Life..!

So, you want to read about me, hunh? What would you like to know? Am I fine or dead? Well, personally speaking, I was about to write that am damn happy but just a moment back you spoiled the whole mood. Why do you do so? After having a long conversation, giving me all reasons to smile, you suddenly turned everything black.

Well, recently recieved a nice cheque from the channel but its ridiclous to know that, when I do less stories, they ask me to do more and deducts my salary, and when am doing more they are asking to me to reduce the numbers, bloody shit! Not so happy with the job! Let them read and fire me, I don't care!

Studies? huh! not even a single sentence...looking out for notes, asking some seniors for their support. But really speaking as of now, there is no one to help me. My class-met Alex, with whom I speak most (If ever I go to the university!)refused to help me by saying, he is also looking for the same and I came to know from a senior that he has given his notes to Alex! Not so strange, I have faced more disastarous situation during my BMM period. So, nothing to worry, the only thing is I don't know the sylabuss:)

Love? you can refer to my first paragragh in this write-up, but that was an instant reaction. Really, am damn happy. Sometimes I love her the most and sometimes I cry with fear. Keeping all her and own promises in mind, just moving ahead. I hope our parents would accept this relationship without any hesitation. Am I our confident? may be! he he...

The climatic change is killing to me, Health is not supporting much, dying with teeth pain, went to a lady doctor, took her prescribed tablets and now going through loose motions. Don't know its reaction or the action!

Well, now don't have much to pen down, haven't wrote a poem since long time, was writing one recently, which is yet to be finish. As of now, as I say its a rough patch of my life, where there is more confusion than solutions. She just called me up, although I said, no smiles for her but Yes I SMILED:):):)