Tumhari Aamad

Ujdi basti sookhe khet

Zindagi bikhri ret,

Tumse udaas khudse bezaar,

Wahi rivayati kahani aaj bhi ravaan davaan hai...

Tum imtahanaat mein mashghool

Aur mein,

Kamiyabi se bahut door!

Umeedein tumse rubaru hone ki

Guftugu ki kalaam ki,

Dil ki tum zamin bani

Aur zindagi neelaam hui...

Shikayat o ranj ka ik mehlool

Khoone jigar mein shaamil hai...

Jurrat parbaton se ladhne ki

Magar justuju tmse baat kehne ki...

Nahamwaar marhale,

Roz o shab ki dhadkan hain...

Tum ho ke apni manzil pe

Mein rehguzar mein khoya hun...

Ta-hadde-nazar sabzah hai magar

Shaadaabi nahin!

Zehreela neela aasmaan

Tumhare hone ka gumaan...

Sheerin khwabon ke mahal

Aur tum ik talkh haqeeqat

Khirad ko taqseem karte lamhe...

Har mudda wahi hai

Tumhari aamad bahut zaroori hai...

Aur rakhkha hi kya hai duniya mein

Tumhari aamad, tumhari aamad hai!

- Khan M. Asim...11/06/2009...7:20PM...

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tumse aise baatein karna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Baaton baaton mein yun ladna

Rote rote aahein bharna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tanha tanha chalte rehna

Aur kisi se kuch na kehna

Chup se ghum ko peete rehna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Saara jag hai aaj ujagar

Har dariya ka hai ik sagar

Pyaase pyaase rasta takna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Na badal hi abke barse

Deed ko teri naina tarse

Bas varsha ki aas mein jeena

Achcha nahin lagta!

Chand lamhon ki guzarish

Baat hai lagti jaise khaarish

Haan haan na na atke rehna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tumse aise baatein karna

Achcha nahin lagta!

- Khan M. Asim...20/06/2009...10:30PM...Thanks for your given time!

Life..!

Alone... One word...Look again it is same, thought to start writing here but again lost the mood! I wanna take your name here but I can not! So suffocative life, huh!

It seems, i don't have friends anymore, no one calls me these days although am not keeping well, meeting with accidents again and again but nobody came to even see me, forget see did not even call and ask how I am? Shahzad, Shakeel am really upset with you guys, i never thought you people will leave me like this, did not even wish me on my birthday!

Nowadays, I do not feel like writing, even some thoughts come to the mind but unable to ink them. You say, I should keep writing, yupp I should, only for you! Now, thinking to resume my novel writing work. Planning to pen down some better scripts but I know its all for the time-being.

Job, here again it is same, even strugglling on this front, not keeping well since longtime and above all accidents! No one seems interested to call and ask, how are you Asim? When you will be back to work?

Love, this is the only thing I have. She is still with me and will remain forever. It was she who cut my first ever birthday cake and how can I forget my Titan watch, which she gifted me, its my most special and ofcourse most expensive gift I ever recieved! Yupp, if there is something beautiful in this world, thats she!

Yes, its only you upon whom I bank upon! come and take me away... I love you, let me forget this world and relax in your arms! see you soon... muaaaah!

Dedunga

Ik nazar mein jahaan dedunga

Tumko dil ka makaan dedunga

Shouq apna ho na ho lekin

Tumhari khatir mein jaan dedunga

Wabastgi khirad se qalab ko hai lekin

Mein umeedon ko aasmaan dedunga

Tum se milkar sukoon milta hai

Laghzishon ko mein maan dedunga

Zindagi maatamkadah hai to sahi

Tammanaon ko mein imkaan dedunga

Aaj tumse bichad gaya lekin

Kal lamhon ko shaan dedunga

Kab tak chupaonga zamaane se

Tumko jald hi pehchaan dedunga

Uthate dil pe jo Asim hai bojh bana

Har nafas ko woh ehsaan dedunga..!

- Khan M. Asim...28/05/2009...11:09PM...Train...Love u - muaah:) tnx!

Tum kehti ho..!

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Mere dushman paas tumhaare

Dost hain apne door kinaare

Anbar chota tumhaare aage

Tumhare neinan hain angaare

Aag mein dil ki kaise bujhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Yeh kaisi dil ko hai kathnaai

Pyaar mein hai yeh kaisi khaai

Ajab hai sankat in ghadiyon mein

Dard se haalat jaan par aai

Kaisi dawa ab yaar mein khaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Door hataa do saare pehre

Pyaar ko dedo rang sunehre

Roshan dekho hain mehfil mehfil

Jawaan haseen yeh kitne chehre

Dil ko iss mein kya samjhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon...?

- Khan M. Asim...23/05/2009...12:42AM...Well after a longtime but this is what I want to say!

Akhbaar

Samaj ke theikedaar hein hum

Sab ka aitbaar hain hum

Ishtahari khabrein dete

Kaise kahan ghaddaar hain hum

Badal dein rukh hum duniya ka

Dhool nahin ghubbaar hain hum

Ghareeb ghurba apne saathi

Ameeron ka hathiyaar hain hum

Kaala safed, safed hai kaala

Haan sachcha kirdaar hain hum

Bina lein ke khabar nahin hai

Haan itne dildaar hain hum

Netaon ke chootad chaatein

Aur kahein akhbaar hain hum!

- Khan M. Asim...20/04/2009...11:30 AM...Thane...Journalism is really dying!!!

Life..!

Back to my page, hunh... Tired of work, since morning on field and then still someone barks at me. Bloody for one person one rubbish byte makes whole package and for another several important bytes can't make it. I am dying or living that I don't know but for one thing am sure, journalism is no more alive!

Bloody hell, every news is sold to some bastard politician. And people like me recieve orders to cover 5,6 and even ten packages on them. Hell, What to cover and write about them in ten packages? Its something difficult to digest. I know, channel may sack me, or do whatever it want but I am not happy with whatever I am doing.

On personal front, I am completely broken. Nothing to write more about it. Exams are approaching next month but I may hardly appear as not interested in anything. Although have got all the required notes for it.

Recently, I again met with an accident. But none of my friend have time to call and ask, how i am? Now i have decided to kick-off all greedy well wishers.

Nothing else, seems am frustrated, Yes Iam... Then what???

Aloodah Sahafat

Gandi siyasat,

Aaloodah sahafat,

Aur zahen ko jhanjhodti

Meri nafasat...

Kya karein?

Na inkaar ki raah

Na aitbaar ki chaah

Musalsal gardish

Hichkole leti saansein

Magar...

Kaam hai ke karna hai!

Kisi ko kursi ka shok

Kisi ko daulat ka junoon

Har simt ek akhada

Har ek khoon ka piyaasa,

Nazrein aine se darti hain

Zindagi maano kathputli...

Sab ki khushi,

Sab ki jeet,

Aur in sabke beech

Mein!

Apni matti paleed karta,

Allah khair..!

- Khan M. Asim...18/04/2009..3:20PM...wrote in a politicians office!

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tu meri sheerin hai

Tu meri sohni hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tu meri dilbar hai

Iss dil ki kahani hai

Woh achcha mussavvir hai

Jo sabko banata hai

Tu husn ka majmua hai

Pariyon ki raani hai

Tu meri honi hai..!

Hai raat andheri si

Yeh zulf teri kaali

Lage barg koi gul ki

Tere honton ki laali

Tu ishq ka dariya hai

Moujon ki ravaani hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tha majnu se koi choota

Farhaad ka sar phoota

Woh chod gaye duniya

Bas unki kahani hai

Mein sachcha aashiq hun

Nahin ishq mera jhoota

Mein chein se sota tha

Mera chein tu ne loota

Mujhe tujhko paani hai

Haan apni banani hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai...

Tu meri sheerin hai

Tu meri sohni hai..!

Khan M. Asim...08/05/2004...1:38 AM...unable to write nowadays so posting my old song...hope you people will like it!

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Khwaab phir mil gaya

Aaj mujhko naya...

Kaisa ghum jaanejaan

Har jagah tu hi haan

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Justuju na koi

Tu hi bas tu hi tu

Zindagi phool hai

Aur khushboo hai tu

Mil gayi jeene ki

Ik wajah aaj phir

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Har taraf aaj toh

Pyaar ka rang hai

Tu jo mujhko mili

Yeh jahaan sang hai

Dhoondta tha jise

Raasta mil gaya

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Apsaron ki koi haan malika hai tu

Gulshanon mein thirakta hua saaz tu

Titliyon ko bhi ab humsafar mil gaya

Haan chaman ko naya baghbaan mil gaya

Khwaab phir mil gaya...

Aaj mujhko naya...!

- Khan M. Asim...07/04/2009...1:15PM...I agree with you...Love you...muaah:)

*** 200 ***

Yes, its my 200th post...Yahooooo yippeee yippeeeee...Well, you can easliy find that am happy now:) Very uncertain mood...Ya, I know it! She know how to make me happy but mostly pretend as she don't care...But I know, she loves me alot!

Just posted one of my 2007 song in this blog, which she asked me to present to the whole world, so its there, do read. Trying hard to resume writing but don't know, why am i not able to do so? Although she ordered me to write but may be its her treatment to me, which play a key role in my writing, and as you know it was not so good in recent past. Huh, forget it.. Now am happy!

So, this smart Alex refused to help me but my another sweet friend helped me. Thank you poonam:) So, now i have a bundle of notes with me but have not started studying yet. Just thinking from where to begin...

So, its election time and everyone is trying to earn his bread upon it! who so ever it is, from corporates to mullahs. Its difficult to utter a single word against these so called warners, guides, leaders of humanity but they are all human after all. Why do you involve caste and religion in elections of a secular nation? Are not they betraying the masses? who blindly follow them! As big mass support as big deal. Well, its election fever, soon we will come to see, many bastards attaining hieghts. And finally who will come to the power, its Gandhi on either side.

Ohh look, i had to edit this post, you know why? I forgot to speak about FIRAAQ, well done Nandita, a must watch! Movie does not show much violent scenes but carry the whole agony of Gujarat Riot Victims. Every character portrays the psychological impact of the national shame. How a lady burns her hand, why she feel so haunted. Well, What ever happened in Gujarat, everyone knows, Now SIT is trying hard to nab Maya, lets see what happens next. But picturising such incident in such a decent manner is really something to be proud upon, Well Nandita am a fan of your direction! Keep it up:)

Well, all pateling done, haina Nazim bhai...ohh yes, it was his birthday yesterday(*:) well Mr. Khan you are not reachable, not so strange, you are always!

Hmmm, so here i post this crap, do read it and do post positive comments. Arre haan, I forgot to address you, is it so??? well, nothing new, whats hidden from you? well all clothes are in the washing machine but there is no water! smiled baby:) good! and ya I love you...Muaaaaaaaaaah:)

Socha na tha..!

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale

Tumne kia itna karam

Be-qalb o jaan tum kar chale

Tum jo gaye sab kuch khatam

Tum pe sanam hum marr chale

Mushtaq dil betaab hai

Tumhari kasam hum marr chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tumne kia milne ka ghum

Itna zara socho sanam

Halate zar kamzor hai

Iske liye hum darr chale

Tum se gila bekaar hai

Haan tum wafa kab kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Hum zuban toh tum bano

Humsafar toh baad hai

Beraahravi meri sanam

Bas waqt ki ijaad hai

Haan hosla tum par sanam

Beikhtiyaar hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tum hi kaho kaise jiyen

Tum bin chaman bekaar hai

Nargis kahan lala kahan

Yan toh sanam bas khaar hai

Har gul ko shagufta hona hai

Har gul ko tumse pyaar hai

Tumhaari umeed o aas ka

Haan hosla hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

- Khan M. Asim...10/02/2007...10:22PM...Millenium Park Nerul...:)

Life..!

So, you want to read about me, hunh? What would you like to know? Am I fine or dead? Well, personally speaking, I was about to write that am damn happy but just a moment back you spoiled the whole mood. Why do you do so? After having a long conversation, giving me all reasons to smile, you suddenly turned everything black.

Well, recently recieved a nice cheque from the channel but its ridiclous to know that, when I do less stories, they ask me to do more and deducts my salary, and when am doing more they are asking to me to reduce the numbers, bloody shit! Not so happy with the job! Let them read and fire me, I don't care!

Studies? huh! not even a single sentence...looking out for notes, asking some seniors for their support. But really speaking as of now, there is no one to help me. My class-met Alex, with whom I speak most (If ever I go to the university!)refused to help me by saying, he is also looking for the same and I came to know from a senior that he has given his notes to Alex! Not so strange, I have faced more disastarous situation during my BMM period. So, nothing to worry, the only thing is I don't know the sylabuss:)

Love? you can refer to my first paragragh in this write-up, but that was an instant reaction. Really, am damn happy. Sometimes I love her the most and sometimes I cry with fear. Keeping all her and own promises in mind, just moving ahead. I hope our parents would accept this relationship without any hesitation. Am I our confident? may be! he he...

The climatic change is killing to me, Health is not supporting much, dying with teeth pain, went to a lady doctor, took her prescribed tablets and now going through loose motions. Don't know its reaction or the action!

Well, now don't have much to pen down, haven't wrote a poem since long time, was writing one recently, which is yet to be finish. As of now, as I say its a rough patch of my life, where there is more confusion than solutions. She just called me up, although I said, no smiles for her but Yes I SMILED:):):)

Life..!

Well, its been a long time, I did not scream here. Although, I hardly worked in past few days. As like always, am a man of mood, so when its off, dont expect me to smile. At the moment, am normal and not thinking anything. Free from all my puzzling tasks.

Recently, a bull-shit movie recieved many Oscar Awards, every Indian feels proud of it although it was not an Indian product. I always adore Rehman, he is a genius but apart Rehamn there was nothing in the movie. It seems to the whole world that Jai Ho is the best creation of Gulzar but they ignored that chaiya chaiya has also been written by the same chap. Cinematography and background score is no doubt at its peak in the movie but there is harldy some research work done by the creators. I have never seen any Muncipal school in Dharavi which is teaching novels like, 3 musketeers to its students. And above all the 20 million question is also based on the same shit. With many loopholes movie became a huge success in Western World, as they hardly know about Mumbai slums but it tested real waters on Indian soil, where although its a hit but not like as a Oscar winning one. Oscar Jurists would have hardly notice the movie if it would have been made by any Indian Company. Its a perfect game plan to capture booming Indian Cinema market. First, they awarded Miss World and Miss Universe titles to some Indian girls, who were not so eligible for the award. So, another Indian market is on the verge of siege. Lets hope for the better future.

Hmmm, personally as i mentioned above, am not so good, planned and changed plan, so just living like a toothless dog, who can bark but can't bite. Looking ahead wth the same ray of love. She hardly finds time to talk and I usually keep fighting for it. Now, planning to move out for a story, but not really in mood to do so...Well University exams are approaching I have hardly seen the sylabuss.

Well, Now Subodh Bhai, our senior Sport Reporter wants to check his e-mails, so have to vacate the hot seat, which is actually about to burn with my temper. So you people enjoy and you too darling, I will surely call you soon, till than keep smiling, I Love you n loads of muaaah's! :)

Pran..!

Mein bilkul vimash hun,

Har padao pe vifal...

Safalta hai ki bhayanak raat!

Woh shabdon ki devi hai,

Yahan har vichaar se asamarth,

viklaang!

Woh har bhuja se samaan hai

Yahan drishti mein kataar hai...

Woh kuroor bhi hai sheet bhi

Yahan shaantata mein ashaant hai...

Updesh uska bhes hai

Hridey pe mayajaal hai

Woh nritkia parilok ki,

Lekhika prem-rog ki...

Woh degayi mujhe daan mein,

Kintu, parantu, bindiyan...

Har shabd apna viyarth hai,

Mein uske kul pe dayarthi...

Woh guru bhi hai woh gyaan bhi

Aur shabdon ka pran bhi!!!

- Khan M. Asim...26/02/2009...1:07PM..I know Hindi:)hehe

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Zamana yun samjha khuda hogaya

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Jo tum se zara sa juda hogaya

Chalo karz dil ka adaa hogaya

Na khaufe lahad na hi mehshar ki chinta

Yun shaahe gulistan gada hogaya

Chashme nam se utar karke qatra koi

Tadapte iss dil ki sada hogaya

Jo ASIM khila to khila bhi woh kya

Tumhari hi koi adaa hogaya..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...9:33PM...Love u muaah!

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Dekh liya humne doobkar ubhar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Teri kasam ki khaate kasam hain

Tere liye dil aankhein ye nam hain

Saari khudai kehti hai humse

Jitne yeh ghum hain utne hi hum hain

Dekh liya humne har ghum se guzar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Doston ki sunein, ashke dil ki sunein

Tu bata saathiya aur kiski sunein

Kehte kehte zubaan hai ukhadne lagi

Dhadkanon ki sunein aahaton ki sunein

Dekh liya humne har baat se mukar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Ek pal bhi nahin tujhse rehna juda

Sochkar bhi kabhi na humse hona khafa

Tu hi dil ki sada tu hi khulde bareen

Arsh si dooriyaan hain magar saathiya

Dekh liya humne arsh se utar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...8:53PM... i miss u!

Tumko aana hi hoga!

Dekh lo...

Apne deewaane ka haal,

Ab toh bezubaan sa hai...

Na koi andaaze bayaan

Na koi range sukhan,

Suraab ki manind,

Banjar zamin ho goya...

Alfaaz aise ke jin mein dhaar nahin

Jazbaat apne tarafdaar nahin...

Mukammal namukammal ban chuka hai

Namumkinaat ka ghubbaar

Aur tumhari umeed ki pukaar...

Koi kaise aitbaar kare

Kaise dil pe ikhtiyaar kare,

Nahin!

Ab yeh bardasht nahi...

Tumko aana hi hoga,

Yeh lamhe tab hi muskurayenge

Jab tum geet gaogi,

Meri baaton ke meri hasti ke...

Tumhara vaada hai aur tumko aana hai,

Saher o shab intezaar karta hun

Bila zaroorat bhi pyaar karta hun...

Ohh!

Tumne phir mehka diya,

Likhne waale ko behka diya,

Chalo achcha hai,

Shukriya...!

- Khan M. Asim...09/02/2009...1:00PM...Train

Nirvaana

Apni adaa ka usne deewaana kar diya

Lafzon ka jaam dekar paimaana bhar diya

Mujhko nahi shikayat uske dayaar se

Usne mujhe jalakar parwaana kar diya

Farmaane aabidi mein yeh bhi tha ek kaaj

Usne mere ghamon ko shaahaana kar diya

Khud se kahan chupi hai khudki hi koi baat

Usne mujhe hi khudko nazraana kar diya

Maanga kabhi jo vaadah meine haan pyaar se

Usne mere bharam ko faqiraana dhar diya

Aata hai yaad mujhko abru ka paich o kham

Jo muskuraa ke usne rafiqaana kar diya

Kaisi khushi kya ghum hai ASIM kya zindagi hai

Usne tujhe bashar se nirvaana kar diya

- Khan M. Asim...02/02/2009...7:50 PM...Train

Life!!!

Hehehe.... It was a disaster, guess what? It was my first one to one interview and that too with a very prominent personality, Ameen Sayani. It was a great opportunity to interract with the famous radio announcer and broadcaster. A man in his 80's but can still give a tough competition to youngsters like me with his charming voice.

The moment I entered his office, I found a very old age, dull lloking gentleman sitting on a chair, busy on a long phone call, as we were suppose to wait for about 15 minutes just to end the call. With many hesitations, finally he agreed to have a talk with us on his building's terrace. But as said a disaster, first of all Sayani ji cancelled my two questions by saying he cannot comment. within few minutes the whole talk turned into a disaster as my cameraman asked me to have Sayani ji's sound bytes first and later he took my PTC and bytes, and in that too this smart fool did not record the whole beginning of the interview, which messed up the whole technical work. Finally it was a headache at the editing table for me and after all this and that I transfered my tension to RFC Desk. Lets see, when it will be broadcasted!

Personally, I am happy at the moment, trying to enjoy alone as she is too busy to talk. Although in a long term thought I am too disturb but huh! I wanna move out, but no one is here to accompany me.

I am looking for the season of love, the moments of complete happiness, which she has promised to me! Although she sleeps when I come on TV, she fires at me when I ask for love, but am living with it...Now somebody is asking for the computer here so will write more later..cya!