Dont know, how to start? but I am really thankful to Allah! Who responded positively on my duo o shikayat. Its really a miracle, i am still trying to believe it! I remember my tough time, i was hospitalised due to malaria (last stage of malaria). Every one was tensed and i was almost unconscious. Doctors asked daddy to write an application i. e. if anything happens during the treatment doctors wont be blamed for that and he, himself will be solely responsible for it. And he cried but signed it.
On next day was my first day of Vth sem exams. I wrote this poem (below)in the night and started pleading, that i will give my exams. After all discussions i was discharged against medical advise. Daddy and Arif Bhai used to accompany me to the exam center. Nobody gave me his/her notes, as they too were busy in their studies. After facing all these situations exams got over. And result was astonishing as my result was almost similar to others. I passed the semester without any ATKT, however 2 of my classmates failed in the same.
And with the time, My illness too vanished and health started improving. Now it was time to study hard for sem six, the last and the final examination. I started working for my projects and finished with full dedication. I scored well in projects too but people think " as i am Anand sir's favourite student he gave me more marks than them". "Sugar-Coated" this is something they call me.
But the fortune says a different story, the suger coated not only scored well in projects but in theory too. I not only covered the over all margin but also became the only student (in my college) to score a distinction and topped the six semester exams. And now I am unable to handle myself, really happy and enjoying the life to fullest. Looking forward for better future. And i know the future is more bright, this is just the beginning of life.
This really means i am "sugar coated" otherwise how can i score this much...THANK GOD I AM SUGAR COATED.
This poem i wrote when i was hospitalised due to malaria. And this really having a major impact on my life...You too read it....and pray to GOD !!
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Jisne paida kiya yeh zameen aasman
Hai woh saare zamane ka malik kahan
Yun to Khaliq hai woh aur Raziq bhi hai
Par pareshaniyon me gaya woh kahan.........!
Han tu shahrag se bhi meri nazdeeq hai
Mujhse parda na kar apna jalwa dikha
Apna raham o karam zara mujhpe luta
Bhej mujhko wahan sukoon mile hai jahan.....!
Tere ahkaam ko mein na bhoola kabhi
Tu meri zindagi ko ab yun na bujha
Halat-e-zaar hai banda bemaar hai
Apni takhleeq ko bakhsh de tu shifa
Tera deedar ho itna armaan hai
Ae Malik mere tu nihan hai kahan....!
Mere qalb-o-jigar tere paband hain
Jaam-e-jamshed tu mujhko karde ataa
Meri dhadkanon me tera geet hai
Hai tera naam meri ragon me rawan....!
Tera mehmaan hai aur musalmaan hai
Kare kya kare woh pareshaan hai
Itna ahsaan kar jeena aasaan kar
Pass karne de mujhko mera imtihan....!
Mana maghroor hai ASIM mazoor hai
Maaf karde tu meri har ek khataa
Bakhsh de tu mujhe aur tandrust kar
Ba-sadqae Sayyade(PBUH) dono jahaan...!
Khan M. Asim ....07/10/2006...
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