Life

Hmmm, Coming back to my page after months. But i always come here when am unable to scream. Feeling low and calling my all positive spirits to fight back. Its not that am bogged down but its thought process, which is actually sinking.

Well, you might be confuse with first para here, so leave it. I am trying to smile now but a trial is always a trial. Certain things happens in life, which may take you towards darkness, so same happening with me as am no wonder a humanbeing. At thought of humiliation popped up in my senses and i did the nonsense.Felt to cry even. Now, am at home with my mobile, which is switched off at the moment. Do not want to hear Mr. KM anymore. Dont know why people do it, they are so shrewed politicians that they drag everyone into the hell. I always ignore such idiotics but sometimes they get over the top and a man like me (unfortunately short temper)get completely irked and just run away.

So, i have decided something, will resign by the end of this month, instead doing hardship and obeying the b******! Well this is my space so i can abuse here. Today, it was all enough to feel humiliated as it was the election day. And i all prepared to put extra efforts was sitting idle like an idiot. So I kept pondering about my current position in life. Although I was contemplating the same thought since last two nights but today the thought became concrete for me. So instead putting all hardship for no results i will prefer to sit at home, sleep and relaxe.

And by God's grace you are coming here, and I feel your arrival will change my destiny too. So looking forward for those lovely moments. I know you will take me out of this pit, you will bring me into light and would enlight my present and the future. I know a brigt future is awaiting for us. I have seen such moments in past too, so my thoughts might be dying but not the hope, which say i will over come it soon.

You know, am thinking about places where i can take you, where we can dine, where you can reside and where you can smile for me. So darling do come soon as am looking for my fortune to come to me itslf! And the thing above all is that, i need you at every moment of sad and joy. Can't take much abuses and want to reply everyone who say am a failure. Yes I am not a failure. I am the one who topped and will do the same again if you accompanied me forever. Love you baby, muaaaaaaaaah :)