Saturday, November 29, 2008

Aise lagti hai dua ho jaise :)


Barq raftaar shua ho jaise

Aise lagti hai dua ho jaise

Woh lams jisse raqeeb hojayein

Usne honton se chua ho jaise

Har taraf ek sama lagta hai

Usne jaadoo kia ho jaise

Rang badle hain shafaq ne aise

Uski koi adaa ho jaise

Har ghazal, matla, maqta

Husn uska hua ho jaise

Thamgayi dhadkanein chalte chalte

Usne khaamosh kaha ho jaise

Usne muska ke yun dekh liya

Umar bhar ka sila ho jaise

Chehke chehke hai thirakta phirta

Aaj ASIM mila ho jaise...!

- Khan M. Asim...26/11/2008...8:45PM...LOVE-YOU:)

Friday, November 21, 2008

Life..!!!

Juss thinking to type some of my emotions here, which may hurt you, I know you won't like it and the fact is even i hate it! But life sounds very faithful to me, I am happy that you love me, with all if, yes, no, buts. It has always been said that love never comes with conditions, its all about devotion and dedications, it never think of here and there its kinda state of Nirvana. But I am the (un)fortunate one to have a conditional love life. If simply say, It hurts!

Most of the times I keep crying, its not intentional, the tears keep pouring out with a heartly pain. Nor I intend to show my dramatic skills to anyone. I always try to mobilise my thoughts towards other things but end result is same. Feeling lonely in your company sounds very strange but its a fact now! You keep saying Yes I Love You, and am used to it! But the psychie plays its own game, I am always in Ifs and Buts! Thinking of my so-called lovely and lively future!

When it comes to job front, a prson's profession is always kicked by his personal life, so same here! Not in mood to do any work, Don't know why? But now it seems that I am no more alive! Working on a special story but a I only know, how much I am dedicated towards it?

I know, you will be angry with me after reading these lines but it is ASIM. I cannot stop these scary thoughts. I am afraid of life! Sorry, Can't help it! it again started pouring out, cause I am still uncertain about my love, life and the bright or dark future! And I know your replies, Yes I am hopeless! Sorry!

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Aina dekhke sharmaane ko dil karta hai


Aina dekhke sharmaane ko dil karta hai

Band aankhon se tujhe paane ko dil karta hai

Hasratein dil ki na dil mein hi kahin kho jayein

Teri baahon mein yun hi marjaane ko dil karta hai

Har jagah tere qadmon ke nishaan hain milte

Choomte choomte choojaane ko dil karta hai

Mast aankhon ka nasha hai ke utarta hi nahin

Doobte doobte behjaane ko dil karta hai

Mehfilein roshan hain charaghon se magar

Ik diya hai ke jalaane ko dil karta hai

Tere milne ki tamanna ka karun kya ab mein

Naam ASIM hai magar sumkhaane ko dil karta hai

- Khan M. Asim...04/11/2008..8:10PM...Miss u alot!:)

Monday, November 03, 2008

Yeh soche jaata hun...!


Kuch likh nahi paata hun

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Tu kaise hansti hai

kaise muskaati hai

Mujhe pyaar se bole hai

Mujhe prem sikhati hai

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

Baahon ke aangan mein

Ik phool hai mehka sa

Yaadon mein deep jale

tera chehra chehka sa

Tujhe isse ziyadah ab

Aur kahan likh dun???

Anbar ke har jaanib

Teri khushboo aati hai

Mein bol nahin paata

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

Milne ki tammanna hai

Ik roze qayamat si

Ho ichcha meri poori

Kuch teri inayat si

Tujhe dekhke chup na sakun

Kuch aisa manzar de

Andar hi andar na

Paapi ko marne de

Tu kaise bulati hai

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

Andhkaar khatam kyun hai?

Yeh prem nagar hai kya???

Aankhon mein teri aankhein

Baahon mein teri baahein

Ab door nahin rehna

Yeh aahein kehti hain

Tu kaise saanson se

Kab saans milati hai

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

- Khan M. Asim...03/11/2008...2:10PM...Train..only4u, love u:)

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Udaas hun :(

Uske shayad paas hun

Par zindagi se udaas hun

Toote hue sapne hain kahin

Ik dard ka ehsaas hun..!

Khamosh tammanna jeene ki

Chup chup aansu peene ki

Aansu ki ladiyon yakja kar

Khushiyon ki maala seene ki...

Woh gumsum sab kuch dekhe hai

Mein toofani o tsunami goya hun

Jab manzar uska aata hai

Mein lamha lamha roya hun...

Usse ghar ki khushiyan pyaari hain

Yan jeene ki tamanna bhaari hain

Woh mujhko dilaase deti hai

Haan khushiyan saari hamaari hain...

Ab aur nahin hansne waala

Mein oob gaya hun duniya se

Asim bhi koi deewana tha

Haan keh do saari duniya se..!

- Khan M. Asim...01/11/2008...7:05PM... I hate Life! Sorry:(

Sunday, October 26, 2008

**Happy Diwali**


Pragati aur gati se aage badhkar,

Har saans mein paighame mohabbat bhar dein,

Ik deep ko hridey mein jalakar yaaro,

Chalo aaj aakaash ko ujwal kar dein,

Phir kisi maa se na bichde bachcha uska,

Na kisi veer ko vanvaas mile,

Dharam ke naam pe behte hue khoon se aage,

Ik sangam ik milan ki kahani likh dein

Ik deep ko hridey mein jalakar yaaro,

Chalo aaj aakaash ko ujwal kar dein!

- Khan M. Asim...26/10/2008...4:30PM...

((********Happy Diwali**********))

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Life..!

So friends, I am thinking to pen down few sentences here but still hesitating. I was very enthusiast the moment i come to know that i have been selected as Mumbai correspondent with India's biggest TV network here. But conditions now are vulnerable and i feel pity on my decision.

Although, getting very much respect and honour in the political sphere and in the community still i feel being caged here. What else, all those communal and so-called ethical journalistic factors are trobling me. Today, MNS chief Raj Thakrey has been arrested and is handed over to Kalyan Police but What the Mumbai Correspondent is doing? just sitting in the office and doing all shit, thinking of so many pass times. Few minutes back, I got a call from Deputy CM R R Patil's Office for a meet but bureau chief here asked me to take rest in the office. Sometimes i loose my temper sometime feel to commit suicide, I am tired of being a journalist in these conditions, Being hit by mob while covering riots but no medical help or protection from the network. Then Why to Work?

On another hand, all this frustration is being released on someone who backs me at every point, my dear love, i feel pity for her, she got a guy like me...poor girl. Well, here too, no time... no no, I am all free, she is busy! So I am bored of life. Nothing else here, I love her but hate my life..!

Monday, October 13, 2008

Masti bhari sharaab hai uske khayaal mein


Masti bhari sharaab hai uske khayaal mein

Ik dard ka pata hai chala uske sawaal mein

Ik ajale nagahani mujhko hai dhoondti

Uski hi har adaa hai giryaae haal mein

Udta raha jun shahin suraiya se door tak

Apne hi aap aa gaya chupke se jaal mein

Uski hi anjuman hai har simt har nazar

Pighla hai lamha lamha uske ubaal mein

Bekas hai aaj woh bhi soche hai har paher

Muskaaye hai kabhi kuch hai malaal mein

Uss ek jaan mein qaid hai ASIM ki zindagi

Sab kainaat dhal gayi uske hi dhaal mein

Masti bhari sharaab hai uske khayaal mein

Ik dard ka pata hai chala uske sawaal mein

- Khan M. Asim…13/10/2008…8:18PM…only4u…love u..:)

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Life..!

Hiii friends, writing about personal life here, that too after a long time. Bored with busy life, tight schedules and loneliness are killing to me. Sometime feels to die and sometime to live forever for her! So I finally landed at my best..:)

Covering riots in Maharashtra since i joined the channel. But till now did not find any solution to it, the government itself seems to be no more interested to help the victims (minorities). Well, let it be! Nowadays,unable to write even a single romantic line, this much distance with her and situations around did not allow me to express anything.

In fact I am unable to pen down words now, don't know why I am crying? so juss leave me alone...bye..sorry!

Monday, October 06, 2008

Khabar..!

Ya apne qalam mein jaan nahi ya dil mein hi imaan nahin

Koi toh baat hai yaaro jo apni koi pehchaan nahin

Gheiron se shikayat kya karni jab khud par hi dhiyaan nahin

Chup chupkar jo hai waar kare woh buzdil koi insaan nahin

Dehshat aur zulam hai har janib har janib aag ki laptein hain

Nafrat ke beej jo boye hai woh beshak musalmaan nahin

Tumko hain sunate qisse woh aayat ko jhutla jhutla ke

Ae logon jung o jadal karo rabb ka yeh farmaan nahin

Wehshat o junoon ka gar koi ae logon prachaar kare

Mujrim beshak woh qaari hai yeh paigham e quraan nahin

Usne bhi kiye hain vaade kai jinka usse hai paas nahin

Daure par jaane waale tera hum par koi ehsaan nahin

Yaktarfa khabrein chalti hain sachchai inko raas nahin

Khamosh magar yun beithe rahein yeh ASIM apni shaan nahi..!


- Khan M. Asim...06/10/2008...7:45 PM..!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Bahut roya hun meri jaan mein Musalmaan hokar


Daur-daurah hai inhin ka abtoh har sun

Koi soche bhi kya ab Insaan hokar

Qudrat ne phelaye bahut haath magar

Bahut roya hun meri jaan mein Musalmaan hokar

Har kahani mein chupa hai kahin uska qissa

Sar uthata hun toh uthta hai pashemaan hokar

Haan joshe jahad uthta hai abtoh dil mein

Naujawan phirta hai mujhsa kyun pareshaan hokar

Ik maare lahad phirta hai aksar mujh mein

Bewafa kyun hun mein nigehbaan hokar

Usko lagti hain meri baatein nirali jag se

Mushrik o kafir kahe mujhko woh imaan hokar

Usne mujhko hi har ik baat ka mujrim samjha

Muskurata hai bahut hafize zandaan hokar

Dekh leta ASIM agar asraare hayaat

Janam leta hi bhala kyun mein musalmaan hokar

Bahut roya hun meri jaan mein Musalmaan hokar...!

Khan M. Asim...25/09/2008...1:15PM...!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Malang!


Ik nayi kiran ki talaash hai

Ik nayi umeed o justuju...

Khwahishon se malang apni

Mujhe carvan ki khabar nahin...

Tishna tishna saher hui kuch

Kuch shaam guzri muntazir

Kuch wujood dooba yaad mein

Kuch sujood mein fariyaad mein...

Hui hayaat o azal ki

Batein sada hi ajal se

Koi teere nigaah hui

Koi harfe sanam hui...

Ik rang hai ik jalaal hai

Woh husne paikar kamaal hai

Yun toh hai mere saath saath

Woh ajnabi sa sawaal hai...

Jannatein bhi hongi haan

Iska yaqeen ab hogaya

Haan bashindgi yeh qubool hai

Ab sochna hi fuzool hai

Woh jabse mere saath hai

Khud jannaton ka nuzool hai...

Woh hoor khulde bareen pe hai

Jise khwahishon ka paas hai

Woh raqs hai, woh saam hai

Jise dekhne ki aas hai

Bedeedgi kya de rahi

Yeh jism zindah laash hai

Ik nayi kiran ki talaash hai

Ik nayi kiran ki talaash hai..!

- Khan M. Asim...11/09/2008...11:26 AM...Train...missing alot!

Monday, September 08, 2008

Asim Khan Video Waale.. :)


Hichkole khaaye daiyaan, dil mera yun dole

Jab bhi diwaani mujhko tu video-wala bole

Aahon mein basi hai meri,aankhon mein chamacham chamke

Saaqi tu sanam Sharraabi tadpaye hole hole

Aajaati thi milne mujhko tu inhin galiyon mein

Thak jaati toh kehti ASIM ab auto lele

Hans hanske rulayein mujhko saahil ki suhani yaadein

Taarikhi meri woh baatein aur teri nigaah kuch bole

Humwaar nahin hain raahein, ghanghor ghana jungle hai

Aatish ka kise haan darr hai hum bhi toh jawaan hain shole

Arrey call mujhe jab karke tu pyaar se hello bole

Khushiyaan hain mujhe miljaati darwaaze saare khole

Likkhe hai tera deewana ghazlon ko teri aankhon se

Haan chodke duniya-daari dilbar ab meri hole

Hichkole khaaye daiyaan, dil mera yun dole

Jab bhi diwaani mujhko tu video-wala bole..!


- Khan M. Asim...08/09/2008...12:41 PM...CST & Press Club..Mumbai..4myonlyluv

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Jag se niraali baatein uski


Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Har ik kona simat raha yun,

Jaise simtein baahein uski

Aate jaate ek woh chehra

Pehrein uski raatein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Rangin samaa yeh pyaara pyaara

Uske dum se har ik taara

Neina boojhein roz paheli

Kar dun arpit jeevan saara

Saagar ki har mauj diwaani

Yaad dilye baatein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Himmatwaali uski adayein

Bebaaki hai uske chalan mein

Chattaanon si zaat hai lekin

Gul bhi nahin koi ussa chaman mein

Har goshe mein khushbu karti

Mushk laher hain saansein uski

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Mein hun uska agyakaari

Komal sundar woh bewpaari

Itna mushkil usko paana

Guzar na jaaye umar yeh saari

Tadap tadap ke dheere dheere

Mujhko rulayein yaadein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Ghor andhera, kaali duniya

Roz pighalti shaamein uski

Maddham maddham roshan kartin

Yaadeein uski, baatein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

- Khan M. Asim...06/09/2008..2:10 PM...only4u...missing u alot..!

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Woh......!


Haan woh mukhtalif hai...

Kabhi kabhi bachchi ban jaati hai,

Ziddi, chulbuli si...

Narm o naazuk jins...

Jagmagati mutlashi aankhein

Zahen mein dher saare sawaal

Magar izhaare khayaal se nawaqif

Kabhi bilkul meri ban jaati hai

Kabhi zamaane se darr jaati hai

Yun bhi koi kamzor nahi...

Bahut fahmidah hai...

Lamha-tarashi mein uska saani nahin..

Muskura ke har khayaal badal deti hai

Ik tabeeb ba daste shifa,

Meri har bemaari ka ilaaj...

Roshan zameer o khoobsoorti ka paikar

Alfaaz ki kumyaabi o uska husne himalya

Woh kisi tareef ki mohtaaj nahin

Apni misaal khud hai,

Mukammal, shahkaar, koi mojazah...

Bashindae firdos...

Meri mohabbat o zindagi

Saanson ki dor kaho ya

Zamin ka mehwar,

Har gardish usise hai...

Uski har ada niraali hai

Isiliye meri honewaali hai:)

Usko yaqeen hota ja raha hai

Aur mera Imaan hai,

Hum ek honge..!

Badal denge qudrat ke har qaanoon ko

Shayad yahi mohabbat hai,

Aur yahi husne mehboobi...

Khaame thamta nahin...

Khaame thamta nahin...!

- Khan M. Asim...31/08/2008...CST n BEST...8:15 AM...only4u...!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Life..!

Huh, sitting like an idiot in the office, bored and tired of life. Missing my golden days and expecting them to return soon. Life is playing a confusing game, its a puzzle, I am confuse, how to make it more beautiful although its not so comfortable now too but at least she is there to handle a wise fool.

Being pinched by family at every moment, juss thought to loose nerves for a while and got a call, huh, its so hectic, its so dramatic, its like a soap opera, juss killing my mind. Urdutimes' owner died and my whole Sunday lost in kabarastan, have not brushed my teeth yet,no breakfast, no water, no shower. Ohh God!!! bless me, me, my love, my love life!

Though I am always with You, and can imagine you are still around but what about this agony which is killing to me, Just want to see you, want to drink my Jaam! Missing you in my seconds and minutes...

Journo-life is going well, doing some really interesting stories, planning to do two investigative stories, working on story of Vidarbha farmers'.Inbetween did not work on much stories but now planning to finish a major chunk of Pain-ding (pending) stories. Really stressed, two jobs and recently joined MA political Science course in the Mumbai University, have not attended even a single class yet and has been selected for departmenatal representation in University's Student Union elections!

Well, even passing through these painful experiences, living away from my love, still I expect for the best, as she say I deserve best. And You, come soon, I am still waiting, like I always do..:P

Okay friends time over, another story is waiting for me, and You too study or do your work stop peeping into others personal life:P, well don't take it otherwise, hope to see my beautiful life soon...Its GoodBye for now..!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Mujhe tumse pyaar kyun hai?

Yeh lamha beqaraar kyun hai?

Mujhe tumse pyaar kyun hai?

Yun toh har lamha mere paas hi ho

Phir itna intezaar kyun hai?

Raat guzri badi bechaini se

Saher nala-fugaar kyun hai?

Tere milne ka yaqeen hai mujhko

Yeh dil be-ikhtiyaar kyun hai?

Haan aajao isi lamhe mein

Saanson ki yeh pukaar kyun hai?

Sochta hun teri baaton ko

Baaton mein yeh ghubaar kyun hai?

Bin khaaye-piye jee leta hun

ASIM aisa khumaar kyun hai?

Yeh lamha beqaraar kyun hai?

Mujhe tumse pyaar kyun hai?

- Khan M. Asim…August 16, 2008…12:08 PM…Only for you! Missing you a lot!

Friday, August 15, 2008

Mein Azaad hindustan hun!


Jôno gôno mono odhinaeoko jôeô he

Bharoto bhaggo bidhata

Pônjabo Shindhu Gujoraţo Môraţha

Drabiŗo Utkôlo Bônggo

Bindho Himachôlo Jomuna Gôngga

Uchchhôlo jôlodhi toronggo

Tôbo shubho name jage

Tôbo shubho ashish mage

Gahe tôbo jôeogatha

Jôno gôno monggolo daeoko jôeô he

Bharoto bhaggo bidhata

Jôeo he, jôeo he, jôeo he,

jôeo jôeo jôeo, jôeo he..!

Doston aap sabhi ko yaume azaadi mubarak ho!

Allah humein hamesha azaad rakhe, jeene ka sahi raasta dikhaye aur watan ki raah mein qurbaan hone ki taufeeq ata farmaye...

Aameen!

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Jawaab


Usse baatein zara chaar ki

Ghaltiyan maano beshumaar ki

Dost karte hain ab shikayat

Bas yahi inteha hai aitbaar ki

Aaj lamha hai tumne sabar kia

Ghadiyan bhool gaye mere intezaar ki

Hairani tumko bilkul honi hi chahiye

Haalat tum kya jaano dile beqarar ki

Tanzomazah mein Asim kuch baatin keh gaya

Gustakhiyan thin yaaro woh mere pyaar ki..!

- Khan M. Asim…09/08/2008…12:30AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Sher...!

Uske honton se honton ko mila leta hun

Sharam aaye toh honton ko chaba leta hun

Uski garmi se sulge jo badan...

Apni parwaz ko seene mein daba leta hun..!

To be Cont...

- Khan M. Asim..16/07/2008...3:00PM...ETV Office..!