don't know its reaction or the action!

Well, now don't have much to pen down, haven't wrote a poem since long time, was writing one recently, which is yet to be finish. As of now, as I say its a rough patch of my life, where there is more confusion than solutions. She just called me up, although I said, no smiles for her but Yes I SMILED:):):)

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Life..!

Well, its been a long time, I did not scream here. Although, I hardly worked in past few days. As like always, am a man of mood, so when its off, dont expect me to smile. At the moment, am normal and not thinking anything. Free from all my puzzling tasks.

Recently, a bull-shit movie recieved many Oscar Awards, every Indian feels proud of it although it was not an Indian product. I always adore Rehman, he is a genius but apart Rehamn there was nothing in the movie. It seems to the whole world that Jai Ho is the best creation of Gulzar but they ignored that chaiya chaiya has also been written by the same chap. Cinematography and background score is no doubt at its peak in the movie but there is harldy some research work done by the creators. I have never seen any Muncipal school in Dharavi which is teaching novels like, 3 musketeers to its students. And above all the 20 million question is also based on the same shit. With many loopholes movie became a huge success in Western World, as they hardly know about Mumbai slums but it tested real waters on Indian soil, where although its a hit but not like as a Oscar winning one. Oscar Jurists would have hardly notice the movie if it would have been made by any Indian Company. Its a perfect game plan to capture booming Indian Cinema market. First, they awarded Miss World and Miss Universe titles to some Indian girls, who were not so eligible for the award. So, another Indian market is on the verge of siege. Lets hope for the better future.

Hmmm, personally as i mentioned above, am not so good, planned and changed plan, so just living like a toothless dog, who can bark but can't bite. Looking ahead wth the same ray of love. She hardly finds time to talk and I usually keep fighting for it. Now, planning to move out for a story, but not really in mood to do so...Well University exams are approaching I have hardly seen the sylabuss.

Well, Now Subodh Bhai, our senior Sport Reporter wants to check his e-mails, so have to vacate the hot seat, which is actually about to burn with my temper. So you people enjoy and you too darling, I will surely call you soon, till than keep smiling, I Love you n loads of muaaah's! :)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Pran..!

Mein bilkul vimash hun,

Har padao pe vifal...

Safalta hai ki bhayanak raat!

Woh shabdon ki devi hai,

Yahan har vichaar se asamarth,

viklaang!

Woh har bhuja se samaan hai

Yahan drishti mein kataar hai...

Woh kuroor bhi hai sheet bhi

Yahan shaantata mein ashaant hai...

Updesh uska bhes hai

Hridey pe mayajaal hai

Woh nritkia parilok ki,

Lekhika prem-rog ki...

Woh degayi mujhe daan mein,

Kintu, parantu, bindiyan...

Har shabd apna viyarth hai,

Mein uske kul pe dayarthi...

Woh guru bhi hai woh gyaan bhi

Aur shabdon ka pran bhi!!!

- Khan M. Asim...26/02/2009...1:07PM..I know Hindi:)hehe

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Zamana yun samjha khuda hogaya

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Jo tum se zara sa juda hogaya

Chalo karz dil ka adaa hogaya

Na khaufe lahad na hi mehshar ki chinta

Yun shaahe gulistan gada hogaya

Chashme nam se utar karke qatra koi

Tadapte iss dil ki sada hogaya

Jo ASIM khila to khila bhi woh kya

Tumhari hi koi adaa hogaya..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...9:33PM...Love u muaah!

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Dekh liya humne doobkar ubhar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Teri kasam ki khaate kasam hain

Tere liye dil aankhein ye nam hain

Saari khudai kehti hai humse

Jitne yeh ghum hain utne hi hum hain

Dekh liya humne har ghum se guzar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Doston ki sunein, ashke dil ki sunein

Tu bata saathiya aur kiski sunein

Kehte kehte zubaan hai ukhadne lagi

Dhadkanon ki sunein aahaton ki sunein

Dekh liya humne har baat se mukar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Ek pal bhi nahin tujhse rehna juda

Sochkar bhi kabhi na humse hona khafa

Tu hi dil ki sada tu hi khulde bareen

Arsh si dooriyaan hain magar saathiya

Dekh liya humne arsh se utar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...8:53PM... i miss u!

Monday, February 09, 2009

Tumko aana hi hoga!

Dekh lo...

Apne deewaane ka haal,

Ab toh bezubaan sa hai...

Na koi andaaze bayaan

Na koi range sukhan,

Suraab ki manind,

Banjar zamin ho goya...

Alfaaz aise ke jin mein dhaar nahin

Jazbaat apne tarafdaar nahin...

Mukammal namukammal ban chuka hai

Namumkinaat ka ghubbaar

Aur tumhari umeed ki pukaar...

Koi kaise aitbaar kare

Kaise dil pe ikhtiyaar kare,

Nahin!

Ab yeh bardasht nahi...

Tumko aana hi hoga,

Yeh lamhe tab hi muskurayenge

Jab tum geet gaogi,

Meri baaton ke meri hasti ke...

Tumhara vaada hai aur tumko aana hai,

Saher o shab intezaar karta hun

Bila zaroorat bhi pyaar karta hun...

Ohh!

Tumne phir mehka diya,

Likhne waale ko behka diya,

Chalo achcha hai,

Shukriya...!

- Khan M. Asim...09/02/2009...1:00PM...Train

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Nirvaana


Apni adaa ka usne deewaana kar diya

Lafzon ka jaam dekar paimaana bhar diya

Mujhko nahi shikayat uske dayaar se

Usne mujhe jalakar parwaana kar diya

Farmaane aabidi mein yeh bhi tha ek kaaj

Usne mere ghamon ko shaahaana kar diya

Khud se kahan chupi hai khudki hi koi baat

Usne mujhe hi khudko nazraana kar diya

Maanga kabhi jo vaadah meine haan pyaar se

Usne mere bharam ko faqiraana dhar diya

Aata hai yaad mujhko abru ka paich o kham

Jo muskuraa ke usne rafiqaana kar diya

Kaisi khushi kya ghum hai ASIM kya zindagi hai

Usne tujhe bashar se nirvaana kar diya

- Khan M. Asim...02/02/2009...7:50 PM...Train

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Life!!!

Hehehe.... It was a disaster, guess what? It was my first one to one interview and that too with a very prominent personality, Ameen Sayani. It was a great opportunity to interract with the famous radio announcer and broadcaster. A man in his 80's but can still give a tough competition to youngsters like me with his charming voice.

The moment I entered his office, I found a very old age, dull lloking gentleman sitting on a chair, busy on a long phone call, as we were suppose to wait for about 15 minutes just to end the call. With many hesitations, finally he agreed to have a talk with us on his building's terrace. But as said a disaster, first of all Sayani ji cancelled my two questions by saying he cannot comment. within few minutes the whole talk turned into a disaster as my cameraman asked me to have Sayani ji's sound bytes first and later he took my PTC and bytes, and in that too this smart fool did not record the whole beginning of the interview, which messed up the whole technical work. Finally it was a headache at the editing table for me and after all this and that I transfered my tension to RFC Desk. Lets see, when it will be broadcasted!

Personally, I am happy at the moment, trying to enjoy alone as she is too busy to talk. Although in a long term thought I am too disturb but huh! I wanna move out, but no one is here to accompany me.

I am looking for the season of love, the moments of complete happiness, which she has promised to me! Although she sleeps when I come on TV, she fires at me when I ask for love, but am living with it...Now somebody is asking for the computer here so will write more later..cya!

Friday, January 30, 2009

Shikanja

Lehje ki nazakat o shaista bayaani

Shayad isipe tum fida thin...

Magar...

Ab ek shikanja sa dil pe hai

Kuch baatein turshi turshi

Talkh khayaalaat ki baahon mein

Ik nahamwaar khwabon ka safar

Doobta ubharta sukoon...

Tumhein sab kuch ajeeb lag raha hai

Aur mujhe ajeeb-tar...

Ek aarzue vaadah,

Ek haan aur jhukti nazron ka sawaal

Kisi shabaab ke muntazir ehsaasaat

Aur judte bikharte jazbaat...

Tumhe mujhse shikayat hai

Aur mujhe khud se!

Ek ghubbaar jo sange meel banna chahta hai

Ek sange meel jo ghubbaar nazar aata hain...

Izhaar aur iqraar sab hochuka

Magar...intezaar ki ghadiyan,

Aaj bhi jaari hain...

Naabina dhadkanein,

Aur behri saansein

Aaj bhi jaari hain...

Baatein hain tumhe paane ki

Aur hosla, rezah rezah!

Tumse mohabbat o khudse adavat

ajeeb si kashmakash hai

Beher o bar ke is dasht mein,

Mein tanha hun!

Go tum mere saath ho,

Magar yeh khaamoshi,

Mein kya kahun tumse,

Bas chalta ja raha hun,

Tum abhi humraah ho...

Aur mein,

Abhi zindah hun,

Apni bepanah mohabbat ke saath!

- Khan M. Asim...28/01/2009...2:05PM...plz b with me always!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Anjani galiyan hain,

Anjane raaste

Phir bhi hun chal raha

Mein tere vaaste...!

Yeh kaisa sapna tu ne dikha diya

Friday, January 23, 2009

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!


Abhi ishq mein hain badi dooriyan

Abhi se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Sitaaron se aage ke sunte hain qisse

Zamin se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Dehleeze dil se guzar ke toh dekho

Zara maikadon se utarke toh dekho

Yeh mehfil mein ronaq hui kiske dum se

Faqiron ke ghar se guzar ke toh dekho

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Jo tumko yeh duniya lagti hai pyaari

Adaawat yeh kaisi adaa hai tumhaari

Jo parton mein khudko chupake hai rakhkha

Kya tumko zaroorat nahin hai hamaari

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Iraadon ke pukhta, O imaan waale

Karam apna karde dilo jaan waale

Khayalon mein kiska hai tere tassavurr

Tu humko bataa de, O shaan waale

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Farishta yeh kehta hai jannat se aakar

Abhi humse mil-lo shaffaqat se aakar

Sitaare siyasat mein khoye hue hain

Abhi naam lelo mohabbat se aakar

Abhi ishq mein hain badi dooriyan

Abhi se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

- Khan M. Asim...23/01/2009...2:34 AM...juss finished it..n posted4u..loveU...muaaah:)

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Shukriya!


Kya kahun?

Dil, dhadkan, ghazal ya fasana

Dharti, anbar, waqt ya zamana

Yeh kainaat jhoom uthi hai

Aaj, honton pe tabbassum hai fatehana

Na kisi kaam ki chinta

Na kisi baat par dhiyaan

Tum par vaalihana nisaar hone ka jazba...

Yeh thirakte qadam aur saanson ka utaar chadao

Tumhara khayaal aur tum hi se baatein

Ab na iqraar ki zaroorat hai

Na izhaar ka intezaar...

Har lamha...barge gul sa...

Narm narm o khushbudaar...

Ek azeem milan ki aas

Naumeedi ki aatish bujh gayi hai

Aur tum...

Wajood-e-kainaat si chamakti ho

Tum sirf zindagi de sakti ho...

Aur mein zinda hun...

Shukriya!

- Khan M. Asim...17/01/2009...1:24PM...Train...Only4u..LoveU..Muaah:)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Life !!!

I usually think before writing but now thinking to write anything. I am dying inside, and this agony is enough to finish me. We kept discussing, fighting, crying and finally landed at the same old theory of keep things going as they are. Well, I dont want any more comment on that, am tired of life!

But Why? Why can't I take your name in public, why should i keep things things secret and till when? We both keep pondoring, What will happen? and then think, okay..hojayega...but is it so easy? You understands my emotions and feelings but you have certain other priorities, why so? I keep you at top in preferences but why I am at bottom line in your choices?

I have a bundle of questions and am tired of carrying it. When I look at you for help, I feel more insecure. Mostly people say I am very lucky boy, that am fortunate enough to work in a big media house at a young age, but they dont know my agony. They don't know what does career means and what importance you have in my life. Why I keep repeating your name at every second, why i love to spend time in talking with you?

Do you know the answer? although you will say yes but i feel you dont know...basically we are in a journey and we dont know the destination, and also we don't want to plan it out to have a successful reach. your silence makes a major difference, it terrorise me.

I feel pain, feels to end life, and finally burst out everything at you. Now its up to you to decide, I promise that I will be always there with you in each and every condition, I assure you all the esteem and smiles in the future, but am really uncertain about your side, Will you be there always? Till when I should keep hopes alive? Till when I should keep saying Yes? Will you marry me without any if's and but's?

I hope you will come to me one day, and will give me a positive reply, i look for an unconditional love and marriage. Its we who are supposed to decide our life, so ball is into your court, think upon it and let me know. I am waiting...!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Yeh kasrat kis dawa ki hai???


Har dawa ki kasrat

Zaher ban jaati hai!

Toh phir ishq???

Yeh kya hai? yeh kyun hai?

Laakhon ghudsawaron ne

Iss dasht mein zeen kheenchi

Najane kitne shehsawari bhool gaye

Koi manzil ko paa gaya

Toh koi humsafar hi kho beitha!

Mujhe koi aitraaz nahin

Tumhari ghaflat o berukhi se

Magar....

Kya hua uss dilnawazi ko?

Tum mustaqbil ko roti ho

Mujhe maazi yaad aata hai......

Woh baahein yaad aati hain

Nigaahein yaad aati hain

Jo mujhko kondh jaati thin

Adaayein yaad aati hain....

Taalluq mere daaman se

Kisi ghum ka kabhi na tha

Yeh kaisa ghum yeh aahein hain

Fizaon mein fughahain hain

Meri umeed kyun paspa?

Kyun aankhon mein udaasi hai?

Tumhari dillagi thi bas

Hamari zindagi goya?

Abhi chalna nahin bhoola

Yeh khanjar bhi piyaasa hai

Abhi saanson ki sar sar mein

Tumhara naam aata hai.....

Jise sab ishq kehte hain

Mujhe bhi woh maraz hai kya?

Zara batlao toh aakar

Mera yeh dard kaisa hai?

Yeh aahein kiski aahein hain?

Nazar thehri hain jis rukh par

Kiski woh nigaahein hain

Zara batlao toh aakar

Yeh kasrat kis dawa ki hai???

- Khan M. Asim...10/01/2009...1:22PM...Train...!

Monday, January 05, 2009

Vaada


Tere vaade ki hum nazar rakh lein

Zindagi ki koi khabar rakh lein

Tujhse milkar jo dil ko chein mila

Saari khushiyon ka naam ghar rakh lein

Paas apna makaan kiska hai?

Teri palkon ko umar bhar rakh lein

Kis mein dum hai mita sake humko

Aarzoo bekhatar rakh lein

Tu meri hai yaqeen kaafi hai

Mar mitein, dil jigar rakh lein

Naam isko hum koi dekar

Pyaar ka ik shajar rakh lein

Tu ne ASIM ki har sada sun li

Tere qadmon pe apna sar rakh lein..!

- Khan M. Asim...05/01/2009...8:54PM...LOVE YOU:)

Here are my first words in 2009...

Aa gaye noor se zulmaat mein hum

Phir isi shahere tilismaat mein hum

- Khan M. Asim...05/01/2009...11:40PM...

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Shamma tum jalaye rakhkho


Har taraf jung o jadal, firqa parasti ka samaan

Sukoon milta nahin ab peeri aastaanon mein

Charkh e gardun surkh ast, zehreli aab o hawa

Har taraf lahaul hai ab toh aasmaanon mein

Nadamat o pashemaani virasat ban gayi ab toh

Zindagi utaran hui goya musalmaanon mein

Joshe jahad ab phoot raha hai baanke naujavanon mein

Goonjti hai la-ilaha ab toh kohistaanon mein

Loot liye sab dariya usne, atom uska sarmaya hai

Phir bhi joote khaa jata hai ab woh registaanon mein

Doob gaya hai sooraj go ke Iraaq o afghaanon mein

Shamma tum jalaye rakhkho ghar ke roshandaanon mein

Yakja hokar ab mil jao, aman ka parcham tum lehrao

Muskura ke dil behlao, hai baat yahi farmaanon mein

Doob gaya gar ilm AYESHA saghar o paimaanon mein

Tumhari daastaan tak na hogi daastaanon mein...!

- Khan M Asim...27/12/2008...2:500 AM...on request of my dearest baji...:)

Friday, December 26, 2008

Mein kab tak karun?

Tumko paane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Hansne hansane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Baaton ki baaton mein

Yun hi mein uljha rahun

Sochun yeh kehna hai

Tumse mein kaise kahun

Roti ho jab bhi tum

Mein kya karun?

Tumko manane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Urdu mein likh dun toh

Hindi tum kehti ho

Tumko sunane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Yaadon mein guldasta

Lekar tum aati ho

Bolun mein ooncha toh

Aahista kehti ho

Chupne chupane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Aati ho milne haan

Mujhko tum sapnon mein

Door ho kyun magar

Hoke tum apnon mein

Sapne sajane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Hansne hansane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

- Khan M. Asim...26/12/2008...12:00 AM...only on ur request:)

Monday, December 22, 2008

Sotudu..!!!


Aaj neend kisi lihaaf mein so gayi hai

Zahen pe roshni ka shaibah tak nahin...

Do pal ko uski awaaz aur phir khamoshi'

Uski sada ke saath nuzool hoti subah

Aur palkon mein ghuroob hota aaftaab

Kahin gum hai,,,

Urooj o zawaal uski chaal hai

Kabhi daayein toh kabhi baayein jhuk jaati hai...

Wahi billi jaisi aankhein aur sherni si dahaad

Mujh mein koi oodbilao ho jaise,

Har pal darta aur sahemta...

Woh muska de toh khil uthta hun

Woh titliyon sa tabbassum aur awaaze pur-tarrannum,

Magar!

Aaj ki shab kuch tanha si hai,

Si nahin! tanha hi hai..!

Kyunke woh mehjabeen bahut door hai,

Hijr ki raatein, wasal ke khwaab

Aur yeh angdaiyan..........

Pal pal thamta o thakta khaame

Aur kore kaghaz ka safed dil,

Be-zarar o be-jajba,

Jo sirf rangna jaanta hai, khilna nahin........

Uske husool ki tammanaayein

O Manane ki kaavishein.............

Issi raat mein,

Taare bhi hain aur sayyaare bhi,

Chand bhi hai air raat-raani bhi

Magar mein hun ke khoya sa,

Kisi sone-waale ko jagana chahta hun

Kisi ke labon ki adaa bankar muskurana chahta hun

Magar mein kya karun??? Woh khamosh hai!

Tamaam koshishein nakaam,

Aaj mein pyaasa hun, bilkul sookha,

Ek khauf hai, jo jagaye rakkhe hai

Shayad kuch honewaala hai...!!!!!!!!

Uff!!!!! huh...!!! Ab sun bhi lo....

Meri jaane bahaar, subah ke taare....

Hello, hello...oye...tum hi se keh raha hun...

Oye Sotudu, mein hun...mein,

Tumhara Rotudu..!!!!!

- Khan M. Asim...22/12/2008...2:20 AM... plzz wake-up now..!

Look, you did not give me, my lucky charm and I lost a job today...keep loving and keep giving it to me, I can bear hundred's of Tsunami's but not a single moment without you! so be with me always, I know you are, but still..heheheehe...Love You!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Roshni ka sawaal lagta hai


Uske dum se kamaal lagta hai

Har andhera mashaal lagta hai

Jugnuon sa chamak chamak ke woh

Roshni ka sawaal lagta hai

Haan bhatakte aab-deedon ko

Zindagi ka khayaal lagta hai

Yun toh beitha hai khoya khoya sa

Har kisi se fa-aal lagta hai

Tishnagi yun badha gaya meri

Husn-e-pekar, Jamaal lagta hai

Daantna uski aadat hai

Waise aksar dayaal lagta hai

Dooriyan kab hatein ASIM

Ab toh jeena mahaal lagta hai

- Khan M. Asim...18/12/2008...8:55 AM...juss spoke to u n wrote it...Love You...muah-:)

Monday, December 15, 2008

Mere dum hi se toh yeh duniya hai


Mere dum hi se toh yeh duniya hai

Aur agar mein nahin toh phir kya hai

Zindagi bhi ajeeb rasta hai

Har qadam pe yahan toh marna hai

Zindagi ki bhala hai kya waqa't

Har nafas ko yahan toh marna hai

Yahi baatin kahin khuda toh nahin

Yahi lamha yahi zamaana hai

Tere kooche mein darr lage hai mujhe

Jo hai qaatil wahi masiha hai

Zaher pi lun mein tere haathon se

Yahi ASIM ko raas aata hai!

- Khan M. Asim...11:30 AM...12/01/2002...

Well, you can see the date when i wrote it, i think then i was in 10th standard, dont remember the girl's name who was standing infront of me at the bus stop! yupp i wrote it looking at her at a bus stop near to my school, n ya it was i think our unit test time! exam was too good, ofcourse i was in a good mood:)

Friday, December 05, 2008

Kuch na kuch teri khatir kar jaonga

Kuch na kuch teri khatir kar jaonga

Haan mohabbat se apni mukar jaonga

Ab na jee paonga, bas guzar jaonga

Teri duniya ko rangeen kar jaonga

Lamha bankar ke A*** kisi shaakh se

Raahon mein teri bikhar jaonga

Ghum ka sagar kaho ya qatra koi

Teri aankhon se banke utar jaonga

Zindagi tez toofan dikha na mujhe

Tu kya samajhti hai darr jaonga

Gira bhi agar uski nazron se mein

Had se had itna hai mar jaonga

Ab ASIM sanbhalun mein kitna isse

Khudi se mein ladke kidhar jaonga

Khan M. Asim...05/12/2008...11:49PM...Finally landed at you..happy!

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Aise lagti hai dua ho jaise :)


Barq raftaar shua ho jaise

Aise lagti hai dua ho jaise

Woh lams jisse raqeeb hojayein

Usne honton se chua ho jaise

Har taraf ek sama lagta hai

Usne jaadoo kia ho jaise

Rang badle hain shafaq ne aise

Uski koi adaa ho jaise

Har ghazal, matla, maqta

Husn uska hua ho jaise

Thamgayi dhadkanein chalte chalte

Usne khaamosh kaha ho jaise

Usne muska ke yun dekh liya

Umar bhar ka sila ho jaise

Chehke chehke hai thirakta phirta

Aaj ASIM mila ho jaise...!

- Khan M. Asim...26/11/2008...8:45PM...LOVE-YOU:)

Friday, November 21, 2008

Life..!!!

Juss thinking to type some of my emotions here, which may hurt you, I know you won't like it and the fact is even i hate it! But life sounds very faithful to me, I am happy that you love me, with all if, yes, no, buts. It has always been said that love never comes with conditions, its all about devotion and dedications, it never think of here and there its kinda state of Nirvana. But I am the (un)fortunate one to have a conditional love life. If simply say, It hurts!

Most of the times I keep crying, its not intentional, the tears keep pouring out with a heartly pain. Nor I intend to show my dramatic skills to anyone. I always try to mobilise my thoughts towards other things but end result is same. Feeling lonely in your company sounds very strange but its a fact now! You keep saying Yes I Love You, and am used to it! But the psychie plays its own game, I am always in Ifs and Buts! Thinking of my so-called lovely and lively future!

When it comes to job front, a prson's profession is always kicked by his personal life, so same here! Not in mood to do any work, Don't know why? But now it seems that I am no more alive! Working on a special story but a I only know, how much I am dedicated towards it?

I know, you will be angry with me after reading these lines but it is ASIM. I cannot stop these scary thoughts. I am afraid of life! Sorry, Can't help it! it again started pouring out, cause I am still uncertain about my love, life and the bright or dark future! And I know your replies, Yes I am hopeless! Sorry!

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Aina dekhke sharmaane ko dil karta hai


Aina dekhke sharmaane ko dil karta hai

Band aankhon se tujhe paane ko dil karta hai

Hasratein dil ki na dil mein hi kahin kho jayein

Teri baahon mein yun hi marjaane ko dil karta hai

Har jagah tere qadmon ke nishaan hain milte

Choomte choomte choojaane ko dil karta hai

Mast aankhon ka nasha hai ke utarta hi nahin

Doobte doobte behjaane ko dil karta hai

Mehfilein roshan hain charaghon se magar

Ik diya hai ke jalaane ko dil karta hai

Tere milne ki tamanna ka karun kya ab mein

Naam ASIM hai magar sumkhaane ko dil karta hai

- Khan M. Asim...04/11/2008..8:10PM...Miss u alot!:)

Monday, November 03, 2008

Yeh soche jaata hun...!


Kuch likh nahi paata hun

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Tu kaise hansti hai

kaise muskaati hai

Mujhe pyaar se bole hai

Mujhe prem sikhati hai

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

Baahon ke aangan mein

Ik phool hai mehka sa

Yaadon mein deep jale

tera chehra chehka sa

Tujhe isse ziyadah ab

Aur kahan likh dun???

Anbar ke har jaanib

Teri khushboo aati hai

Mein bol nahin paata

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

Milne ki tammanna hai

Ik roze qayamat si

Ho ichcha meri poori

Kuch teri inayat si

Tujhe dekhke chup na sakun

Kuch aisa manzar de

Andar hi andar na

Paapi ko marne de

Tu kaise bulati hai

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

Andhkaar khatam kyun hai?

Yeh prem nagar hai kya???

Aankhon mein teri aankhein

Baahon mein teri baahein

Ab door nahin rehna

Yeh aahein kehti hain

Tu kaise saanson se

Kab saans milati hai

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

- Khan M. Asim...03/11/2008...2:10PM...Train..only4u, love u:)

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Udaas hun :(

Uske shayad paas hun

Par zindagi se udaas hun

Toote hue sapne hain kahin

Ik dard ka ehsaas hun..!

Khamosh tammanna jeene ki

Chup chup aansu peene ki

Aansu ki ladiyon yakja kar

Khushiyon ki maala seene ki...

Woh gumsum sab kuch dekhe hai

Mein toofani o tsunami goya hun

Jab manzar uska aata hai

Mein lamha lamha roya hun...

Usse ghar ki khushiyan pyaari hain

Yan jeene ki tamanna bhaari hain

Woh mujhko dilaase deti hai

Haan khushiyan saari hamaari hain...

Ab aur nahin hansne waala

Mein oob gaya hun duniya se

Asim bhi koi deewana tha

Haan keh do saari duniya se..!

- Khan M. Asim...01/11/2008...7:05PM... I hate Life! Sorry:(

Sunday, October 26, 2008

**Happy Diwali**


Pragati aur gati se aage badhkar,

Har saans mein paighame mohabbat bhar dein,

Ik deep ko hridey mein jalakar yaaro,

Chalo aaj aakaash ko ujwal kar dein,

Phir kisi maa se na bichde bachcha uska,

Na kisi veer ko vanvaas mile,

Dharam ke naam pe behte hue khoon se aage,

Ik sangam ik milan ki kahani likh dein

Ik deep ko hridey mein jalakar yaaro,

Chalo aaj aakaash ko ujwal kar dein!

- Khan M. Asim...26/10/2008...4:30PM...

((********Happy Diwali**********))

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Life..!

So friends, I am thinking to pen down few sentences here but still hesitating. I was very enthusiast the moment i come to know that i have been selected as Mumbai correspondent with India's biggest TV network here. But conditions now are vulnerable and i feel pity on my decision.

Although, getting very much respect and honour in the political sphere and in the community still i feel being caged here. What else, all those communal and so-called ethical journalistic factors are trobling me. Today, MNS chief Raj Thakrey has been arrested and is handed over to Kalyan Police but What the Mumbai Correspondent is doing? just sitting in the office and doing all shit, thinking of so many pass times. Few minutes back, I got a call from Deputy CM R R Patil's Office for a meet but bureau chief here asked me to take rest in the office. Sometimes i loose my temper sometime feel to commit suicide, I am tired of being a journalist in these conditions, Being hit by mob while covering riots but no medical help or protection from the network. Then Why to Work?

On another hand, all this frustration is being released on someone who backs me at every point, my dear love, i feel pity for her, she got a guy like me...poor girl. Well, here too, no time... no no, I am all free, she is busy! So I am bored of life. Nothing else here, I love her but hate my life..!

Monday, October 13, 2008

Masti bhari sharaab hai uske khayaal mein


Masti bhari sharaab hai uske khayaal mein

Ik dard ka pata hai chala uske sawaal mein

Ik ajale nagahani mujhko hai dhoondti

Uski hi har adaa hai giryaae haal mein

Udta raha jun shahin suraiya se door tak

Apne hi aap aa gaya chupke se jaal mein

Uski hi anjuman hai har simt har nazar

Pighla hai lamha lamha uske ubaal mein

Bekas hai aaj woh bhi soche hai har paher

Muskaaye hai kabhi kuch hai malaal mein

Uss ek jaan mein qaid hai ASIM ki zindagi

Sab kainaat dhal gayi uske hi dhaal mein

Masti bhari sharaab hai uske khayaal mein

Ik dard ka pata hai chala uske sawaal mein

- Khan M. Asim…13/10/2008…8:18PM…only4u…love u..:)

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Life..!

Hiii friends, writing about personal life here, that too after a long time. Bored with busy life, tight schedules and loneliness are killing to me. Sometime feels to die and sometime to live forever for her! So I finally landed at my best..:)

Covering riots in Maharashtra since i joined the channel. But till now did not find any solution to it, the government itself seems to be no more interested to help the victims (minorities). Well, let it be! Nowadays,unable to write even a single romantic line, this much distance with her and situations around did not allow me to express anything.

In fact I am unable to pen down words now, don't know why I am crying? so juss leave me alone...bye..sorry!

Monday, October 06, 2008

Khabar..!

Ya apne qalam mein jaan nahi ya dil mein hi imaan nahin

Koi toh baat hai yaaro jo apni koi pehchaan nahin

Gheiron se shikayat kya karni jab khud par hi dhiyaan nahin

Chup chupkar jo hai waar kare woh buzdil koi insaan nahin

Dehshat aur zulam hai har janib har janib aag ki laptein hain

Nafrat ke beej jo boye hai woh beshak musalmaan nahin

Tumko hain sunate qisse woh aayat ko jhutla jhutla ke

Ae logon jung o jadal karo rabb ka yeh farmaan nahin

Wehshat o junoon ka gar koi ae logon prachaar kare

Mujrim beshak woh qaari hai yeh paigham e quraan nahin

Usne bhi kiye hain vaade kai jinka usse hai paas nahin

Daure par jaane waale tera hum par koi ehsaan nahin

Yaktarfa khabrein chalti hain sachchai inko raas nahin

Khamosh magar yun beithe rahein yeh ASIM apni shaan nahi..!


- Khan M. Asim...06/10/2008...7:45 PM..!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Bahut roya hun meri jaan mein Musalmaan hokar


Daur-daurah hai inhin ka abtoh har sun

Koi soche bhi kya ab Insaan hokar

Qudrat ne phelaye bahut haath magar

Bahut roya hun meri jaan mein Musalmaan hokar

Har kahani mein chupa hai kahin uska qissa

Sar uthata hun toh uthta hai pashemaan hokar

Haan joshe jahad uthta hai abtoh dil mein

Naujawan phirta hai mujhsa kyun pareshaan hokar

Ik maare lahad phirta hai aksar mujh mein

Bewafa kyun hun mein nigehbaan hokar

Usko lagti hain meri baatein nirali jag se

Mushrik o kafir kahe mujhko woh imaan hokar

Usne mujhko hi har ik baat ka mujrim samjha

Muskurata hai bahut hafize zandaan hokar

Dekh leta ASIM agar asraare hayaat

Janam leta hi bhala kyun mein musalmaan hokar

Bahut roya hun meri jaan mein Musalmaan hokar...!

Khan M. Asim...25/09/2008...1:15PM...!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Malang!


Ik nayi kiran ki talaash hai

Ik nayi umeed o justuju...

Khwahishon se malang apni

Mujhe carvan ki khabar nahin...

Tishna tishna saher hui kuch

Kuch shaam guzri muntazir

Kuch wujood dooba yaad mein

Kuch sujood mein fariyaad mein...

Hui hayaat o azal ki

Batein sada hi ajal se

Koi teere nigaah hui

Koi harfe sanam hui...

Ik rang hai ik jalaal hai

Woh husne paikar kamaal hai

Yun toh hai mere saath saath

Woh ajnabi sa sawaal hai...

Jannatein bhi hongi haan

Iska yaqeen ab hogaya

Haan bashindgi yeh qubool hai

Ab sochna hi fuzool hai

Woh jabse mere saath hai

Khud jannaton ka nuzool hai...

Woh hoor khulde bareen pe hai

Jise khwahishon ka paas hai

Woh raqs hai, woh saam hai

Jise dekhne ki aas hai

Bedeedgi kya de rahi

Yeh jism zindah laash hai

Ik nayi kiran ki talaash hai

Ik nayi kiran ki talaash hai..!

- Khan M. Asim...11/09/2008...11:26 AM...Train...missing alot!

Monday, September 08, 2008

Asim Khan Video Waale.. :)


Hichkole khaaye daiyaan, dil mera yun dole

Jab bhi diwaani mujhko tu video-wala bole

Aahon mein basi hai meri,aankhon mein chamacham chamke

Saaqi tu sanam Sharraabi tadpaye hole hole

Aajaati thi milne mujhko tu inhin galiyon mein

Thak jaati toh kehti ASIM ab auto lele

Hans hanske rulayein mujhko saahil ki suhani yaadein

Taarikhi meri woh baatein aur teri nigaah kuch bole

Humwaar nahin hain raahein, ghanghor ghana jungle hai

Aatish ka kise haan darr hai hum bhi toh jawaan hain shole

Arrey call mujhe jab karke tu pyaar se hello bole

Khushiyaan hain mujhe miljaati darwaaze saare khole

Likkhe hai tera deewana ghazlon ko teri aankhon se

Haan chodke duniya-daari dilbar ab meri hole

Hichkole khaaye daiyaan, dil mera yun dole

Jab bhi diwaani mujhko tu video-wala bole..!


- Khan M. Asim...08/09/2008...12:41 PM...CST & Press Club..Mumbai..4myonlyluv

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Jag se niraali baatein uski


Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Har ik kona simat raha yun,

Jaise simtein baahein uski

Aate jaate ek woh chehra

Pehrein uski raatein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Rangin samaa yeh pyaara pyaara

Uske dum se har ik taara

Neina boojhein roz paheli

Kar dun arpit jeevan saara

Saagar ki har mauj diwaani

Yaad dilye baatein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Himmatwaali uski adayein

Bebaaki hai uske chalan mein

Chattaanon si zaat hai lekin

Gul bhi nahin koi ussa chaman mein

Har goshe mein khushbu karti

Mushk laher hain saansein uski

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Mein hun uska agyakaari

Komal sundar woh bewpaari

Itna mushkil usko paana

Guzar na jaaye umar yeh saari

Tadap tadap ke dheere dheere

Mujhko rulayein yaadein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Ghor andhera, kaali duniya

Roz pighalti shaamein uski

Maddham maddham roshan kartin

Yaadeein uski, baatein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

- Khan M. Asim...06/09/2008..2:10 PM...only4u...missing u alot..!

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Woh......!


Haan woh mukhtalif hai...

Kabhi kabhi bachchi ban jaati hai,

Ziddi, chulbuli si...

Narm o naazuk jins...

Jagmagati mutlashi aankhein

Zahen mein dher saare sawaal

Magar izhaare khayaal se nawaqif

Kabhi bilkul meri ban jaati hai

Kabhi zamaane se darr jaati hai

Yun bhi koi kamzor nahi...

Bahut fahmidah hai...

Lamha-tarashi mein uska saani nahin..

Muskura ke har khayaal badal deti hai

Ik tabeeb ba daste shifa,

Meri har bemaari ka ilaaj...

Roshan zameer o khoobsoorti ka paikar

Alfaaz ki kumyaabi o uska husne himalya

Woh kisi tareef ki mohtaaj nahin

Apni misaal khud hai,

Mukammal, shahkaar, koi mojazah...

Bashindae firdos...

Meri mohabbat o zindagi

Saanson ki dor kaho ya

Zamin ka mehwar,

Har gardish usise hai...

Uski har ada niraali hai

Isiliye meri honewaali hai:)

Usko yaqeen hota ja raha hai

Aur mera Imaan hai,

Hum ek honge..!

Badal denge qudrat ke har qaanoon ko

Shayad yahi mohabbat hai,

Aur yahi husne mehboobi...

Khaame thamta nahin...

Khaame thamta nahin...!

- Khan M. Asim...31/08/2008...CST n BEST...8:15 AM...only4u...!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Life..!

Huh, sitting like an idiot in the office, bored and tired of life. Missing my golden days and expecting them to return soon. Life is playing a confusing game, its a puzzle, I am confuse, how to make it more beautiful although its not so comfortable now too but at least she is there to handle a wise fool.

Being pinched by family at every moment, juss thought to loose nerves for a while and got a call, huh, its so hectic, its so dramatic, its like a soap opera, juss killing my mind. Urdutimes' owner died and my whole Sunday lost in kabarastan, have not brushed my teeth yet,no breakfast, no water, no shower. Ohh God!!! bless me, me, my love, my love life!

Though I am always with You, and can imagine you are still around but what about this agony which is killing to me, Just want to see you, want to drink my Jaam! Missing you in my seconds and minutes...

Journo-life is going well, doing some really interesting stories, planning to do two investigative stories, working on story of Vidarbha farmers'.Inbetween did not work on much stories but now planning to finish a major chunk of Pain-ding (pending) stories. Really stressed, two jobs and recently joined MA political Science course in the Mumbai University, have not attended even a single class yet and has been selected for departmenatal representation in University's Student Union elections!

Well, even passing through these painful experiences, living away from my love, still I expect for the best, as she say I deserve best. And You, come soon, I am still waiting, like I always do..:P

Okay friends time over, another story is waiting for me, and You too study or do your work stop peeping into others personal life:P, well don't take it otherwise, hope to see my beautiful life soon...Its GoodBye for now..!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Mujhe tumse pyaar kyun hai?

Yeh lamha beqaraar kyun hai?

Mujhe tumse pyaar kyun hai?

Yun toh har lamha mere paas hi ho

Phir itna intezaar kyun hai?

Raat guzri badi bechaini se

Saher nala-fugaar kyun hai?

Tere milne ka yaqeen hai mujhko

Yeh dil be-ikhtiyaar kyun hai?

Haan aajao isi lamhe mein

Saanson ki yeh pukaar kyun hai?

Sochta hun teri baaton ko

Baaton mein yeh ghubaar kyun hai?

Bin khaaye-piye jee leta hun

ASIM aisa khumaar kyun hai?

Yeh lamha beqaraar kyun hai?

Mujhe tumse pyaar kyun hai?

- Khan M. Asim…August 16, 2008…12:08 PM…Only for you! Missing you a lot!

Friday, August 15, 2008

Mein Azaad hindustan hun!


Jôno gôno mono odhinaeoko jôeô he

Bharoto bhaggo bidhata

Pônjabo Shindhu Gujoraţo Môraţha

Drabiŗo Utkôlo Bônggo

Bindho Himachôlo Jomuna Gôngga

Uchchhôlo jôlodhi toronggo

Tôbo shubho name jage

Tôbo shubho ashish mage

Gahe tôbo jôeogatha

Jôno gôno monggolo daeoko jôeô he

Bharoto bhaggo bidhata

Jôeo he, jôeo he, jôeo he,

jôeo jôeo jôeo, jôeo he..!

Doston aap sabhi ko yaume azaadi mubarak ho!

Allah humein hamesha azaad rakhe, jeene ka sahi raasta dikhaye aur watan ki raah mein qurbaan hone ki taufeeq ata farmaye...

Aameen!

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Jawaab


Usse baatein zara chaar ki

Ghaltiyan maano beshumaar ki

Dost karte hain ab shikayat

Bas yahi inteha hai aitbaar ki

Aaj lamha hai tumne sabar kia

Ghadiyan bhool gaye mere intezaar ki

Hairani tumko bilkul honi hi chahiye

Haalat tum kya jaano dile beqarar ki

Tanzomazah mein Asim kuch baatin keh gaya

Gustakhiyan thin yaaro woh mere pyaar ki..!

- Khan M. Asim…09/08/2008…12:30AM