Saturday, February 28, 2009

Life..!

Well, its been a long time, I did not scream here. Although, I hardly worked in past few days. As like always, am a man of mood, so when its off, dont expect me to smile. At the moment, am normal and not thinking anything. Free from all my puzzling tasks.

Recently, a bull-shit movie recieved many Oscar Awards, every Indian feels proud of it although it was not an Indian product. I always adore Rehman, he is a genius but apart Rehamn there was nothing in the movie. It seems to the whole world that Jai Ho is the best creation of Gulzar but they ignored that chaiya chaiya has also been written by the same chap. Cinematography and background score is no doubt at its peak in the movie but there is harldy some research work done by the creators. I have never seen any Muncipal school in Dharavi which is teaching novels like, 3 musketeers to its students. And above all the 20 million question is also based on the same shit. With many loopholes movie became a huge success in Western World, as they hardly know about Mumbai slums but it tested real waters on Indian soil, where although its a hit but not like as a Oscar winning one. Oscar Jurists would have hardly notice the movie if it would have been made by any Indian Company. Its a perfect game plan to capture booming Indian Cinema market. First, they awarded Miss World and Miss Universe titles to some Indian girls, who were not so eligible for the award. So, another Indian market is on the verge of siege. Lets hope for the better future.

Hmmm, personally as i mentioned above, am not so good, planned and changed plan, so just living like a toothless dog, who can bark but can't bite. Looking ahead wth the same ray of love. She hardly finds time to talk and I usually keep fighting for it. Now, planning to move out for a story, but not really in mood to do so...Well University exams are approaching I have hardly seen the sylabuss.

Well, Now Subodh Bhai, our senior Sport Reporter wants to check his e-mails, so have to vacate the hot seat, which is actually about to burn with my temper. So you people enjoy and you too darling, I will surely call you soon, till than keep smiling, I Love you n loads of muaaah's! :)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Pran..!

Mein bilkul vimash hun,

Har padao pe vifal...

Safalta hai ki bhayanak raat!

Woh shabdon ki devi hai,

Yahan har vichaar se asamarth,

viklaang!

Woh har bhuja se samaan hai

Yahan drishti mein kataar hai...

Woh kuroor bhi hai sheet bhi

Yahan shaantata mein ashaant hai...

Updesh uska bhes hai

Hridey pe mayajaal hai

Woh nritkia parilok ki,

Lekhika prem-rog ki...

Woh degayi mujhe daan mein,

Kintu, parantu, bindiyan...

Har shabd apna viyarth hai,

Mein uske kul pe dayarthi...

Woh guru bhi hai woh gyaan bhi

Aur shabdon ka pran bhi!!!

- Khan M. Asim...26/02/2009...1:07PM..I know Hindi:)hehe

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Zamana yun samjha khuda hogaya

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Jo tum se zara sa juda hogaya

Chalo karz dil ka adaa hogaya

Na khaufe lahad na hi mehshar ki chinta

Yun shaahe gulistan gada hogaya

Chashme nam se utar karke qatra koi

Tadapte iss dil ki sada hogaya

Jo ASIM khila to khila bhi woh kya

Tumhari hi koi adaa hogaya..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...9:33PM...Love u muaah!

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Dekh liya humne doobkar ubhar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Teri kasam ki khaate kasam hain

Tere liye dil aankhein ye nam hain

Saari khudai kehti hai humse

Jitne yeh ghum hain utne hi hum hain

Dekh liya humne har ghum se guzar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Doston ki sunein, ashke dil ki sunein

Tu bata saathiya aur kiski sunein

Kehte kehte zubaan hai ukhadne lagi

Dhadkanon ki sunein aahaton ki sunein

Dekh liya humne har baat se mukar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Ek pal bhi nahin tujhse rehna juda

Sochkar bhi kabhi na humse hona khafa

Tu hi dil ki sada tu hi khulde bareen

Arsh si dooriyaan hain magar saathiya

Dekh liya humne arsh se utar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...8:53PM... i miss u!

Monday, February 09, 2009

Tumko aana hi hoga!

Dekh lo...

Apne deewaane ka haal,

Ab toh bezubaan sa hai...

Na koi andaaze bayaan

Na koi range sukhan,

Suraab ki manind,

Banjar zamin ho goya...

Alfaaz aise ke jin mein dhaar nahin

Jazbaat apne tarafdaar nahin...

Mukammal namukammal ban chuka hai

Namumkinaat ka ghubbaar

Aur tumhari umeed ki pukaar...

Koi kaise aitbaar kare

Kaise dil pe ikhtiyaar kare,

Nahin!

Ab yeh bardasht nahi...

Tumko aana hi hoga,

Yeh lamhe tab hi muskurayenge

Jab tum geet gaogi,

Meri baaton ke meri hasti ke...

Tumhara vaada hai aur tumko aana hai,

Saher o shab intezaar karta hun

Bila zaroorat bhi pyaar karta hun...

Ohh!

Tumne phir mehka diya,

Likhne waale ko behka diya,

Chalo achcha hai,

Shukriya...!

- Khan M. Asim...09/02/2009...1:00PM...Train

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Nirvaana


Apni adaa ka usne deewaana kar diya

Lafzon ka jaam dekar paimaana bhar diya

Mujhko nahi shikayat uske dayaar se

Usne mujhe jalakar parwaana kar diya

Farmaane aabidi mein yeh bhi tha ek kaaj

Usne mere ghamon ko shaahaana kar diya

Khud se kahan chupi hai khudki hi koi baat

Usne mujhe hi khudko nazraana kar diya

Maanga kabhi jo vaadah meine haan pyaar se

Usne mere bharam ko faqiraana dhar diya

Aata hai yaad mujhko abru ka paich o kham

Jo muskuraa ke usne rafiqaana kar diya

Kaisi khushi kya ghum hai ASIM kya zindagi hai

Usne tujhe bashar se nirvaana kar diya

- Khan M. Asim...02/02/2009...7:50 PM...Train

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Life!!!

Hehehe.... It was a disaster, guess what? It was my first one to one interview and that too with a very prominent personality, Ameen Sayani. It was a great opportunity to interract with the famous radio announcer and broadcaster. A man in his 80's but can still give a tough competition to youngsters like me with his charming voice.

The moment I entered his office, I found a very old age, dull lloking gentleman sitting on a chair, busy on a long phone call, as we were suppose to wait for about 15 minutes just to end the call. With many hesitations, finally he agreed to have a talk with us on his building's terrace. But as said a disaster, first of all Sayani ji cancelled my two questions by saying he cannot comment. within few minutes the whole talk turned into a disaster as my cameraman asked me to have Sayani ji's sound bytes first and later he took my PTC and bytes, and in that too this smart fool did not record the whole beginning of the interview, which messed up the whole technical work. Finally it was a headache at the editing table for me and after all this and that I transfered my tension to RFC Desk. Lets see, when it will be broadcasted!

Personally, I am happy at the moment, trying to enjoy alone as she is too busy to talk. Although in a long term thought I am too disturb but huh! I wanna move out, but no one is here to accompany me.

I am looking for the season of love, the moments of complete happiness, which she has promised to me! Although she sleeps when I come on TV, she fires at me when I ask for love, but am living with it...Now somebody is asking for the computer here so will write more later..cya!

Friday, January 30, 2009

Shikanja

Lehje ki nazakat o shaista bayaani

Shayad isipe tum fida thin...

Magar...

Ab ek shikanja sa dil pe hai

Kuch baatein turshi turshi

Talkh khayaalaat ki baahon mein

Ik nahamwaar khwabon ka safar

Doobta ubharta sukoon...

Tumhein sab kuch ajeeb lag raha hai

Aur mujhe ajeeb-tar...

Ek aarzue vaadah,

Ek haan aur jhukti nazron ka sawaal

Kisi shabaab ke muntazir ehsaasaat

Aur judte bikharte jazbaat...

Tumhe mujhse shikayat hai

Aur mujhe khud se!

Ek ghubbaar jo sange meel banna chahta hai

Ek sange meel jo ghubbaar nazar aata hain...

Izhaar aur iqraar sab hochuka

Magar...intezaar ki ghadiyan,

Aaj bhi jaari hain...

Naabina dhadkanein,

Aur behri saansein

Aaj bhi jaari hain...

Baatein hain tumhe paane ki

Aur hosla, rezah rezah!

Tumse mohabbat o khudse adavat

ajeeb si kashmakash hai

Beher o bar ke is dasht mein,

Mein tanha hun!

Go tum mere saath ho,

Magar yeh khaamoshi,

Mein kya kahun tumse,

Bas chalta ja raha hun,

Tum abhi humraah ho...

Aur mein,

Abhi zindah hun,

Apni bepanah mohabbat ke saath!

- Khan M. Asim...28/01/2009...2:05PM...plz b with me always!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Anjani galiyan hain,

Anjane raaste

Phir bhi hun chal raha

Mein tere vaaste...!

Yeh kaisa sapna tu ne dikha diya

Friday, January 23, 2009

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!


Abhi ishq mein hain badi dooriyan

Abhi se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Sitaaron se aage ke sunte hain qisse

Zamin se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Dehleeze dil se guzar ke toh dekho

Zara maikadon se utarke toh dekho

Yeh mehfil mein ronaq hui kiske dum se

Faqiron ke ghar se guzar ke toh dekho

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Jo tumko yeh duniya lagti hai pyaari

Adaawat yeh kaisi adaa hai tumhaari

Jo parton mein khudko chupake hai rakhkha

Kya tumko zaroorat nahin hai hamaari

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Iraadon ke pukhta, O imaan waale

Karam apna karde dilo jaan waale

Khayalon mein kiska hai tere tassavurr

Tu humko bataa de, O shaan waale

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Farishta yeh kehta hai jannat se aakar

Abhi humse mil-lo shaffaqat se aakar

Sitaare siyasat mein khoye hue hain

Abhi naam lelo mohabbat se aakar

Abhi ishq mein hain badi dooriyan

Abhi se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

- Khan M. Asim...23/01/2009...2:34 AM...juss finished it..n posted4u..loveU...muaaah:)

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Shukriya!


Kya kahun?

Dil, dhadkan, ghazal ya fasana

Dharti, anbar, waqt ya zamana

Yeh kainaat jhoom uthi hai

Aaj, honton pe tabbassum hai fatehana

Na kisi kaam ki chinta

Na kisi baat par dhiyaan

Tum par vaalihana nisaar hone ka jazba...

Yeh thirakte qadam aur saanson ka utaar chadao

Tumhara khayaal aur tum hi se baatein

Ab na iqraar ki zaroorat hai

Na izhaar ka intezaar...

Har lamha...barge gul sa...

Narm narm o khushbudaar...

Ek azeem milan ki aas

Naumeedi ki aatish bujh gayi hai

Aur tum...

Wajood-e-kainaat si chamakti ho

Tum sirf zindagi de sakti ho...

Aur mein zinda hun...

Shukriya!

- Khan M. Asim...17/01/2009...1:24PM...Train...Only4u..LoveU..Muaah:)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Life !!!

I usually think before writing but now thinking to write anything. I am dying inside, and this agony is enough to finish me. We kept discussing, fighting, crying and finally landed at the same old theory of keep things going as they are. Well, I dont want any more comment on that, am tired of life!

But Why? Why can't I take your name in public, why should i keep things things secret and till when? We both keep pondoring, What will happen? and then think, okay..hojayega...but is it so easy? You understands my emotions and feelings but you have certain other priorities, why so? I keep you at top in preferences but why I am at bottom line in your choices?

I have a bundle of questions and am tired of carrying it. When I look at you for help, I feel more insecure. Mostly people say I am very lucky boy, that am fortunate enough to work in a big media house at a young age, but they dont know my agony. They don't know what does career means and what importance you have in my life. Why I keep repeating your name at every second, why i love to spend time in talking with you?

Do you know the answer? although you will say yes but i feel you dont know...basically we are in a journey and we dont know the destination, and also we don't want to plan it out to have a successful reach. your silence makes a major difference, it terrorise me.

I feel pain, feels to end life, and finally burst out everything at you. Now its up to you to decide, I promise that I will be always there with you in each and every condition, I assure you all the esteem and smiles in the future, but am really uncertain about your side, Will you be there always? Till when I should keep hopes alive? Till when I should keep saying Yes? Will you marry me without any if's and but's?

I hope you will come to me one day, and will give me a positive reply, i look for an unconditional love and marriage. Its we who are supposed to decide our life, so ball is into your court, think upon it and let me know. I am waiting...!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Yeh kasrat kis dawa ki hai???


Har dawa ki kasrat

Zaher ban jaati hai!

Toh phir ishq???

Yeh kya hai? yeh kyun hai?

Laakhon ghudsawaron ne

Iss dasht mein zeen kheenchi

Najane kitne shehsawari bhool gaye

Koi manzil ko paa gaya

Toh koi humsafar hi kho beitha!

Mujhe koi aitraaz nahin

Tumhari ghaflat o berukhi se

Magar....

Kya hua uss dilnawazi ko?

Tum mustaqbil ko roti ho

Mujhe maazi yaad aata hai......

Woh baahein yaad aati hain

Nigaahein yaad aati hain

Jo mujhko kondh jaati thin

Adaayein yaad aati hain....

Taalluq mere daaman se

Kisi ghum ka kabhi na tha

Yeh kaisa ghum yeh aahein hain

Fizaon mein fughahain hain

Meri umeed kyun paspa?

Kyun aankhon mein udaasi hai?

Tumhari dillagi thi bas

Hamari zindagi goya?

Abhi chalna nahin bhoola

Yeh khanjar bhi piyaasa hai

Abhi saanson ki sar sar mein

Tumhara naam aata hai.....

Jise sab ishq kehte hain

Mujhe bhi woh maraz hai kya?

Zara batlao toh aakar

Mera yeh dard kaisa hai?

Yeh aahein kiski aahein hain?

Nazar thehri hain jis rukh par

Kiski woh nigaahein hain

Zara batlao toh aakar

Yeh kasrat kis dawa ki hai???

- Khan M. Asim...10/01/2009...1:22PM...Train...!

Monday, January 05, 2009

Vaada


Tere vaade ki hum nazar rakh lein

Zindagi ki koi khabar rakh lein

Tujhse milkar jo dil ko chein mila

Saari khushiyon ka naam ghar rakh lein

Paas apna makaan kiska hai?

Teri palkon ko umar bhar rakh lein

Kis mein dum hai mita sake humko

Aarzoo bekhatar rakh lein

Tu meri hai yaqeen kaafi hai

Mar mitein, dil jigar rakh lein

Naam isko hum koi dekar

Pyaar ka ik shajar rakh lein

Tu ne ASIM ki har sada sun li

Tere qadmon pe apna sar rakh lein..!

- Khan M. Asim...05/01/2009...8:54PM...LOVE YOU:)

Here are my first words in 2009...

Aa gaye noor se zulmaat mein hum

Phir isi shahere tilismaat mein hum

- Khan M. Asim...05/01/2009...11:40PM...

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Shamma tum jalaye rakhkho


Har taraf jung o jadal, firqa parasti ka samaan

Sukoon milta nahin ab peeri aastaanon mein

Charkh e gardun surkh ast, zehreli aab o hawa

Har taraf lahaul hai ab toh aasmaanon mein

Nadamat o pashemaani virasat ban gayi ab toh

Zindagi utaran hui goya musalmaanon mein

Joshe jahad ab phoot raha hai baanke naujavanon mein

Goonjti hai la-ilaha ab toh kohistaanon mein

Loot liye sab dariya usne, atom uska sarmaya hai

Phir bhi joote khaa jata hai ab woh registaanon mein

Doob gaya hai sooraj go ke Iraaq o afghaanon mein

Shamma tum jalaye rakhkho ghar ke roshandaanon mein

Yakja hokar ab mil jao, aman ka parcham tum lehrao

Muskura ke dil behlao, hai baat yahi farmaanon mein

Doob gaya gar ilm AYESHA saghar o paimaanon mein

Tumhari daastaan tak na hogi daastaanon mein...!

- Khan M Asim...27/12/2008...2:500 AM...on request of my dearest baji...:)

Friday, December 26, 2008

Mein kab tak karun?

Tumko paane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Hansne hansane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Baaton ki baaton mein

Yun hi mein uljha rahun

Sochun yeh kehna hai

Tumse mein kaise kahun

Roti ho jab bhi tum

Mein kya karun?

Tumko manane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Urdu mein likh dun toh

Hindi tum kehti ho

Tumko sunane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Yaadon mein guldasta

Lekar tum aati ho

Bolun mein ooncha toh

Aahista kehti ho

Chupne chupane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Aati ho milne haan

Mujhko tum sapnon mein

Door ho kyun magar

Hoke tum apnon mein

Sapne sajane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Hansne hansane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

- Khan M. Asim...26/12/2008...12:00 AM...only on ur request:)

Monday, December 22, 2008

Sotudu..!!!


Aaj neend kisi lihaaf mein so gayi hai

Zahen pe roshni ka shaibah tak nahin...

Do pal ko uski awaaz aur phir khamoshi'

Uski sada ke saath nuzool hoti subah

Aur palkon mein ghuroob hota aaftaab

Kahin gum hai,,,

Urooj o zawaal uski chaal hai

Kabhi daayein toh kabhi baayein jhuk jaati hai...

Wahi billi jaisi aankhein aur sherni si dahaad

Mujh mein koi oodbilao ho jaise,

Har pal darta aur sahemta...

Woh muska de toh khil uthta hun

Woh titliyon sa tabbassum aur awaaze pur-tarrannum,

Magar!

Aaj ki shab kuch tanha si hai,

Si nahin! tanha hi hai..!

Kyunke woh mehjabeen bahut door hai,

Hijr ki raatein, wasal ke khwaab

Aur yeh angdaiyan..........

Pal pal thamta o thakta khaame

Aur kore kaghaz ka safed dil,

Be-zarar o be-jajba,

Jo sirf rangna jaanta hai, khilna nahin........

Uske husool ki tammanaayein

O Manane ki kaavishein.............

Issi raat mein,

Taare bhi hain aur sayyaare bhi,

Chand bhi hai air raat-raani bhi

Magar mein hun ke khoya sa,

Kisi sone-waale ko jagana chahta hun

Kisi ke labon ki adaa bankar muskurana chahta hun

Magar mein kya karun??? Woh khamosh hai!

Tamaam koshishein nakaam,

Aaj mein pyaasa hun, bilkul sookha,

Ek khauf hai, jo jagaye rakkhe hai

Shayad kuch honewaala hai...!!!!!!!!

Uff!!!!! huh...!!! Ab sun bhi lo....

Meri jaane bahaar, subah ke taare....

Hello, hello...oye...tum hi se keh raha hun...

Oye Sotudu, mein hun...mein,

Tumhara Rotudu..!!!!!

- Khan M. Asim...22/12/2008...2:20 AM... plzz wake-up now..!

Look, you did not give me, my lucky charm and I lost a job today...keep loving and keep giving it to me, I can bear hundred's of Tsunami's but not a single moment without you! so be with me always, I know you are, but still..heheheehe...Love You!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Roshni ka sawaal lagta hai


Uske dum se kamaal lagta hai

Har andhera mashaal lagta hai

Jugnuon sa chamak chamak ke woh

Roshni ka sawaal lagta hai

Haan bhatakte aab-deedon ko

Zindagi ka khayaal lagta hai

Yun toh beitha hai khoya khoya sa

Har kisi se fa-aal lagta hai

Tishnagi yun badha gaya meri

Husn-e-pekar, Jamaal lagta hai

Daantna uski aadat hai

Waise aksar dayaal lagta hai

Dooriyan kab hatein ASIM

Ab toh jeena mahaal lagta hai

- Khan M. Asim...18/12/2008...8:55 AM...juss spoke to u n wrote it...Love You...muah-:)

Monday, December 15, 2008

Mere dum hi se toh yeh duniya hai


Mere dum hi se toh yeh duniya hai

Aur agar mein nahin toh phir kya hai

Zindagi bhi ajeeb rasta hai

Har qadam pe yahan toh marna hai

Zindagi ki bhala hai kya waqa't

Har nafas ko yahan toh marna hai

Yahi baatin kahin khuda toh nahin

Yahi lamha yahi zamaana hai

Tere kooche mein darr lage hai mujhe

Jo hai qaatil wahi masiha hai

Zaher pi lun mein tere haathon se

Yahi ASIM ko raas aata hai!

- Khan M. Asim...11:30 AM...12/01/2002...

Well, you can see the date when i wrote it, i think then i was in 10th standard, dont remember the girl's name who was standing infront of me at the bus stop! yupp i wrote it looking at her at a bus stop near to my school, n ya it was i think our unit test time! exam was too good, ofcourse i was in a good mood:)

Friday, December 05, 2008

Kuch na kuch teri khatir kar jaonga

Kuch na kuch teri khatir kar jaonga

Haan mohabbat se apni mukar jaonga

Ab na jee paonga, bas guzar jaonga

Teri duniya ko rangeen kar jaonga

Lamha bankar ke A*** kisi shaakh se

Raahon mein teri bikhar jaonga

Ghum ka sagar kaho ya qatra koi

Teri aankhon se banke utar jaonga

Zindagi tez toofan dikha na mujhe

Tu kya samajhti hai darr jaonga

Gira bhi agar uski nazron se mein

Had se had itna hai mar jaonga

Ab ASIM sanbhalun mein kitna isse

Khudi se mein ladke kidhar jaonga

Khan M. Asim...05/12/2008...11:49PM...Finally landed at you..happy!