Ohhh God! please help me. I need you at this moment. Everyone is asking for money, net-wala to cable-wala and there is no cash in my pockets. No salary since three months and have to pay many bills. Please, save me!!!
Yeah, just now the cable guy came, he asked me for money, which is pending since months. And I was begging to him please come tomorrow, I will arrange atleast half amount, and he rudely replied, "Its better cut the cable!". And I felt so humiliated that cant be expressed in words. Look, What time has come to me. Am all down feeling like cry. Just trying to pecify myself. I have promised him for tomorrow, but Dont know, from where I will be paying the bill to him.
Whereas my health is concerend, the condition is still the same. Nothing changed, little bit improvement. And this dirty hand is paining more!
Job, went to office 3 days back, did one story and again resting at home. After so many talks with bosses there is no hope for the promotion in near six months. As it violates thier so-called company rules. And am all frustrated with it but cant even think to move to some other organisation for that i have my own, personal reservations. Lets see, What will happen.
Love ride is going alright, we fight, scream, weep, but still we are together and we will forever. Want to see her smiling always. I love you darling. muaaaaaaah..
I Have to go for namaaz now! so will catch you people soon. till than please pray for me!
ya, am back from Namaaz and feeling relaxed now. So continuing my talk, I was talking abt mylife,I feel ashamed of being myself sometimes and for that I have certain personal reasons, which I cant write even in this so personal page. All I can say is, please understand me! after all I am human. I am tired of this behaviour. I need my time and your support in everything of mylife.
Do I need to say anything further, I think even this was not requird but its better to write sometime. So rest of the things you know very well, even this hand requires rest, so am stoping it now and ya peeping into your mailbox;P
I love you and will love you even after my death because its not body its soul, which loves. Waiting for your arrival here, hope you come soon and free me from all the problems!
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