Ek hi rasta khwab mein khwab ka,
Muntazir kyun rahun phir tere jawab ka!
Zindagi ka safar itna lamba kahan,
Kya hai roze hashar kya hai din hisaab ka?
Charche chalte rahe husn aur jaam ke
Yun hi thamm sa gaya lamha ik azaab ka
Tujhse milte rahe hosh khote rahe
Mil saka bas tujhe safha ik kitaab ka!
-Khan M. Asim...Mid-November 2009...
Well this ghazal still remains incomplete..but still posting it here..I Don't remember date and time...
Aankhon mein dard
Dil mein chubhan
Ajeeb sa khinchao o tanao
Phadakti ragon ka ek hi sawaal
Raahat, raahat
Mukammal raahat...
Nakaamiyon ka palda neeche hai
Aur tarazu-e zindagi daama dol,
Kab, kahan kya hoga?
Agla lamha kya layega?
Ek jumoodi soch,
Aur kabhi na khatam hone waala raasta,
Taareek bayaban,
Aur talaashe roshni,
Justuju khud ko paane ki,
Magar kyun?
Kya hai roshni mein?
Saakit andhera,
Ek ansujha khila
Na kaamiyabi ka maza
Na raahaton ki umeed
Ek nuqta, shua o khayal
Yeh hai toh kya hai?
Kyun hai?
Mein hun toh kya hun?
Hun toh kyun hun?
Aakhir,
Mein kaun hun?
-Khan M. Asim..02/11/2009..07:05PM...Train...
Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega
Yeh gul bhi bada pachtayega
Royega meri tarah tanha
Raahon mein saddh jayega
Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!
Jab dard uthega seene mein
Phir kaise qaabu payega
Mehfil se nahin naghmon se nahin
Khud se hi ghabrayega
Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!
Koi rang dhanak ka payega
Koi hirni sa lehrayega
Hasratein leke dil mein bas
Yak-sun takta jayega
Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!
Phir oas banegi chingari
Par badla jafa hojayega
Sochega meri tarah yunhi
Aur aansu sa beh jayega
Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!
Yeh gul bhi bada pachtayega!
- Khan m. Asim...27/11/2009...1:20PM...am not alone but feeling like one!
Ek hi rasta khwab mein khwab ka,
Muntazir kyun rahun phir tere jawab ka!
Zindagi ka safar itna lamba kahan,
Kya hai roze hashar kya hai din hisaab ka?
(2 couplets of my new ghzal, which is yet to be posted here)
Time does play a key role in life... hahaha arree, why I am laughing on the statement, yes it does... and one who dont care for it, sits at home like me and pleads for pardon. Ohh God forgive me and make me a free man, a man who can move, who can talk sensibly, who can laugh at right time, who can smile at beautiful girllls...oops cute kids...!
Well, smooth rides are over, trying hard to recover all my assets for a quick come back but i know it might take a much longer time, then it could have. Now, even though she is around but things are not going the way they should. Earlier i used to just get frustrate and blasts, now I am more calm and silent cause am getting used to it. What else can one do, except it?
Keeping several works on pending and then doing ten things at a time does not mean being versatile. And one does pay for his carelessness like i am doing now.
Now i am looking for newer opportunities but its hard to get into them. Bloody so-called recession has eaten up my career. where i go, i hear, yaar recession chal rahi.. you are dear friend who will refuse you, wait for some more time, now i dont know much, wether its recession which is hurlde or thier intentions.
I have not written a complete ghazal in a month time, eaither wrote one or two pairs, 3-4 couplets or poems and have not posted none on the blog. now fighting with throat infection, completely bedridden.
Today, we are rememberring 26/11 mumbai attack. But why to remember it, the whole system is too worst. We keep blaming each other. I know Hasan Ghafoor personally, he is a gentleman, if he is saying something then atleast a per cent of it have to be there, but what again, an enquiry! I saw the whole incident last year. I was posted at Nariman House, i read the chaos amongst people, the sensationalisation of the whole event by the media and we as the media persons. The Mumbaikar today wants to forget the darkest day from the history of mumbai but media is hitting hard again and again on television. But what to say, media has only one way to earn its bread... its a job have to be done, order, YES SIRR!!!
Now am feeling li'l tired i think i need rest, so folks i should post it...ohh yeah i forgot to address her, yes dear you are safe here and yes dont worry i will be back on track soon. Love you muaah!
Waham hai guman hai yeh kaisa bharam hai
Mohabbat mein hum pe sitam hi sitam hai
Jo maqtal mein nazrein ghumake yun dekha
Sanam hi sanam hai, sanam hi sanam hai
Faqeeri o ghurbat ka yeh muamla hai
Pasheman pasheman, sharam hi sharm hai
Raftaar dheemi hai inn baadalon ki
Musafir pe ab toh zulam hi zulam hai
Nishana bana bas mera aashiyaan hai
Ke dujon pe uska karam hi karam hai
Tumhe chaand choona hai kaise chuoge
Zamane mein har sun dharam hi dharam hai
Haan duniya ko jannat bana loge apni
Yeh Asim tumhara bharam hi bharam hai
- Khan M. Asim...7:25PM...15/10/2009...Train
Aakhri had tak jaana hai
Khud ko yun hi behlana hai
Raahon mein jo kaanta hai
Chubhna hai chale jaana hai
Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!
Qasam jo khayi hai dil mein
Usko ab man-vana hai
Dushman mere dost hai tu
Tujhko ab pehchana hai
Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!
Kamzor nahin yeh saansein hain
Tadpa le tadpana hai
Dopehar bhale hi aa jaaye
Sooraj doob hi jaana hai
Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!
Jeena hai nahin ab mar marke
Haan lad ladke mar jaana hai
Hai chaand ko haathon mein lena
Yeh vaada khud se nibhana hai
Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!
- Khan M. Asim...14/10/2009...1:39PM...Train...WE WILL WIN:)
Hmmm, Coming back to my page after months. But i always come here when am unable to scream. Feeling low and calling my all positive spirits to fight back. Its not that am bogged down but its thought process, which is actually sinking.
Well, you might be confuse with first para here, so leave it. I am trying to smile now but a trial is always a trial. Certain things happens in life, which may take you towards darkness, so same happening with me as am no wonder a humanbeing. At thought of humiliation popped up in my senses and i did the nonsense.Felt to cry even. Now, am at home with my mobile, which is switched off at the moment. Do not want to hear Mr. KM anymore. Dont know why people do it, they are so shrewed politicians that they drag everyone into the hell. I always ignore such idiotics but sometimes they get over the top and a man like me (unfortunately short temper)get completely irked and just run away.
So, i have decided something, will resign by the end of this month, instead doing hardship and obeying the b******! Well this is my space so i can abuse here. Today, it was all enough to feel humiliated as it was the election day. And i all prepared to put extra efforts was sitting idle like an idiot. So I kept pondering about my current position in life. Although I was contemplating the same thought since last two nights but today the thought became concrete for me. So instead putting all hardship for no results i will prefer to sit at home, sleep and relaxe.
And by God's grace you are coming here, and I feel your arrival will change my destiny too. So looking forward for those lovely moments. I know you will take me out of this pit, you will bring me into light and would enlight my present and the future. I know a brigt future is awaiting for us. I have seen such moments in past too, so my thoughts might be dying but not the hope, which say i will over come it soon.
You know, am thinking about places where i can take you, where we can dine, where you can reside and where you can smile for me. So darling do come soon as am looking for my fortune to come to me itslf! And the thing above all is that, i need you at every moment of sad and joy. Can't take much abuses and want to reply everyone who say am a failure. Yes I am not a failure. I am the one who topped and will do the same again if you accompanied me forever. Love you baby, muaaaaaaaaah :)
Udaas, bezaar
Nakhush, beqaraar
Khamosh, beikhtiyaar
Zindagi..!
La-mehdood khayalaat
Tilismati Safar
Aur zulmaat si haqeeqat
Mein ab thak chuka hun...
Pur-umeed toh hun,
Magar..
Shamma se darta hun..!
Tumhare aane ki masarrat
Aur yeh qaatil intezaar,
Sabhi se begana sa
Iss pagdandi par
Mein tanha chal raha hun..!
Qadam rukna chahte hain
Saansein thamna chahti hain
Aur mein,
Chalna...
Sirf chalna chahta hun..!
-Khan M. Asim...12/10/2009...8:10PM...
Yeh kya kia tum ne!
Yeh haq bhi cheen lia...
Ab aansu bhi ghulam hain goya
Hukum se behte hain
Hukum se thamte hain...
Yaadein,
Zahen ko majhool kar rahi hain
Tumhare saath beeta har pal
Tumhari muntazir har saa-at
Sapnon ka maayajaal
Har dor apni jaanib kheenchti
Na ankhiyan mein neend
Na dil ko qaraar
Sunna chahta hun wahi izhaar
Tumko mujhse pyaar hai
Aur kya kahun tumse
Ab toh ikhtiyaar nahin
Muskurahat naapeid ho goya
Diwaana dil maghroor tha
Magar,
Meelon ki doori
Yeh shabe furqat
Zameen pe le aayi...
Kaash tum sun sakti
Jo mein tumse kehna chahta hun,
Mein jaanta hun
Do aankhein,
Andhere mein ghoor rahi hain..
Dil beqaraar yahan hai
Toh chein wahan bhi nahin hai
Ishq pe meri ijarahdaari nahin...
Tum bhi wahan jaag rahi ho...!
- Khan M. Asim...24/09/2009...1:40AM... missing you alot!
Ae lamhon,
Thamm jao
Ya mujhe rone do..!
Yak-musht mitti se lamhe
Aur mein dafan horaha hun...
Lamhon ke badhte awzaan
Saath hi tajavuze ghutan
Zindah dargor hun goya...!
Tumhari sheerin batein
Shaguftagiye rukhsaar
Nazron ke teer o lamse geisun
Sabhi kahin gum hain..!
Khamoshi, tanhai
Doobti umeeedien
Tumhare vaade,
Aur
Mein...
Sabhi muntazir hain
tumhari aamad ke...!
Ek rishta,
Jo pukhta hona chahta hai...
Ek javedaani milan
Jo sachcha hona chahta hai...
Mein wahi hun,
Tumhara khota sikka
Wahi manhoos aawaaz hai
Phir wahi sadaa hai
Aajaao...
Isse pehle ke mein khamosh hojaon..!
-Khan M. Asim...23/09/2009...01:59 AM... I missing you, please come soon, love you, muaah :(
Ohhh God! please help me. I need you at this moment. Everyone is asking for money, net-wala to cable-wala and there is no cash in my pockets. No salary since three months and have to pay many bills. Please, save me!!!
Yeah, just now the cable guy came, he asked me for money, which is pending since months. And I was begging to him please come tomorrow, I will arrange atleast half amount, and he rudely replied, "Its better cut the cable!". And I felt so humiliated that cant be expressed in words. Look, What time has come to me. Am all down feeling like cry. Just trying to pecify myself. I have promised him for tomorrow, but Dont know, from where I will be paying the bill to him.
Whereas my health is concerend, the condition is still the same. Nothing changed, little bit improvement. And this dirty hand is paining more!
Job, went to office 3 days back, did one story and again resting at home. After so many talks with bosses there is no hope for the promotion in near six months. As it violates thier so-called company rules. And am all frustrated with it but cant even think to move to some other organisation for that i have my own, personal reservations. Lets see, What will happen.
Love ride is going alright, we fight, scream, weep, but still we are together and we will forever. Want to see her smiling always. I love you darling. muaaaaaaah..
I Have to go for namaaz now! so will catch you people soon. till than please pray for me!
ya, am back from Namaaz and feeling relaxed now. So continuing my talk, I was talking abt mylife,I feel ashamed of being myself sometimes and for that I have certain personal reasons, which I cant write even in this so personal page. All I can say is, please understand me! after all I am human. I am tired of this behaviour. I need my time and your support in everything of mylife.
Do I need to say anything further, I think even this was not requird but its better to write sometime. So rest of the things you know very well, even this hand requires rest, so am stoping it now and ya peeping into your mailbox;P
I love you and will love you even after my death because its not body its soul, which loves. Waiting for your arrival here, hope you come soon and free me from all the problems!
Right now, I am sitting in my office...And I really dont know whatever I am thinking. Writing about myself after a longtime. Right wrist is on supporter, and as i am a right hand man, can not type much. Well, am recovering, feeling better now. Li'l bit hungary but its Ramzan time and I am invited for iftaar at Taj hotel from Saudi Arabian Consulate.
This is not my first iftaar party this year. On Sunday, I attended Chief Minister's Iftaar Party at Haj House. And then at the same evening interviewd Anees Ahmad, cabinet Minister here. After, sending 2 stories then sent whole interview today. Earlier to that I was invited by Abu Asim Azmi for iftaar, but due to injuries and certain other personal issues i did not come, but am happy the way Mr. Azmi reacted... He called me up and asked, What happen bhai? tell me I am your elder brother, If I can help you, just let me know..! I was damn touched with his words and really felt nice. Thank you Mr. Azmi.
Personally, Life is going cool, had a fight with her last night and did not let her sleep then. Now, everything between us is fine. Future tension is still there at the corner but I blieve that we will tackle it well. And I am Happy that nowadays she is understanding me litle bit, that might be happening in fear too. But whatever it is, alright :)
Anyways, i ahve to wrap it up here, as have to move out for the Iftaar program. See you people soon, have to discuss so many things yet. And ya darling, I love You and I will never let you sleep :P Love You, Muaaaaaaaah :)
Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat
Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!
Tumhe apna sapna suhana hai lagta
Yahan abtoh jeena bahana hai lagta
Kise jaake ab hum ke dil ki sunayein
Sanam mein bhi humko zamana hai lagta
Tumhe kya padi hai meri raahataon se
Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat
Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!
Tumhe humne arshe bareen pe bithaya
Khudi se bhi ziyada tumhe dil lagaya
Na maaloom tha ke yeh anjaam hoga
Jo kaanton ko daaman mein khud se chubhaya
Tumhe kuch nahin hai haseen sa-aton se
Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat
Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!
Tum bin nahin tha jo jeena gawara
Tumhe lamhe lamhe mein humne pukara
Jo tum ko shikayat hai itna kahenge
Haan aawaaz denge na tumko dobara
Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat
Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!
- Khan m. Asim...01/09/2009...1:15 PM...Train.
Lamha ba lamha
Dheere dheere
Doobti ubharti saansein
Ab raftaar le chuki hain...
Taareek khayalon ka khol
Ab utar chuka hai...
Kuch baatein hijr ki
Aur phir khayaale vasal
Wahi andaaze bebaak
Kaamiyaabi ki lo abhi roshan hai...
Tum bhale door sahi
Zindagi maghroor sahi
Magar yeh himmat o jazba
Tootega nahin...
Zindagi,
jo kahin lamhon mein qaid thi
Aaj phir azaad hai,
Aur mein...
Masroor o shadaab
Kamiyabi ka muntazir
Tum mein,
Tumhare saath...
Jee raha hun :)
- Khan M. Asim...31/08/2009...11:56 AM
Rozo shab ka hisaab hai goya
Ab toh jeena azaab hai goya
Majburiyan naam hai mohabbat ka
Kaun ho tum? khitaab hai goya
Kaam saare bigad gaye apne
Dil bhi khana kharaab hai goya
Roonthkar na mana saka usko
Uska milna bhi khwaab hai goya
Yun chupaya hai chaand ne sooraj
Falak pe kuch utaab hai goya
Jitna behte hain mein bahekta hun
Aansuon mein sharaab hai goya
Yeh dard yeh tanhaiyan Asim
Zindagi ka jawaab hai goya
- Khan m. Asim...1:10PM...22/07/2009...Wat can u expect from a broken heart!
Yeh siyah lamha hai
Khudko kamzor mehsoos karta hun,
Aasmaan baras raha hai
Aur piyasi zameen naha rahi hai,
Zahen majhool sa hai,
Khayalaat hain ke ghubbaar,
Har zarre mein maut ki aahat
Phool hai ke khushbudaar
Mausam hai ke khud-mukhtaar
Aur ek hum hain,
Apahaj!
Na koi aazaadi na koi qaid!
Taang hain magar chal nahin sakte
Hont hain magar bol nahin sakte,
Chahte hain magar pa nahin sakte...
Saanson mein bejod khinchao,
Aankhon mein nakaam umeedien,
Har sun dukhaan,
Siyah safed sab ek hai
Tum ho meelon door
Aur mein khud mein khoya,
Koi tumse juda hai
Aur koi juda karna chahta hai,
Rasam o rivaj ki aari chalne waali hai
Aur yeh dil bargad ki tarah dheh jaayega
Mein nahin jaanta, kya keh raha hun
Bas itna jaanta hun,
Yeh itna aasaan nahin
Iske samjho mere humsafar
Hum sath saath hain,
Magar
Manzil abhi door hai!
- Khan M. Asim...21/07/2009...3:24 PM..Home
Hun, so shall i write something? no, i dont want! watching 10kaDum now, Salman presenting Dharmendra and Sunny Deol... ohh yaar, sometime feels lonely and sometimes am on top of the world. Thinking and hoping for best.
Arre yaar, i will write later, now am not in mood, take care!
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