Life
Ohhh God! please help me. I need you at this moment. Everyone is asking for money, net-wala to cable-wala and there is no cash in my pockets. No salary since three months and have to pay many bills. Please, save me!!!
Yeah, just now the cable guy came, he asked me for money, which is pending since months. And I was begging to him please come tomorrow, I will arrange atleast half amount, and he rudely replied, "Its better cut the cable!". And I felt so humiliated that cant be expressed in words. Look, What time has come to me. Am all down feeling like cry. Just trying to pecify myself. I have promised him for tomorrow, but Dont know, from where I will be paying the bill to him.
Whereas my health is concerend, the condition is still the same. Nothing changed, little bit improvement. And this dirty hand is paining more!
Job, went to office 3 days back, did one story and again resting at home. After so many talks with bosses there is no hope for the promotion in near six months. As it violates thier so-called company rules. And am all frustrated with it but cant even think to move to some other organisation for that i have my own, personal reservations. Lets see, What will happen.
Love ride is going alright, we fight, scream, weep, but still we are together and we will forever. Want to see her smiling always. I love you darling. muaaaaaaah..
I Have to go for namaaz now! so will catch you people soon. till than please pray for me!
ya, am back from Namaaz and feeling relaxed now. So continuing my talk, I was talking abt mylife,I feel ashamed of being myself sometimes and for that I have certain personal reasons, which I cant write even in this so personal page. All I can say is, please understand me! after all I am human. I am tired of this behaviour. I need my time and your support in everything of mylife.
Do I need to say anything further, I think even this was not requird but its better to write sometime. So rest of the things you know very well, even this hand requires rest, so am stoping it now and ya peeping into your mailbox;P
I love you and will love you even after my death because its not body its soul, which loves. Waiting for your arrival here, hope you come soon and free me from all the problems!
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3 comments:
hahaha...good....i think this is really a personal blog....keep it up....
Nishant kaushik
Asim, I know was a go-getter.But now things are changing for Asim.And the person behind or responsible for these changes is no one else but Asim himself.He was performing well at the jobfront and he was even getting good returns.He was happy and content from life.For him his life was just like one hand made picture.But things changed, his life took a detour because he entered into a relationship at a time which is very delicate and extremely critical for his carreer.Like we say'Love in the Time of War'. Instead of finding new avenues for success he started looking for new avenues for romance.Hence the graph of his happiness came crashing down.Asim knows the principle of 80:20 but his distribution of 'HIS' priorities where bit skewed.He allocated more resources for romance and less for excelling at his careerfront.Even at this point when he is supposed to do things one SHOULD do he is doing things which one SHOULDN'T do.By saying all this I don't intend to undervalue the value of LOVE ,but if LOVE means ebbing motivations I prefer to stay out.Asim you are my friend and an outright good human I don't want you to take a dark path for which u will curse yourself later.Plz review ur life .Believe in yourself,ur Familymembers and the almighty .And trust me u'll find ur best of buddies in ur ownself.
I wanted to say more but I want u to be ur own critic.
Lastly try to UNDERSTAND what this guy is saying.....trust me its DEEP!!
"Many say I am just one to try. I say I am one less to quit. - Diego Marchi"
@Nishant... hmm good, atleast somebody is laughing...
@Imran... I understand, but its not true that, i under valued other tasks in life. where as love is concerened, i feel its biggest achievement of my life... these problems are timely, but that love n relationship is eternal... u r right its I, who can be my biggest critic, but its not that I entered into relationship at wrong time, no, imran, this is the age to love somebody.. its not about romanticising with someone, its about promises and happiness, these loving moments are invaluable... no money no gold and diamonds can buy them... Its her smile, which runs blood in my body n makes me alive... u talking about job front, so one always aspires for better returns, which i ddnt get from my curren company. Its my uncertain accident, injury which turned my life upside down, if i see three months back, everything was alright, but now its too critical... offc ppl hv nothing to do with my personal life, but i m damn upset with all of my friends, who never cared to call n ask, where r u, how r u, wat hppn? n i hv decided to kick out sm of them out of mylife... u r the lucky one posting comments here...:) So, my love is my strenght... i ll overcome these minor issues very soon... i no where betrayed my family or my people, i m still faithful to them n will remain till my last breath... I hope for bright future, n i knw it is... because I believe in Allah, he most merciful, almighty, HE cant let his ppl down... so, u wait, I am coming, bang bang!!!
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