Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Life

Hi friends, one of the worst year of my life is about to end! This year I faced hell loads of problems, it was more trouble than comfort. Right now, I am sitting in ETV's Andheri Office, which is about to shut down soon. These people are transferring all PC's, machines and equipments to Ramoji Film City, Hyderabad. And employees here are being transfered to Jharkhand, Ranchi, all around the country.

So, who said Recession is over. ETV, did not kick out any of its employs yet but now these guys are are facing the rath. And as I am already at the bank so i have less chances of sinking down. But what about those who dont want to shift anywhere else than Mumbai. Yes they have no job then.

I personally feel, to tackle the recession is a management job, its not the failure of the employee but the failure of the managerial skills, so these so called managers should be kicked off not the poor lower staff.

This year, I met with many accidents and insane incidents too. Attacks and injuries were common, still eight days are remainning, and God knows what he has kept in them. Lok Sabha, Vidhan Sabha elections, internal and external terrorism, and Sachin Tendulkar were the part of most of the headlines. Sachin not only for his 20 years in Cricket but more for being dragged into regional politics by the Hindu Hridey samrat Bala Saheb Thackrey.

Clash between MNS and Samajwadi Party was one amongst the most hillarous scenes. Abu Asim Azmi being slapped for taking oath in hindi. Which made Azmi an over night hero and turned so-called Marathi manus Raj Thackrey into villain, but he is getting a better response amongst the marathi manus, even more than the samrat. Raj and Azmi both have command over thier speeches. While Raj ate many of Sena and BJP seats in both the elections Azmi became a first time MLA, that too from two constituencies. And now, he is contemplating how Farhan can win the Bhiwandi seat, which he had to vacate for bi-election.

Other things are still the same, India is demanding Hafiz Saeed from Pakistan, US and NATO forces are tackling with Alqaida and Taliban in Balochistan, Or if I go with Mir Hasil Khan Bizenjo (Pakistani Senator), are busy in exploiting the mineral resources over there. Isreal is still killing Palestenians, and Government of India is still implementing schemes for upliftment of minorities. (A never ending story)

The Governemnt has agreed to form new Telangana state. And the demand for other small states are in the air. Modi is being appreciated for his dressing sense, the second man in the world history after Hitler who not only killed thousands but did some developmental work. Mulayam's daughter in law lost election by 89 thousand votes, shame shame.

It was drought season not only for Dubai World, which crashed like twin towers but also for my poetry, as i hardly wrote poems and other stuff. Did not had much time to laugh as injuries made me ooh aah. Amongst the happiest moment is her arrival in Mumbai and yes i gained four Kg weight.

This Computer is having really bad resolution, I can't sit infront anymore. Will write more soon. Love you Darling, will surely write something in coming eight days.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Yahan bhagwaan bikta hai!


Kahin sammaan bikta hai, kahin insaan bikta hai

Yeh kuch aisi dukanein hain, jahan bhagwaan bikta hai!

Koi mandir banata hai, koi masjid banata hai

Koi qabron ko rota hai, kahin shamsaan bikta hai!

Koi parche chapata hai, koi kitaab likhta hai

Koi bhaasha ko gaata hai, kahin ehsaan bikta hai!

Kahin darje hararat hai, riyasat mein siyasat hai

Koi mazloom apnon ka, kahin farmaan bikta hai!

Kahin beruni taaqat hai, kahin bheidi hai apnon mein

Koi rozi ka maalik hai, kahin imaan bikta hai!

Kahin pe khoon ke dhabbe, kahin bachcha tarasta hai

Kahin anbaar noton ka, kahin armaan bikta hai!

Koi hindu samajhta hai, koi muslim samajhta hai

Koi kisna ko beiche hai, kahin usmaan bikta hai!

Kahin dhava hai dilli pe, kahin mumbai dahelta hai

Haan phir aajao angrezon, ke hindustaan bikta hai!

Na jee paata hai uljhan mein, na khulke saans leta hai

Haan boli tum lagalo ab, ke ASIM KHAN bikta hai!

- Khan M. Asim...16/12/2009...6:30 PM...Train+office+Bus+Footpath

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Ehsaas


Unse shikwah bhai kaisa shikwah hai

Jinko shikwon ka koi paas nahin

Aaj hanskar samay guzarenge

Aaj mausam kahin udaas nahin

Tujhko dekha toh dooba meikhana

Ab nigahon ko koi pyaas nahin

Kaun jeeta hai mar ke uthne ko

Tere bhatkon ki koi aas nahin

Log ladhte hain bewajah yunhi (After talk with monsters)

Dard o gham ka koi ehsaas nahin

Ab toh khushiyan bhi chubhti hain Asim

Muskurana bhi dil ko raas nahin

- Khan M. Asim...07/12/2009...5:15PM... i was in a good mood till fourth pair but then i spoke to some monster and lost it!

Friday, December 04, 2009

life

Huh... why it happens to me? why dont people let me smile, when i want to, My mood was turning okay but again same old story. Smart chaps in my life instead making me strong they ruin my health and sense. I want to run away from this non sense.

I dont want to smile any more niether i want to cry. I want some space, litle loneliness. Thinking to jump into the sea or to bang head on the wall. dont know what exactly to do. its hell here. And am dying. Bye

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Ghum


Zindagi ka humein faasla kum mila

Jis bhi daaman ko dekha wahi num mila

Dard badhta gaya, qatal hote gaye

Jab bhi khilwat mein humko woh humdum mila

Ik naya silsila degayi bekhudi

Har qadam par humein ik naya ghum mila

Usko paane ka jab bhi tuhiyya kia

Aina chup gaya aur sar khum mila!

- Khan M. Asim...03/12/2009...2:00PM..!

Monday, November 30, 2009

Jaane Mehfil

Tumhe kuch khabar bhi hai mehfil ki

Saansein thak chuki hain ab gul ki

Nahin talluk isko ab rasme yaara se

Aankhein nam hui hain yun dil ki

Har shaher mein apna koi milta hi hai

Zaroorat kya padi hai yun jul ki

Zahen taaza hua jo tumse baatein ki

Haan yaadein de gaya ussi til ki

Karun shikwa yeh sheva ab nahin deta

Tumhi ho jaana, jaan ab bhi mehfil ki!

- Khan M. Asim..26/03/2009...8:49PM...

adhoori

Ek hi rasta khwab mein khwab ka,

Muntazir kyun rahun phir tere jawab ka!

Zindagi ka safar itna lamba kahan,

Kya hai roze hashar kya hai din hisaab ka?

Charche chalte rahe husn aur jaam ke

Yun hi thamm sa gaya lamha ik azaab ka

Tujhse milte rahe hosh khote rahe

Mil saka bas tujhe safha ik kitaab ka!

-Khan M. Asim...Mid-November 2009...

Well this ghazal still remains incomplete..but still posting it here..I Don't remember date and time...

Mein kaun hun?


Aankhon mein dard

Dil mein chubhan

Ajeeb sa khinchao o tanao

Phadakti ragon ka ek hi sawaal

Raahat, raahat

Mukammal raahat...

Nakaamiyon ka palda neeche hai

Aur tarazu-e zindagi daama dol,

Kab, kahan kya hoga?

Agla lamha kya layega?

Ek jumoodi soch,

Aur kabhi na khatam hone waala raasta,

Taareek bayaban,

Aur talaashe roshni,

Justuju khud ko paane ki,

Magar kyun?

Kya hai roshni mein?

Saakit andhera,

Ek ansujha khila

Na kaamiyabi ka maza

Na raahaton ki umeed

Ek nuqta, shua o khayal

Yeh hai toh kya hai?

Kyun hai?

Mein hun toh kya hun?

Hun toh kyun hun?

Aakhir,

Mein kaun hun?

-Khan M. Asim..02/11/2009..07:05PM...Train...

Friday, November 27, 2009

EID MUBARAK

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!


Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega

Yeh gul bhi bada pachtayega

Royega meri tarah tanha

Raahon mein saddh jayega

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!

Jab dard uthega seene mein

Phir kaise qaabu payega

Mehfil se nahin naghmon se nahin

Khud se hi ghabrayega

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!

Koi rang dhanak ka payega

Koi hirni sa lehrayega

Hasratein leke dil mein bas

Yak-sun takta jayega

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!

Phir oas banegi chingari

Par badla jafa hojayega

Sochega meri tarah yunhi

Aur aansu sa beh jayega

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!

Yeh gul bhi bada pachtayega!

- Khan m. Asim...27/11/2009...1:20PM...am not alone but feeling like one!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Life

Ek hi rasta khwab mein khwab ka,
Muntazir kyun rahun phir tere jawab ka!
Zindagi ka safar itna lamba kahan,
Kya hai roze hashar kya hai din hisaab ka?

(2 couplets of my new ghzal, which is yet to be posted here)

Time does play a key role in life... hahaha arree, why I am laughing on the statement, yes it does... and one who dont care for it, sits at home like me and pleads for pardon. Ohh God forgive me and make me a free man, a man who can move, who can talk sensibly, who can laugh at right time, who can smile at beautiful girllls...oops cute kids...!

Well, smooth rides are over, trying hard to recover all my assets for a quick come back but i know it might take a much longer time, then it could have. Now, even though she is around but things are not going the way they should. Earlier i used to just get frustrate and blasts, now I am more calm and silent cause am getting used to it. What else can one do, except it?

Keeping several works on pending and then doing ten things at a time does not mean being versatile. And one does pay for his carelessness like i am doing now.

Now i am looking for newer opportunities but its hard to get into them. Bloody so-called recession has eaten up my career. where i go, i hear, yaar recession chal rahi.. you are dear friend who will refuse you, wait for some more time, now i dont know much, wether its recession which is hurlde or thier intentions.

I have not written a complete ghazal in a month time, eaither wrote one or two pairs, 3-4 couplets or poems and have not posted none on the blog. now fighting with throat infection, completely bedridden.

Today, we are rememberring 26/11 mumbai attack. But why to remember it, the whole system is too worst. We keep blaming each other. I know Hasan Ghafoor personally, he is a gentleman, if he is saying something then atleast a per cent of it have to be there, but what again, an enquiry! I saw the whole incident last year. I was posted at Nariman House, i read the chaos amongst people, the sensationalisation of the whole event by the media and we as the media persons. The Mumbaikar today wants to forget the darkest day from the history of mumbai but media is hitting hard again and again on television. But what to say, media has only one way to earn its bread... its a job have to be done, order, YES SIRR!!!

Now am feeling li'l tired i think i need rest, so folks i should post it...ohh yeah i forgot to address her, yes dear you are safe here and yes dont worry i will be back on track soon. Love you muaah!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Happy Diwali

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Bharam


Waham hai guman hai yeh kaisa bharam hai

Mohabbat mein hum pe sitam hi sitam hai

Jo maqtal mein nazrein ghumake yun dekha

Sanam hi sanam hai, sanam hi sanam hai

Faqeeri o ghurbat ka yeh muamla hai

Pasheman pasheman, sharam hi sharm hai

Raftaar dheemi hai inn baadalon ki

Musafir pe ab toh zulam hi zulam hai

Nishana bana bas mera aashiyaan hai

Ke dujon pe uska karam hi karam hai

Tumhe chaand choona hai kaise chuoge

Zamane mein har sun dharam hi dharam hai

Haan duniya ko jannat bana loge apni

Yeh Asim tumhara bharam hi bharam hai

- Khan M. Asim...7:25PM...15/10/2009...Train

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!


Aakhri had tak jaana hai

Khud ko yun hi behlana hai

Raahon mein jo kaanta hai

Chubhna hai chale jaana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Qasam jo khayi hai dil mein

Usko ab man-vana hai

Dushman mere dost hai tu

Tujhko ab pehchana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Kamzor nahin yeh saansein hain

Tadpa le tadpana hai

Dopehar bhale hi aa jaaye

Sooraj doob hi jaana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Jeena hai nahin ab mar marke

Haan lad ladke mar jaana hai

Hai chaand ko haathon mein lena

Yeh vaada khud se nibhana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

- Khan M. Asim...14/10/2009...1:39PM...Train...WE WILL WIN:)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Life

Hmmm, Coming back to my page after months. But i always come here when am unable to scream. Feeling low and calling my all positive spirits to fight back. Its not that am bogged down but its thought process, which is actually sinking.

Well, you might be confuse with first para here, so leave it. I am trying to smile now but a trial is always a trial. Certain things happens in life, which may take you towards darkness, so same happening with me as am no wonder a humanbeing. At thought of humiliation popped up in my senses and i did the nonsense.Felt to cry even. Now, am at home with my mobile, which is switched off at the moment. Do not want to hear Mr. KM anymore. Dont know why people do it, they are so shrewed politicians that they drag everyone into the hell. I always ignore such idiotics but sometimes they get over the top and a man like me (unfortunately short temper)get completely irked and just run away.

So, i have decided something, will resign by the end of this month, instead doing hardship and obeying the b******! Well this is my space so i can abuse here. Today, it was all enough to feel humiliated as it was the election day. And i all prepared to put extra efforts was sitting idle like an idiot. So I kept pondering about my current position in life. Although I was contemplating the same thought since last two nights but today the thought became concrete for me. So instead putting all hardship for no results i will prefer to sit at home, sleep and relaxe.

And by God's grace you are coming here, and I feel your arrival will change my destiny too. So looking forward for those lovely moments. I know you will take me out of this pit, you will bring me into light and would enlight my present and the future. I know a brigt future is awaiting for us. I have seen such moments in past too, so my thoughts might be dying but not the hope, which say i will over come it soon.

You know, am thinking about places where i can take you, where we can dine, where you can reside and where you can smile for me. So darling do come soon as am looking for my fortune to come to me itslf! And the thing above all is that, i need you at every moment of sad and joy. Can't take much abuses and want to reply everyone who say am a failure. Yes I am not a failure. I am the one who topped and will do the same again if you accompanied me forever. Love you baby, muaaaaaaaaah :)

Chalna Chahta Hun


Udaas, bezaar

Nakhush, beqaraar

Khamosh, beikhtiyaar

Zindagi..!

La-mehdood khayalaat

Tilismati Safar

Aur zulmaat si haqeeqat

Mein ab thak chuka hun...

Pur-umeed toh hun,

Magar..

Shamma se darta hun..!

Tumhare aane ki masarrat

Aur yeh qaatil intezaar,

Sabhi se begana sa

Iss pagdandi par

Mein tanha chal raha hun..!

Qadam rukna chahte hain

Saansein thamna chahti hain

Aur mein,

Chalna...

Sirf chalna chahta hun..!

-Khan M. Asim...12/10/2009...8:10PM...

Friday, September 25, 2009

Shab-e-Furqat


Yeh kya kia tum ne!

Yeh haq bhi cheen lia...

Ab aansu bhi ghulam hain goya

Hukum se behte hain

Hukum se thamte hain...

Yaadein,

Zahen ko majhool kar rahi hain

Tumhare saath beeta har pal

Tumhari muntazir har saa-at

Sapnon ka maayajaal

Har dor apni jaanib kheenchti

Na ankhiyan mein neend

Na dil ko qaraar

Sunna chahta hun wahi izhaar

Tumko mujhse pyaar hai

Aur kya kahun tumse

Ab toh ikhtiyaar nahin

Muskurahat naapeid ho goya

Diwaana dil maghroor tha

Magar,

Meelon ki doori

Yeh shabe furqat

Zameen pe le aayi...

Kaash tum sun sakti

Jo mein tumse kehna chahta hun,

Mein jaanta hun

Do aankhein,

Andhere mein ghoor rahi hain..

Dil beqaraar yahan hai

Toh chein wahan bhi nahin hai

Ishq pe meri ijarahdaari nahin...

Tum bhi wahan jaag rahi ho...!

- Khan M. Asim...24/09/2009...1:40AM... missing you alot!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Aajaao


Ae lamhon,

Thamm jao

Ya mujhe rone do..!

Yak-musht mitti se lamhe

Aur mein dafan horaha hun...

Lamhon ke badhte awzaan

Saath hi tajavuze ghutan

Zindah dargor hun goya...!

Tumhari sheerin batein

Shaguftagiye rukhsaar

Nazron ke teer o lamse geisun

Sabhi kahin gum hain..!

Khamoshi, tanhai

Doobti umeeedien

Tumhare vaade,

Aur

Mein...

Sabhi muntazir hain

tumhari aamad ke...!

Ek rishta,

Jo pukhta hona chahta hai...

Ek javedaani milan

Jo sachcha hona chahta hai...

Mein wahi hun,

Tumhara khota sikka

Wahi manhoos aawaaz hai

Phir wahi sadaa hai

Aajaao...

Isse pehle ke mein khamosh hojaon..!

-Khan M. Asim...23/09/2009...01:59 AM... I missing you, please come soon, love you, muaah :(

Monday, September 07, 2009

Life

Ohhh God! please help me. I need you at this moment. Everyone is asking for money, net-wala to cable-wala and there is no cash in my pockets. No salary since three months and have to pay many bills. Please, save me!!!

Yeah, just now the cable guy came, he asked me for money, which is pending since months. And I was begging to him please come tomorrow, I will arrange atleast half amount, and he rudely replied, "Its better cut the cable!". And I felt so humiliated that cant be expressed in words. Look, What time has come to me. Am all down feeling like cry. Just trying to pecify myself. I have promised him for tomorrow, but Dont know, from where I will be paying the bill to him.

Whereas my health is concerend, the condition is still the same. Nothing changed, little bit improvement. And this dirty hand is paining more!

Job, went to office 3 days back, did one story and again resting at home. After so many talks with bosses there is no hope for the promotion in near six months. As it violates thier so-called company rules. And am all frustrated with it but cant even think to move to some other organisation for that i have my own, personal reservations. Lets see, What will happen.

Love ride is going alright, we fight, scream, weep, but still we are together and we will forever. Want to see her smiling always. I love you darling. muaaaaaaah..

I Have to go for namaaz now! so will catch you people soon. till than please pray for me!

ya, am back from Namaaz and feeling relaxed now. So continuing my talk, I was talking abt mylife,I feel ashamed of being myself sometimes and for that I have certain personal reasons, which I cant write even in this so personal page. All I can say is, please understand me! after all I am human. I am tired of this behaviour. I need my time and your support in everything of mylife.

Do I need to say anything further, I think even this was not requird but its better to write sometime. So rest of the things you know very well, even this hand requires rest, so am stoping it now and ya peeping into your mailbox;P

I love you and will love you even after my death because its not body its soul, which loves. Waiting for your arrival here, hope you come soon and free me from all the problems!

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Life

Right now, I am sitting in my office...And I really dont know whatever I am thinking. Writing about myself after a longtime. Right wrist is on supporter, and as i am a right hand man, can not type much. Well, am recovering, feeling better now. Li'l bit hungary but its Ramzan time and I am invited for iftaar at Taj hotel from Saudi Arabian Consulate.

This is not my first iftaar party this year. On Sunday, I attended Chief Minister's Iftaar Party at Haj House. And then at the same evening interviewd Anees Ahmad, cabinet Minister here. After, sending 2 stories then sent whole interview today. Earlier to that I was invited by Abu Asim Azmi for iftaar, but due to injuries and certain other personal issues i did not come, but am happy the way Mr. Azmi reacted... He called me up and asked, What happen bhai? tell me I am your elder brother, If I can help you, just let me know..! I was damn touched with his words and really felt nice. Thank you Mr. Azmi.

Personally, Life is going cool, had a fight with her last night and did not let her sleep then. Now, everything between us is fine. Future tension is still there at the corner but I blieve that we will tackle it well. And I am Happy that nowadays she is understanding me litle bit, that might be happening in fear too. But whatever it is, alright :)

Anyways, i ahve to wrap it up here, as have to move out for the Iftaar program. See you people soon, have to discuss so many things yet. And ya darling, I love You and I will never let you sleep :P Love You, Muaaaaaaaah :)

Shikayat


Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

Tumhe apna sapna suhana hai lagta

Yahan abtoh jeena bahana hai lagta

Kise jaake ab hum ke dil ki sunayein

Sanam mein bhi humko zamana hai lagta

Tumhe kya padi hai meri raahataon se

Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

Tumhe humne arshe bareen pe bithaya

Khudi se bhi ziyada tumhe dil lagaya

Na maaloom tha ke yeh anjaam hoga

Jo kaanton ko daaman mein khud se chubhaya

Tumhe kuch nahin hai haseen sa-aton se

Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

Tum bin nahin tha jo jeena gawara

Tumhe lamhe lamhe mein humne pukara

Jo tum ko shikayat hai itna kahenge

Haan aawaaz denge na tumko dobara

Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

- Khan m. Asim...01/09/2009...1:15 PM...Train.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Karvant


Lamha ba lamha

Dheere dheere

Doobti ubharti saansein

Ab raftaar le chuki hain...

Taareek khayalon ka khol

Ab utar chuka hai...

Kuch baatein hijr ki

Aur phir khayaale vasal

Wahi andaaze bebaak

Kaamiyaabi ki lo abhi roshan hai...

Tum bhale door sahi

Zindagi maghroor sahi

Magar yeh himmat o jazba

Tootega nahin...

Zindagi,

jo kahin lamhon mein qaid thi

Aaj phir azaad hai,

Aur mein...

Masroor o shadaab

Kamiyabi ka muntazir

Tum mein,

Tumhare saath...

Jee raha hun :)

- Khan M. Asim...31/08/2009...11:56 AM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Majbooriyan!


Rozo shab ka hisaab hai goya

Ab toh jeena azaab hai goya

Majburiyan naam hai mohabbat ka

Kaun ho tum? khitaab hai goya

Kaam saare bigad gaye apne

Dil bhi khana kharaab hai goya

Roonthkar na mana saka usko

Uska milna bhi khwaab hai goya

Yun chupaya hai chaand ne sooraj

Falak pe kuch utaab hai goya

Jitna behte hain mein bahekta hun

Aansuon mein sharaab hai goya

Yeh dard yeh tanhaiyan Asim

Zindagi ka jawaab hai goya

- Khan m. Asim...1:10PM...22/07/2009...Wat can u expect from a broken heart!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Manzil


Yeh siyah lamha hai

Khudko kamzor mehsoos karta hun,

Aasmaan baras raha hai

Aur piyasi zameen naha rahi hai,

Zahen majhool sa hai,

Khayalaat hain ke ghubbaar,

Har zarre mein maut ki aahat

Phool hai ke khushbudaar

Mausam hai ke khud-mukhtaar

Aur ek hum hain,

Apahaj!

Na koi aazaadi na koi qaid!

Taang hain magar chal nahin sakte

Hont hain magar bol nahin sakte,

Chahte hain magar pa nahin sakte...

Saanson mein bejod khinchao,

Aankhon mein nakaam umeedien,

Har sun dukhaan,

Siyah safed sab ek hai

Tum ho meelon door

Aur mein khud mein khoya,

Koi tumse juda hai

Aur koi juda karna chahta hai,

Rasam o rivaj ki aari chalne waali hai

Aur yeh dil bargad ki tarah dheh jaayega

Mein nahin jaanta, kya keh raha hun

Bas itna jaanta hun,

Yeh itna aasaan nahin

Iske samjho mere humsafar

Hum sath saath hain,

Magar

Manzil abhi door hai!

- Khan M. Asim...21/07/2009...3:24 PM..Home

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Life

Hun, so shall i write something? no, i dont want! watching 10kaDum now, Salman presenting Dharmendra and Sunny Deol... ohh yaar, sometime feels lonely and sometimes am on top of the world. Thinking and hoping for best.

Arre yaar, i will write later, now am not in mood, take care!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Tumhari Aamad


Ujdi basti sookhe khet

Zindagi bikhri ret,

Tumse udaas khudse bezaar,

Wahi rivayati kahani aaj bhi ravaan davaan hai...

Tum imtahanaat mein mashghool

Aur mein,

Kamiyabi se bahut door!

Umeedein tumse rubaru hone ki

Guftugu ki kalaam ki,

Dil ki tum zamin bani

Aur zindagi neelaam hui...

Shikayat o ranj ka ik mehlool

Khoone jigar mein shaamil hai...

Jurrat parbaton se ladhne ki

Magar justuju tmse baat kehne ki...

Nahamwaar marhale,

Roz o shab ki dhadkan hain...

Tum ho ke apni manzil pe

Mein rehguzar mein khoya hun...

Ta-hadde-nazar sabzah hai magar

Shaadaabi nahin!

Zehreela neela aasmaan

Tumhare hone ka gumaan...

Sheerin khwabon ke mahal

Aur tum ik talkh haqeeqat

Khirad ko taqseem karte lamhe...

Har mudda wahi hai

Tumhari aamad bahut zaroori hai...

Aur rakhkha hi kya hai duniya mein

Tumhari aamad, tumhari aamad hai!

- Khan M. Asim...11/06/2009...7:20PM...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tumse aise baatein karna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Baaton baaton mein yun ladna

Rote rote aahein bharna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tanha tanha chalte rehna

Aur kisi se kuch na kehna

Chup se ghum ko peete rehna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Saara jag hai aaj ujagar

Har dariya ka hai ik sagar

Pyaase pyaase rasta takna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Na badal hi abke barse

Deed ko teri naina tarse

Bas varsha ki aas mein jeena

Achcha nahin lagta!

Chand lamhon ki guzarish

Baat hai lagti jaise khaarish

Haan haan na na atke rehna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tumse aise baatein karna

Achcha nahin lagta!

- Khan M. Asim...20/06/2009...10:30PM...Thanks for your given time!

Monday, June 01, 2009

Life..!

Alone... One word...Look again it is same, thought to start writing here but again lost the mood! I wanna take your name here but I can not! So suffocative life, huh!

It seems, i don't have friends anymore, no one calls me these days although am not keeping well, meeting with accidents again and again but nobody came to even see me, forget see did not even call and ask how I am? Shahzad, Shakeel am really upset with you guys, i never thought you people will leave me like this, did not even wish me on my birthday!

Nowadays, I do not feel like writing, even some thoughts come to the mind but unable to ink them. You say, I should keep writing, yupp I should, only for you! Now, thinking to resume my novel writing work. Planning to pen down some better scripts but I know its all for the time-being.

Job, here again it is same, even strugglling on this front, not keeping well since longtime and above all accidents! No one seems interested to call and ask, how are you Asim? When you will be back to work?

Love, this is the only thing I have. She is still with me and will remain forever. It was she who cut my first ever birthday cake and how can I forget my Titan watch, which she gifted me, its my most special and ofcourse most expensive gift I ever recieved! Yupp, if there is something beautiful in this world, thats she!

Yes, its only you upon whom I bank upon! come and take me away... I love you, let me forget this world and relax in your arms! see you soon... muaaaah!

Friday, May 29, 2009

Dedunga


Ik nazar mein jahaan dedunga

Tumko dil ka makaan dedunga

Shouq apna ho na ho lekin

Tumhari khatir mein jaan dedunga

Wabastgi khirad se qalab ko hai lekin

Mein umeedon ko aasmaan dedunga

Tum se milkar sukoon milta hai

Laghzishon ko mein maan dedunga

Zindagi maatamkadah hai to sahi

Tammanaon ko mein imkaan dedunga

Aaj tumse bichad gaya lekin

Kal lamhon ko shaan dedunga

Kab tak chupaonga zamaane se

Tumko jald hi pehchaan dedunga

Uthate dil pe jo Asim hai bojh bana

Har nafas ko woh ehsaan dedunga..!

- Khan M. Asim...28/05/2009...11:09PM...Train...Love u - muaah:) tnx!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Tum kehti ho..!


Tum kehti ho likhta jaon

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Mere dushman paas tumhaare

Dost hain apne door kinaare

Anbar chota tumhaare aage

Tumhare neinan hain angaare

Aag mein dil ki kaise bujhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Yeh kaisi dil ko hai kathnaai

Pyaar mein hai yeh kaisi khaai

Ajab hai sankat in ghadiyon mein

Dard se haalat jaan par aai

Kaisi dawa ab yaar mein khaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Door hataa do saare pehre

Pyaar ko dedo rang sunehre

Roshan dekho hain mehfil mehfil

Jawaan haseen yeh kitne chehre

Dil ko iss mein kya samjhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon...?

- Khan M. Asim...23/05/2009...12:42AM...Well after a longtime but this is what I want to say!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Akhbaar


Samaj ke theikedaar hein hum

Sab ka aitbaar hain hum

Ishtahari khabrein dete

Kaise kahan ghaddaar hain hum

Badal dein rukh hum duniya ka

Dhool nahin ghubbaar hain hum

Ghareeb ghurba apne saathi

Ameeron ka hathiyaar hain hum

Kaala safed, safed hai kaala

Haan sachcha kirdaar hain hum

Bina lein ke khabar nahin hai

Haan itne dildaar hain hum

Netaon ke chootad chaatein

Aur kahein akhbaar hain hum!

- Khan M. Asim...20/04/2009...11:30 AM...Thane...Journalism is really dying!!!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Life..!

Back to my page, hunh... Tired of work, since morning on field and then still someone barks at me. Bloody for one person one rubbish byte makes whole package and for another several important bytes can't make it. I am dying or living that I don't know but for one thing am sure, journalism is no more alive!

Bloody hell, every news is sold to some bastard politician. And people like me recieve orders to cover 5,6 and even ten packages on them. Hell, What to cover and write about them in ten packages? Its something difficult to digest. I know, channel may sack me, or do whatever it want but I am not happy with whatever I am doing.

On personal front, I am completely broken. Nothing to write more about it. Exams are approaching next month but I may hardly appear as not interested in anything. Although have got all the required notes for it.

Recently, I again met with an accident. But none of my friend have time to call and ask, how i am? Now i have decided to kick-off all greedy well wishers.

Nothing else, seems am frustrated, Yes Iam... Then what???

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Aloodah Sahafat

Gandi siyasat,

Aaloodah sahafat,

Aur zahen ko jhanjhodti

Meri nafasat...

Kya karein?

Na inkaar ki raah

Na aitbaar ki chaah

Musalsal gardish

Hichkole leti saansein

Magar...

Kaam hai ke karna hai!

Kisi ko kursi ka shok

Kisi ko daulat ka junoon

Har simt ek akhada

Har ek khoon ka piyaasa,

Nazrein aine se darti hain

Zindagi maano kathputli...

Sab ki khushi,

Sab ki jeet,

Aur in sabke beech

Mein!

Apni matti paleed karta,

Allah khair..!

- Khan M. Asim...18/04/2009..3:20PM...wrote in a politicians office!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Tu meri honi hai..!


Tu meri sheerin hai

Tu meri sohni hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tu meri dilbar hai

Iss dil ki kahani hai

Woh achcha mussavvir hai

Jo sabko banata hai

Tu husn ka majmua hai

Pariyon ki raani hai

Tu meri honi hai..!

Hai raat andheri si

Yeh zulf teri kaali

Lage barg koi gul ki

Tere honton ki laali

Tu ishq ka dariya hai

Moujon ki ravaani hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tha majnu se koi choota

Farhaad ka sar phoota

Woh chod gaye duniya

Bas unki kahani hai

Mein sachcha aashiq hun

Nahin ishq mera jhoota

Mein chein se sota tha

Mera chein tu ne loota

Mujhe tujhko paani hai

Haan apni banani hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai...

Tu meri sheerin hai

Tu meri sohni hai..!

Khan M. Asim...08/05/2004...1:38 AM...unable to write nowadays so posting my old song...hope you people will like it!

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!


Khwaab phir mil gaya

Aaj mujhko naya...

Kaisa ghum jaanejaan

Har jagah tu hi haan

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Justuju na koi

Tu hi bas tu hi tu

Zindagi phool hai

Aur khushboo hai tu

Mil gayi jeene ki

Ik wajah aaj phir

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Har taraf aaj toh

Pyaar ka rang hai

Tu jo mujhko mili

Yeh jahaan sang hai

Dhoondta tha jise

Raasta mil gaya

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Apsaron ki koi haan malika hai tu

Gulshanon mein thirakta hua saaz tu

Titliyon ko bhi ab humsafar mil gaya

Haan chaman ko naya baghbaan mil gaya

Khwaab phir mil gaya...

Aaj mujhko naya...!

- Khan M. Asim...07/04/2009...1:15PM...I agree with you...Love you...muaah:)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

*** 200 ***

Yes, its my 200th post...Yahooooo yippeee yippeeeee...Well, you can easliy find that am happy now:) Very uncertain mood...Ya, I know it! She know how to make me happy but mostly pretend as she don't care...But I know, she loves me alot!

Just posted one of my 2007 song in this blog, which she asked me to present to the whole world, so its there, do read. Trying hard to resume writing but don't know, why am i not able to do so? Although she ordered me to write but may be its her treatment to me, which play a key role in my writing, and as you know it was not so good in recent past. Huh, forget it.. Now am happy!

So, this smart Alex refused to help me but my another sweet friend helped me. Thank you poonam:) So, now i have a bundle of notes with me but have not started studying yet. Just thinking from where to begin...

So, its election time and everyone is trying to earn his bread upon it! who so ever it is, from corporates to mullahs. Its difficult to utter a single word against these so called warners, guides, leaders of humanity but they are all human after all. Why do you involve caste and religion in elections of a secular nation? Are not they betraying the masses? who blindly follow them! As big mass support as big deal. Well, its election fever, soon we will come to see, many bastards attaining hieghts. And finally who will come to the power, its Gandhi on either side.

Ohh look, i had to edit this post, you know why? I forgot to speak about FIRAAQ, well done Nandita, a must watch! Movie does not show much violent scenes but carry the whole agony of Gujarat Riot Victims. Every character portrays the psychological impact of the national shame. How a lady burns her hand, why she feel so haunted. Well, What ever happened in Gujarat, everyone knows, Now SIT is trying hard to nab Maya, lets see what happens next. But picturising such incident in such a decent manner is really something to be proud upon, Well Nandita am a fan of your direction! Keep it up:)

Well, all pateling done, haina Nazim bhai...ohh yes, it was his birthday yesterday(*:) well Mr. Khan you are not reachable, not so strange, you are always!

Hmmm, so here i post this crap, do read it and do post positive comments. Arre haan, I forgot to address you, is it so??? well, nothing new, whats hidden from you? well all clothes are in the washing machine but there is no water! smiled baby:) good! and ya I love you...Muaaaaaaaaaah:)

Socha na tha..!


Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale

Tumne kia itna karam

Be-qalb o jaan tum kar chale

Tum jo gaye sab kuch khatam

Tum pe sanam hum marr chale

Mushtaq dil betaab hai

Tumhari kasam hum marr chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tumne kia milne ka ghum

Itna zara socho sanam

Halate zar kamzor hai

Iske liye hum darr chale

Tum se gila bekaar hai

Haan tum wafa kab kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Hum zuban toh tum bano

Humsafar toh baad hai

Beraahravi meri sanam

Bas waqt ki ijaad hai

Haan hosla tum par sanam

Beikhtiyaar hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tum hi kaho kaise jiyen

Tum bin chaman bekaar hai

Nargis kahan lala kahan

Yan toh sanam bas khaar hai

Har gul ko shagufta hona hai

Har gul ko tumse pyaar hai

Tumhaari umeed o aas ka

Haan hosla hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

- Khan M. Asim...10/02/2007...10:22PM...Millenium Park Nerul...:)

Friday, March 13, 2009

Life..!

So, you want to read about me, hunh? What would you like to know? Am I fine or dead? Well, personally speaking, I was about to write that am damn happy but just a moment back you spoiled the whole mood. Why do you do so? After having a long conversation, giving me all reasons to smile, you suddenly turned everything black.

Well, recently recieved a nice cheque from the channel but its ridiclous to know that, when I do less stories, they ask me to do more and deducts my salary, and when am doing more they are asking to me to reduce the numbers, bloody shit! Not so happy with the job! Let them read and fire me, I don't care!

Studies? huh! not even a single sentence...looking out for notes, asking some seniors for their support. But really speaking as of now, there is no one to help me. My class-met Alex, with whom I speak most (If ever I go to the university!)refused to help me by saying, he is also looking for the same and I came to know from a senior that he has given his notes to Alex! Not so strange, I have faced more disastarous situation during my BMM period. So, nothing to worry, the only thing is I don't know the sylabuss:)

Love? you can refer to my first paragragh in this write-up, but that was an instant reaction. Really, am damn happy. Sometimes I love her the most and sometimes I cry with fear. Keeping all her and own promises in mind, just moving ahead. I hope our parents would accept this relationship without any hesitation. Am I our confident? may be! he he...

The climatic change is killing to me, Health is not supporting much, dying with teeth pain, went to a lady doctor, took her prescribed tablets and now going through loose motions. Don't know its reaction or the action!

Well, now don't have much to pen down, haven't wrote a poem since long time, was writing one recently, which is yet to be finish. As of now, as I say its a rough patch of my life, where there is more confusion than solutions. She just called me up, although I said, no smiles for her but Yes I SMILED:):):)

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Life..!

Well, its been a long time, I did not scream here. Although, I hardly worked in past few days. As like always, am a man of mood, so when its off, dont expect me to smile. At the moment, am normal and not thinking anything. Free from all my puzzling tasks.

Recently, a bull-shit movie recieved many Oscar Awards, every Indian feels proud of it although it was not an Indian product. I always adore Rehman, he is a genius but apart Rehamn there was nothing in the movie. It seems to the whole world that Jai Ho is the best creation of Gulzar but they ignored that chaiya chaiya has also been written by the same chap. Cinematography and background score is no doubt at its peak in the movie but there is harldy some research work done by the creators. I have never seen any Muncipal school in Dharavi which is teaching novels like, 3 musketeers to its students. And above all the 20 million question is also based on the same shit. With many loopholes movie became a huge success in Western World, as they hardly know about Mumbai slums but it tested real waters on Indian soil, where although its a hit but not like as a Oscar winning one. Oscar Jurists would have hardly notice the movie if it would have been made by any Indian Company. Its a perfect game plan to capture booming Indian Cinema market. First, they awarded Miss World and Miss Universe titles to some Indian girls, who were not so eligible for the award. So, another Indian market is on the verge of siege. Lets hope for the better future.

Hmmm, personally as i mentioned above, am not so good, planned and changed plan, so just living like a toothless dog, who can bark but can't bite. Looking ahead wth the same ray of love. She hardly finds time to talk and I usually keep fighting for it. Now, planning to move out for a story, but not really in mood to do so...Well University exams are approaching I have hardly seen the sylabuss.

Well, Now Subodh Bhai, our senior Sport Reporter wants to check his e-mails, so have to vacate the hot seat, which is actually about to burn with my temper. So you people enjoy and you too darling, I will surely call you soon, till than keep smiling, I Love you n loads of muaaah's! :)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Pran..!

Mein bilkul vimash hun,

Har padao pe vifal...

Safalta hai ki bhayanak raat!

Woh shabdon ki devi hai,

Yahan har vichaar se asamarth,

viklaang!

Woh har bhuja se samaan hai

Yahan drishti mein kataar hai...

Woh kuroor bhi hai sheet bhi

Yahan shaantata mein ashaant hai...

Updesh uska bhes hai

Hridey pe mayajaal hai

Woh nritkia parilok ki,

Lekhika prem-rog ki...

Woh degayi mujhe daan mein,

Kintu, parantu, bindiyan...

Har shabd apna viyarth hai,

Mein uske kul pe dayarthi...

Woh guru bhi hai woh gyaan bhi

Aur shabdon ka pran bhi!!!

- Khan M. Asim...26/02/2009...1:07PM..I know Hindi:)hehe

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Zamana yun samjha khuda hogaya

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Jo tum se zara sa juda hogaya

Chalo karz dil ka adaa hogaya

Na khaufe lahad na hi mehshar ki chinta

Yun shaahe gulistan gada hogaya

Chashme nam se utar karke qatra koi

Tadapte iss dil ki sada hogaya

Jo ASIM khila to khila bhi woh kya

Tumhari hi koi adaa hogaya..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...9:33PM...Love u muaah!

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Dekh liya humne doobkar ubhar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Teri kasam ki khaate kasam hain

Tere liye dil aankhein ye nam hain

Saari khudai kehti hai humse

Jitne yeh ghum hain utne hi hum hain

Dekh liya humne har ghum se guzar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Doston ki sunein, ashke dil ki sunein

Tu bata saathiya aur kiski sunein

Kehte kehte zubaan hai ukhadne lagi

Dhadkanon ki sunein aahaton ki sunein

Dekh liya humne har baat se mukar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Ek pal bhi nahin tujhse rehna juda

Sochkar bhi kabhi na humse hona khafa

Tu hi dil ki sada tu hi khulde bareen

Arsh si dooriyaan hain magar saathiya

Dekh liya humne arsh se utar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...8:53PM... i miss u!

Monday, February 09, 2009

Tumko aana hi hoga!

Dekh lo...

Apne deewaane ka haal,

Ab toh bezubaan sa hai...

Na koi andaaze bayaan

Na koi range sukhan,

Suraab ki manind,

Banjar zamin ho goya...

Alfaaz aise ke jin mein dhaar nahin

Jazbaat apne tarafdaar nahin...

Mukammal namukammal ban chuka hai

Namumkinaat ka ghubbaar

Aur tumhari umeed ki pukaar...

Koi kaise aitbaar kare

Kaise dil pe ikhtiyaar kare,

Nahin!

Ab yeh bardasht nahi...

Tumko aana hi hoga,

Yeh lamhe tab hi muskurayenge

Jab tum geet gaogi,

Meri baaton ke meri hasti ke...

Tumhara vaada hai aur tumko aana hai,

Saher o shab intezaar karta hun

Bila zaroorat bhi pyaar karta hun...

Ohh!

Tumne phir mehka diya,

Likhne waale ko behka diya,

Chalo achcha hai,

Shukriya...!

- Khan M. Asim...09/02/2009...1:00PM...Train

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Nirvaana


Apni adaa ka usne deewaana kar diya

Lafzon ka jaam dekar paimaana bhar diya

Mujhko nahi shikayat uske dayaar se

Usne mujhe jalakar parwaana kar diya

Farmaane aabidi mein yeh bhi tha ek kaaj

Usne mere ghamon ko shaahaana kar diya

Khud se kahan chupi hai khudki hi koi baat

Usne mujhe hi khudko nazraana kar diya

Maanga kabhi jo vaadah meine haan pyaar se

Usne mere bharam ko faqiraana dhar diya

Aata hai yaad mujhko abru ka paich o kham

Jo muskuraa ke usne rafiqaana kar diya

Kaisi khushi kya ghum hai ASIM kya zindagi hai

Usne tujhe bashar se nirvaana kar diya

- Khan M. Asim...02/02/2009...7:50 PM...Train

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Life!!!

Hehehe.... It was a disaster, guess what? It was my first one to one interview and that too with a very prominent personality, Ameen Sayani. It was a great opportunity to interract with the famous radio announcer and broadcaster. A man in his 80's but can still give a tough competition to youngsters like me with his charming voice.

The moment I entered his office, I found a very old age, dull lloking gentleman sitting on a chair, busy on a long phone call, as we were suppose to wait for about 15 minutes just to end the call. With many hesitations, finally he agreed to have a talk with us on his building's terrace. But as said a disaster, first of all Sayani ji cancelled my two questions by saying he cannot comment. within few minutes the whole talk turned into a disaster as my cameraman asked me to have Sayani ji's sound bytes first and later he took my PTC and bytes, and in that too this smart fool did not record the whole beginning of the interview, which messed up the whole technical work. Finally it was a headache at the editing table for me and after all this and that I transfered my tension to RFC Desk. Lets see, when it will be broadcasted!

Personally, I am happy at the moment, trying to enjoy alone as she is too busy to talk. Although in a long term thought I am too disturb but huh! I wanna move out, but no one is here to accompany me.

I am looking for the season of love, the moments of complete happiness, which she has promised to me! Although she sleeps when I come on TV, she fires at me when I ask for love, but am living with it...Now somebody is asking for the computer here so will write more later..cya!

Friday, January 30, 2009

Shikanja

Lehje ki nazakat o shaista bayaani

Shayad isipe tum fida thin...

Magar...

Ab ek shikanja sa dil pe hai

Kuch baatein turshi turshi

Talkh khayaalaat ki baahon mein

Ik nahamwaar khwabon ka safar

Doobta ubharta sukoon...

Tumhein sab kuch ajeeb lag raha hai

Aur mujhe ajeeb-tar...

Ek aarzue vaadah,

Ek haan aur jhukti nazron ka sawaal

Kisi shabaab ke muntazir ehsaasaat

Aur judte bikharte jazbaat...

Tumhe mujhse shikayat hai

Aur mujhe khud se!

Ek ghubbaar jo sange meel banna chahta hai

Ek sange meel jo ghubbaar nazar aata hain...

Izhaar aur iqraar sab hochuka

Magar...intezaar ki ghadiyan,

Aaj bhi jaari hain...

Naabina dhadkanein,

Aur behri saansein

Aaj bhi jaari hain...

Baatein hain tumhe paane ki

Aur hosla, rezah rezah!

Tumse mohabbat o khudse adavat

ajeeb si kashmakash hai

Beher o bar ke is dasht mein,

Mein tanha hun!

Go tum mere saath ho,

Magar yeh khaamoshi,

Mein kya kahun tumse,

Bas chalta ja raha hun,

Tum abhi humraah ho...

Aur mein,

Abhi zindah hun,

Apni bepanah mohabbat ke saath!

- Khan M. Asim...28/01/2009...2:05PM...plz b with me always!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Anjani galiyan hain,

Anjane raaste

Phir bhi hun chal raha

Mein tere vaaste...!

Yeh kaisa sapna tu ne dikha diya

Friday, January 23, 2009

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!


Abhi ishq mein hain badi dooriyan

Abhi se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Sitaaron se aage ke sunte hain qisse

Zamin se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Dehleeze dil se guzar ke toh dekho

Zara maikadon se utarke toh dekho

Yeh mehfil mein ronaq hui kiske dum se

Faqiron ke ghar se guzar ke toh dekho

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Jo tumko yeh duniya lagti hai pyaari

Adaawat yeh kaisi adaa hai tumhaari

Jo parton mein khudko chupake hai rakhkha

Kya tumko zaroorat nahin hai hamaari

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Iraadon ke pukhta, O imaan waale

Karam apna karde dilo jaan waale

Khayalon mein kiska hai tere tassavurr

Tu humko bataa de, O shaan waale

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Farishta yeh kehta hai jannat se aakar

Abhi humse mil-lo shaffaqat se aakar

Sitaare siyasat mein khoye hue hain

Abhi naam lelo mohabbat se aakar

Abhi ishq mein hain badi dooriyan

Abhi se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

- Khan M. Asim...23/01/2009...2:34 AM...juss finished it..n posted4u..loveU...muaaah:)

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Shukriya!


Kya kahun?

Dil, dhadkan, ghazal ya fasana

Dharti, anbar, waqt ya zamana

Yeh kainaat jhoom uthi hai

Aaj, honton pe tabbassum hai fatehana

Na kisi kaam ki chinta

Na kisi baat par dhiyaan

Tum par vaalihana nisaar hone ka jazba...

Yeh thirakte qadam aur saanson ka utaar chadao

Tumhara khayaal aur tum hi se baatein

Ab na iqraar ki zaroorat hai

Na izhaar ka intezaar...

Har lamha...barge gul sa...

Narm narm o khushbudaar...

Ek azeem milan ki aas

Naumeedi ki aatish bujh gayi hai

Aur tum...

Wajood-e-kainaat si chamakti ho

Tum sirf zindagi de sakti ho...

Aur mein zinda hun...

Shukriya!

- Khan M. Asim...17/01/2009...1:24PM...Train...Only4u..LoveU..Muaah:)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Life !!!

I usually think before writing but now thinking to write anything. I am dying inside, and this agony is enough to finish me. We kept discussing, fighting, crying and finally landed at the same old theory of keep things going as they are. Well, I dont want any more comment on that, am tired of life!

But Why? Why can't I take your name in public, why should i keep things things secret and till when? We both keep pondoring, What will happen? and then think, okay..hojayega...but is it so easy? You understands my emotions and feelings but you have certain other priorities, why so? I keep you at top in preferences but why I am at bottom line in your choices?

I have a bundle of questions and am tired of carrying it. When I look at you for help, I feel more insecure. Mostly people say I am very lucky boy, that am fortunate enough to work in a big media house at a young age, but they dont know my agony. They don't know what does career means and what importance you have in my life. Why I keep repeating your name at every second, why i love to spend time in talking with you?

Do you know the answer? although you will say yes but i feel you dont know...basically we are in a journey and we dont know the destination, and also we don't want to plan it out to have a successful reach. your silence makes a major difference, it terrorise me.

I feel pain, feels to end life, and finally burst out everything at you. Now its up to you to decide, I promise that I will be always there with you in each and every condition, I assure you all the esteem and smiles in the future, but am really uncertain about your side, Will you be there always? Till when I should keep hopes alive? Till when I should keep saying Yes? Will you marry me without any if's and but's?

I hope you will come to me one day, and will give me a positive reply, i look for an unconditional love and marriage. Its we who are supposed to decide our life, so ball is into your court, think upon it and let me know. I am waiting...!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Yeh kasrat kis dawa ki hai???


Har dawa ki kasrat

Zaher ban jaati hai!

Toh phir ishq???

Yeh kya hai? yeh kyun hai?

Laakhon ghudsawaron ne

Iss dasht mein zeen kheenchi

Najane kitne shehsawari bhool gaye

Koi manzil ko paa gaya

Toh koi humsafar hi kho beitha!

Mujhe koi aitraaz nahin

Tumhari ghaflat o berukhi se

Magar....

Kya hua uss dilnawazi ko?

Tum mustaqbil ko roti ho

Mujhe maazi yaad aata hai......

Woh baahein yaad aati hain

Nigaahein yaad aati hain

Jo mujhko kondh jaati thin

Adaayein yaad aati hain....

Taalluq mere daaman se

Kisi ghum ka kabhi na tha

Yeh kaisa ghum yeh aahein hain

Fizaon mein fughahain hain

Meri umeed kyun paspa?

Kyun aankhon mein udaasi hai?

Tumhari dillagi thi bas

Hamari zindagi goya?

Abhi chalna nahin bhoola

Yeh khanjar bhi piyaasa hai

Abhi saanson ki sar sar mein

Tumhara naam aata hai.....

Jise sab ishq kehte hain

Mujhe bhi woh maraz hai kya?

Zara batlao toh aakar

Mera yeh dard kaisa hai?

Yeh aahein kiski aahein hain?

Nazar thehri hain jis rukh par

Kiski woh nigaahein hain

Zara batlao toh aakar

Yeh kasrat kis dawa ki hai???

- Khan M. Asim...10/01/2009...1:22PM...Train...!

Monday, January 05, 2009

Vaada


Tere vaade ki hum nazar rakh lein

Zindagi ki koi khabar rakh lein

Tujhse milkar jo dil ko chein mila

Saari khushiyon ka naam ghar rakh lein

Paas apna makaan kiska hai?

Teri palkon ko umar bhar rakh lein

Kis mein dum hai mita sake humko

Aarzoo bekhatar rakh lein

Tu meri hai yaqeen kaafi hai

Mar mitein, dil jigar rakh lein

Naam isko hum koi dekar

Pyaar ka ik shajar rakh lein

Tu ne ASIM ki har sada sun li

Tere qadmon pe apna sar rakh lein..!

- Khan M. Asim...05/01/2009...8:54PM...LOVE YOU:)

Here are my first words in 2009...

Aa gaye noor se zulmaat mein hum

Phir isi shahere tilismaat mein hum

- Khan M. Asim...05/01/2009...11:40PM...