Life

Little tensed little nervous, am back here. Professional and personal issues putting a lot of stress & pressure and this tiny, little heart beats less and pains more!

Well, the year 2010 is about to end within few days. I had expect a lot from this year but i mostly attended hospitals and patients, been deceived by friends and resigned from ETV job. In a nut shell, a bad experience and disastrous year!

Its been around seven months now that am looking for a good media job, but all in vain, no success yet! Started business and still slogging, have clients but unable to satisfy their demands, looking for a good team but not getting right guys, want lots of money to spend in business but have no penny in pockets and accounts.

Going through rigorous medical sessions, drugs and beautiful and smart lady doctors, who can kill any ailment by just a single smile, hence no more medications required then!

Last night, attended Adobe CS5 Production Premium Event at Hotel J.W.Marriott. I thought it might be a business meet but it was more focussed on software demonstration. Still i put some extra efforts and met Moin Ansari, the Business Product Manager, Adobe, India. Really felt nice after meeting to him, a guy must be in his late thirties holding such a post with a globally acclaimed company, that too a muslim!

Since last night, dad is showing extra care and more affection to me, for a while i was surprised and pondered whats happening? is everything alright? but later even i felt nice sailing in the tides. Hope, it continues for some more time..!

My love is always there to support me, she is such a delight, i see her and feel satisfied and relaxed from all the tensions. She is the one who makes me alive. Its not just love i have for her, she is honest and helpful. Moreover, she is a working women and puts extra efforts to make me happy by adjusting her work and other stuff. I respects her alot, and she really deserve it!

Merry Christmas to all my friends. I hope for a new beginning from the coming year. Hope it provide me a better job in media, give me good business and a lots of love too, without sympathy of being ill!

I love you, from every single cell of my body and every tissue of nerves, am there for you always. Don't look at my tears and cry look at the agony which make me do so! Am yours always and will remain forever! muaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh....!