Life..!

Another sleepless night... This anxiety will take me away someday... The mind never stops, it continues to click... The day today situations, bloodshed and defaming of my belief hits me hard... There is something in me that i want to return, to the people, to the society... I hate it the most when someone looks at me or many others like me suspiciously just because of our Identity... Though there is no identity crisis within me but the ambiance doesn't let me breath...

The world is a dark room, where hopes are hidden like matchboxes somewhere in a drover... I can sense and feel even in the darkness, I know there is a street lamp next to my balcony, i just need to open the window and my soul will be enlightened... But how to walk up to it? There are serpents around, ready to bite... I don't know how to bridge this fear... The grievances are still unheard and this agony is rising and rising more... Unable to write poems, there is no charm no romance although there is love, there is beauty, there is smile that gave momentum to my dreams, which is my richest fortune... Then why do I feel so, If I can't write then there is no place or position for me in this world, Its the best I can do..! 

Just contemplating my future moves, that may happen and may not... The dreams that can be fulfilled or may get shattered at anytime... There is no one to guide, but many to misguide... The globe revolves around the selfish butchers, they may sell me or eat themselves... But the day is coming when David will show his miracles to Goliaths' of time.. his power, his miracles... But how, there is no Midas' touch in me, Whatever i do somewhere perishes... I am no blacksmith or a jeweler, neither a Prophet nor a King there is nothing within me... No Muscles to tackle and no sense to understand... These shadows in the darkness are more horrifying, they are taking me away with them... I am crying, shouting... But no rescue... But I know these murky beings can't break me... They can't kill me, There is my Lord to hold me, Who give honour, who takes it away, Who has absolute control... I know, its dawn, the sun will rise and overcome the gloom... And with it I will rise for another day for another journey..! Khan M. Asim... 14/09/2014... 04:54 AM..!

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