Friday, April 30, 2010

Shikayat


Aks se darna

Har baat pe jhagadna

Yun hi Beithe aahein bharna

Maamule zindagi hai goya...

Maahol mein woh shadaabi nahin

Lamhon mein raftaar toh hai

Magar,

Baaton mein kaamiyaabi nahin..

Kaam gaya, aaraam gaya

Ab thak kar sukoon nahin milta

Har baat pe hairaani hai

Harkat pe pashemaani hai...

Kahin waqt mujhse naalaan hai

Kahin waqt se mein door hun...

Mustaqbil ka aitbaar nahin

Aur haal pe ikhtiyaar nahin

Ik kainaat ke manind

Jiska kinara na soojhe

Iss safar mein,

Na manzil hai na rasta

Aur zaade raah kuch nahin

Issi udhed-bun mein

Sooraj doob jaata hai

Na lamhon se shikayat hai

Na duniya se...

Mein khud se khud hi hairaan hun

Mujhe khud se shikayat hai!

- Khan M. Asim...30/04/2010...7:10 PM...Millenium Park, Nerul

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Koi sunne ko awaaz bhi hai!


Yeh kaisi aahein bharta hun

Yeh kaisi fughahein karta hun

Jab dost hi hogaye dushman apne

Phir kyun mein jiya karta hun!

Gham ke andhere baadal ki

Barish mein bheega beitha hun

Jab fasal hi hogayi barbaad apni

Kyun barish ki tamanna karta hun!

Patthar ki lakeerein kehti hain

Yeh hashar bhi tera hoyega

Dushman toh Dushman hoga hi

Par dost bhi dushman hoyega!

Dharti pe zamin ki beitha hun

Par chaand ko dekha karta hun

Jab taare saare toot gaye

Kyun chaand ko dekha karta hun?

Dhadkan hai dil par bojh bani

Awaaz zuban ki chup chup hai

Duniya ki haalat dekhne ko

Khamosh nigahein rakhta hun!

Kehne ko hai baat bahut

Par kehna bhi paana mushkil hai

Hum khaamosh zuban se kehte hain

Par tumko samjhana mushkil hai!

Duniya ki udhed-bun mein khoya

Bas apne ooper hansta hun

Duniya ke diye in zakhmon ko

Inaam banakar rakhta hun!

Kismat ke kiye in sitamon ki

Kismat se shikayat karta hun

Aankhon se hamesha hansta hun

Par dil mein roya karta hun!

Gar zakham diye the mujhko yeh

Kya inka koi ilaaj bhi hai

Ek pal baazigar hai woh

Dooje mein mohtaaj bhi hai!

Yeh mana humne bhi hai khuda

Par ismein chupa ik raaz bhi hai

Masjid ke khaali darichon mein

Koi sunne ko awaaz bhi hai!

Apni duniya mein hun bas

Apni duniya mein rehta hun

Sabse hanskar milta hun

Par tanhayi mein rota hun!

- Khan M. Asim...30-03-2004...4:30PM... Well thought to post one of my old poem as nowadays i hardly write, well, its not here for critical review as i wrote it long back, and is in very childish language but won't edit it as i have some memories behind these lines, editing lines in the poem means erasing old memories!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Life

Hmmm, its been long time I reported here. Well, phone is connected and my baby is sleeping:) I just came from Andheri, travelled in second class compartment of Mumbai local after a long time, and after a hot date with fellow commuters took a shower at 2 AM.

So you must be thinking, why i mentioned the second class compartment, well I Quit ETV! and at the moment I am unemployed, so trying to get along with the old age practice of cost cutting. I have no money to make happy my honey! So struggling. Currently, looking for both business and job offers, wants to work at both at a time, let us see where i go.

Hmm, so you have another question, Why I quit? Right?... Well, it was a contract based work to which we extended from one year to another. Worked with etv for exactly two years. Leaving ETV was really painful, not because that i was going to become jobless for a while but I felt back stabbed by someone in the channel, not just by someone there were many others too. How would you feel? when you get the same promise for exactly two years and all of sudden you come to know something really unbearable.

I worked with the channel for two years on contract basis with the promise from the top bosses that i would be soon designated as the city reporter. Although I was acting as a city reporter, performing all the tasks, in fact, was shooting too from my own camera, even met with an accident during a shoot, was bed-ridden for some months and had to cough up about Rs. 9000 for camera repair, which did not provide me any sympathy of bosses, and still on papers it was just posted as contributor! Being a BMM (journalism) graduate and having four years experience in the profession does not stand up to the level of certain so called good boys of the channel! And ongoing internal politics was just killing my all talent, hence i decided its better to quit rather crying for whole life.

I know some people may not agree with my this thought but i felt to share it here, as ETV Urdu puts me into stereo image of an Urdu journalist and sailing into Urdu journalism means closing all other doors to connect with the masses, so I had to any how quit it some day, so why not 23rd day of March, the day i resigned!

So, I am unemployed but i feel, would soon join some good Hindi/English channel or English print, online option is also available but that's at the bottom of the graph. Business plans are completely shattered, after a disastrous experience of Media Monks designed a new proposal for business loan but do not have adequate basic fund to show in my account. But I would soon register the new company as Emerald International with DIC. If anyone interested for business partnership, you are welcome :) basically, if somebody can help me out for company expenditures.

I hope for the best from life, as it has given me the best girl, it would also give me the best job! yes baby money is not a big concern, we will earn enough to survive! And I am sure Allah will not let me down on this statement, so just keep faith in me and keep smiling. Its just your love which encourages me to live and am sure its vice versa!

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Apni har baat ko paimana banaya usne


Guftugu ki toh shikwah bhi jataya usne

Muskurate hue chehra bhi banaya usne

Ik nithalle ne khudai ka kia jo dawa

Phir nigahon se harmein dikhaya usne

Aise bhatka hai majnu bhi sehra mein bahut

Humko aankhon mein shabo roz ghumaya usne

Rang bikhre toh tasveer mukammal samjhi

Apni har baat ko paimana banaya usne

Ik qalandar se khudai hui yun goya

Kyun ibadat ko tamasha hai banaya usne

Jisne dekha ghash khaa ke wahin dher hua

Ik qayamat ko mujassam yun sajaya usne

Khwaab, fariyaad seene mein yunhi daud gaye

Yun mohabbat se jo ASIM ko bulaya usne!

- Khan M. Asim...06/04/2010...10:50PM...Train!