Life..!

So friends, I am thinking to pen down few sentences here but still hesitating. I was very enthusiast the moment i come to know that i have been selected as Mumbai correspondent with India's biggest TV network here. But conditions now are vulnerable and i feel pity on my decision.

Although, getting very much respect and honour in the political sphere and in the community still i feel being caged here. What else, all those communal and so-called ethical journalistic factors are trobling me. Today, MNS chief Raj Thakrey has been arrested and is handed over to Kalyan Police but What the Mumbai Correspondent is doing? just sitting in the office and doing all shit, thinking of so many pass times. Few minutes back, I got a call from Deputy CM R R Patil's Office for a meet but bureau chief here asked me to take rest in the office. Sometimes i loose my temper sometime feel to commit suicide, I am tired of being a journalist in these conditions, Being hit by mob while covering riots but no medical help or protection from the network. Then Why to Work?

On another hand, all this frustration is being released on someone who backs me at every point, my dear love, i feel pity for her, she got a guy like me...poor girl. Well, here too, no time... no no, I am all free, she is busy! So I am bored of life. Nothing else here, I love her but hate my life..!