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Yes, its my 200th post...Yahooooo yippeee yippeeeee...Well, you can easliy find that am happy now:) Very uncertain mood...Ya, I know it! She know how to make me happy but mostly pretend as she don't care...But I know, she loves me alot!

Just posted one of my 2007 song in this blog, which she asked me to present to the whole world, so its there, do read. Trying hard to resume writing but don't know, why am i not able to do so? Although she ordered me to write but may be its her treatment to me, which play a key role in my writing, and as you know it was not so good in recent past. Huh, forget it.. Now am happy!

So, this smart Alex refused to help me but my another sweet friend helped me. Thank you poonam:) So, now i have a bundle of notes with me but have not started studying yet. Just thinking from where to begin...

So, its election time and everyone is trying to earn his bread upon it! who so ever it is, from corporates to mullahs. Its difficult to utter a single word against these so called warners, guides, leaders of humanity but they are all human after all. Why do you involve caste and religion in elections of a secular nation? Are not they betraying the masses? who blindly follow them! As big mass support as big deal. Well, its election fever, soon we will come to see, many bastards attaining hieghts. And finally who will come to the power, its Gandhi on either side.

Ohh look, i had to edit this post, you know why? I forgot to speak about FIRAAQ, well done Nandita, a must watch! Movie does not show much violent scenes but carry the whole agony of Gujarat Riot Victims. Every character portrays the psychological impact of the national shame. How a lady burns her hand, why she feel so haunted. Well, What ever happened in Gujarat, everyone knows, Now SIT is trying hard to nab Maya, lets see what happens next. But picturising such incident in such a decent manner is really something to be proud upon, Well Nandita am a fan of your direction! Keep it up:)

Well, all pateling done, haina Nazim bhai...ohh yes, it was his birthday yesterday(*:) well Mr. Khan you are not reachable, not so strange, you are always!

Hmmm, so here i post this crap, do read it and do post positive comments. Arre haan, I forgot to address you, is it so??? well, nothing new, whats hidden from you? well all clothes are in the washing machine but there is no water! smiled baby:) good! and ya I love you...Muaaaaaaaaaah:)

Socha na tha..!

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale

Tumne kia itna karam

Be-qalb o jaan tum kar chale

Tum jo gaye sab kuch khatam

Tum pe sanam hum marr chale

Mushtaq dil betaab hai

Tumhari kasam hum marr chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tumne kia milne ka ghum

Itna zara socho sanam

Halate zar kamzor hai

Iske liye hum darr chale

Tum se gila bekaar hai

Haan tum wafa kab kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Hum zuban toh tum bano

Humsafar toh baad hai

Beraahravi meri sanam

Bas waqt ki ijaad hai

Haan hosla tum par sanam

Beikhtiyaar hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tum hi kaho kaise jiyen

Tum bin chaman bekaar hai

Nargis kahan lala kahan

Yan toh sanam bas khaar hai

Har gul ko shagufta hona hai

Har gul ko tumse pyaar hai

Tumhaari umeed o aas ka

Haan hosla hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

- Khan M. Asim...10/02/2007...10:22PM...Millenium Park Nerul...:)

Life..!

So, you want to read about me, hunh? What would you like to know? Am I fine or dead? Well, personally speaking, I was about to write that am damn happy but just a moment back you spoiled the whole mood. Why do you do so? After having a long conversation, giving me all reasons to smile, you suddenly turned everything black.

Well, recently recieved a nice cheque from the channel but its ridiclous to know that, when I do less stories, they ask me to do more and deducts my salary, and when am doing more they are asking to me to reduce the numbers, bloody shit! Not so happy with the job! Let them read and fire me, I don't care!

Studies? huh! not even a single sentence...looking out for notes, asking some seniors for their support. But really speaking as of now, there is no one to help me. My class-met Alex, with whom I speak most (If ever I go to the university!)refused to help me by saying, he is also looking for the same and I came to know from a senior that he has given his notes to Alex! Not so strange, I have faced more disastarous situation during my BMM period. So, nothing to worry, the only thing is I don't know the sylabuss:)

Love? you can refer to my first paragragh in this write-up, but that was an instant reaction. Really, am damn happy. Sometimes I love her the most and sometimes I cry with fear. Keeping all her and own promises in mind, just moving ahead. I hope our parents would accept this relationship without any hesitation. Am I our confident? may be! he he...

The climatic change is killing to me, Health is not supporting much, dying with teeth pain, went to a lady doctor, took her prescribed tablets and now going through loose motions. Don't know its reaction or the action!

Well, now don't have much to pen down, haven't wrote a poem since long time, was writing one recently, which is yet to be finish. As of now, as I say its a rough patch of my life, where there is more confusion than solutions. She just called me up, although I said, no smiles for her but Yes I SMILED:):):)