Happy Diwali

Bharam

Waham hai guman hai yeh kaisa bharam hai

Mohabbat mein hum pe sitam hi sitam hai

Jo maqtal mein nazrein ghumake yun dekha

Sanam hi sanam hai, sanam hi sanam hai

Faqeeri o ghurbat ka yeh muamla hai

Pasheman pasheman, sharam hi sharm hai

Raftaar dheemi hai inn baadalon ki

Musafir pe ab toh zulam hi zulam hai

Nishana bana bas mera aashiyaan hai

Ke dujon pe uska karam hi karam hai

Tumhe chaand choona hai kaise chuoge

Zamane mein har sun dharam hi dharam hai

Haan duniya ko jannat bana loge apni

Yeh Asim tumhara bharam hi bharam hai

- Khan M. Asim...7:25PM...15/10/2009...Train

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Aakhri had tak jaana hai

Khud ko yun hi behlana hai

Raahon mein jo kaanta hai

Chubhna hai chale jaana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Qasam jo khayi hai dil mein

Usko ab man-vana hai

Dushman mere dost hai tu

Tujhko ab pehchana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Kamzor nahin yeh saansein hain

Tadpa le tadpana hai

Dopehar bhale hi aa jaaye

Sooraj doob hi jaana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Jeena hai nahin ab mar marke

Haan lad ladke mar jaana hai

Hai chaand ko haathon mein lena

Yeh vaada khud se nibhana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

- Khan M. Asim...14/10/2009...1:39PM...Train...WE WILL WIN:)

Life

Hmmm, Coming back to my page after months. But i always come here when am unable to scream. Feeling low and calling my all positive spirits to fight back. Its not that am bogged down but its thought process, which is actually sinking.

Well, you might be confuse with first para here, so leave it. I am trying to smile now but a trial is always a trial. Certain things happens in life, which may take you towards darkness, so same happening with me as am no wonder a humanbeing. At thought of humiliation popped up in my senses and i did the nonsense.Felt to cry even. Now, am at home with my mobile, which is switched off at the moment. Do not want to hear Mr. KM anymore. Dont know why people do it, they are so shrewed politicians that they drag everyone into the hell. I always ignore such idiotics but sometimes they get over the top and a man like me (unfortunately short temper)get completely irked and just run away.

So, i have decided something, will resign by the end of this month, instead doing hardship and obeying the b******! Well this is my space so i can abuse here. Today, it was all enough to feel humiliated as it was the election day. And i all prepared to put extra efforts was sitting idle like an idiot. So I kept pondering about my current position in life. Although I was contemplating the same thought since last two nights but today the thought became concrete for me. So instead putting all hardship for no results i will prefer to sit at home, sleep and relaxe.

And by God's grace you are coming here, and I feel your arrival will change my destiny too. So looking forward for those lovely moments. I know you will take me out of this pit, you will bring me into light and would enlight my present and the future. I know a brigt future is awaiting for us. I have seen such moments in past too, so my thoughts might be dying but not the hope, which say i will over come it soon.

You know, am thinking about places where i can take you, where we can dine, where you can reside and where you can smile for me. So darling do come soon as am looking for my fortune to come to me itslf! And the thing above all is that, i need you at every moment of sad and joy. Can't take much abuses and want to reply everyone who say am a failure. Yes I am not a failure. I am the one who topped and will do the same again if you accompanied me forever. Love you baby, muaaaaaaaaah :)

Chalna Chahta Hun

Udaas, bezaar

Nakhush, beqaraar

Khamosh, beikhtiyaar

Zindagi..!

La-mehdood khayalaat

Tilismati Safar

Aur zulmaat si haqeeqat

Mein ab thak chuka hun...

Pur-umeed toh hun,

Magar..

Shamma se darta hun..!

Tumhare aane ki masarrat

Aur yeh qaatil intezaar,

Sabhi se begana sa

Iss pagdandi par

Mein tanha chal raha hun..!

Qadam rukna chahte hain

Saansein thamna chahti hain

Aur mein,

Chalna...

Sirf chalna chahta hun..!

-Khan M. Asim...12/10/2009...8:10PM...