Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Faisla



Pal pal marte lamhe

Kal jawaan honge,

Haqq kis ka?

Qaatil kaun?

Kahin massarrat, kahin maatam

Fasle khizaan hai seh-paher!

Mandir, Masjid?

Mulla, pandit,

Ek tuk, hamatan-gosh...

Faisla hai qaazi ka

Sawaal hai riyazi ka

Magar, kisi ne socha hai?

Kya rabb ka farmaan hai?

Kya kehta quran hai?

Kahan pe khush bhagwan hai?

Ghanti mein? ya shradhdha mein jaan hai?

Kaun inhein vedon ko padhaye

Kaun inhein iqra sikhlaye...

Ek taraf talwaar to

Ik jaanib dhanush-baan hai

Aur mazloom?

Sirf Hindustaan hai!!!

-Khan M. Asim...29/09/201...10:05PM..Train...in context of Ayodhya verdict to be announced tomorrow!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Life

Hi friends, coming back to my page after a long time. In between had nothing to talk about and everything to be discussed! But for that we need time, as it goes with my temper same goes with my time, it’s too short!

All of you know with what circumstances am going through, being unemployed is sort of a crime, so tried best to hide from myself but was beaten up by every moment! Haah, again those boring tales! No don't kill me; I have something nice and cheering to share here.

I intended to start my advertising agency since college days, Had created some newspaper ads with the name of Emerald International, which is actually my brother's Export, Import firm. But I had a dream to run a full fledged advertising agency cum a media house. Being a journalist never wanted to go away from my passion, so had a difficult time to decide how to go about it. Thanks to my dear friends, Imran, Saad, Hozefa, Ibrahim and Faizal, with whom I had a good beginning and the brand came out as Media Monks! Whatever may be the reason the project eventually failed but had a good learning experience then.

To survive is what we do in this world and I was no exception so I continued with my ETV job. But after being with the company for two years and hence not receiving any incentive for my hard work was very unhappy and irritated and finally resigned in last March. And the question raised what next....! Applied almost in all the leading publications and media houses, spoke to hundreds' of friends, including those guys, who used to call me for the information then and now don't pay any heed towards my calls. So had a big slogging period.

Right now, I am sitting in my own cyber cafe! Now, the question is, what am I doing here? yeah... Let me introduce you to my new venture, Emerald International!

After struggling for few months for a good job, as I don't wish to join anywhere, any place. So, I planned to resume my passion of advertising, which was almost killed during Media Monks' downfall. I designed one plan for an office, its required infrastructure and investment but was dejected by pitaji maharaj! Hence was suffocated and confused, but fortune favours the brave, the great English saying applies here too...

Three weeks back a friend of my mine called me up, he wanted to set up a Canada-based call centre and BPO office in India, he was looking for my assistance to guide him to a right party, so who can better than my own self, discussed the whole plan with Tarique Bhai and we sent him our proposal, he accepted and we agreed to the terms. Luckily this time our father, the lord of our home also agreed to lend us some financial support.

Then we were looking for an office in a good location again comes the English saying time supported us. We met a guy Abid Khan at Nerul Railway Station; he runs a cyber cafe here. We enquired about property rates and rentals to him and he gave us the details. Above all, he provided us an offer too, he said he intend to give his cyber cafe including the machines on rental, if we want we can have it! This could be a best offer to any newcomer in the market. We went home discussed and finalised the deal with him.

Now, since July 13, we are handling the cyber cafe, the office will be renovated soon and the cabins will come in shape. Guys and girls are to be employed and a fully fledged advertising, marketing, call centre, BPO, public relations, designing, media buying and selling, market research, B2B and B2C selling firm or say a small media house came into existence.

So, till our advertising office gets renovated we will be having just cyber cafe running here, even after its accomplishment we will continue with the net cafe until we receives a good profit.

So now am happy, as am giving lectures of journalism in Rizvi and SNDT (Matunga) Colleges, have a full fledged office to spent time and a good girl to love forever. Hope, these days remains with me till death and business generates that success, which can feed to our next generations. (AMEEN)

In the end, thank you for your kind support and reading till these lines. And my girl doesn’t repent for being with me, these difficulties have a very short period and we have a long happy life. So just enjoy and be with me forever...Muaaah...Aaashchi!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Humko to hai tumse pyaar!

Tumhe ho na ho

Humko to hai tumse pyaar

Kyun na karein

Lamhon ka hum aitbaar

Yeh jo lamhaa hai

Yeh jo sagarr hai

Dono gehre hain

Dono behre hain

Aata nahin humko kahin qaraar

Tumhe ho na ho

Humko to hai tumse pyaar!

- Khan M. Asim... 9:20AM...17/07/2010... Hmmm writing this song but being in the office its not possible to ink further and finish it, so will complete it soon, till then enjoy the few lines :)

Arz kia hai!!!

Ghar gaya, daftar gaya, darbaar khaali hogaya

Ab koi mehfil nahin sansaar khaali hogaya

Uska aana uska jalwa aur kitna intezaar

Khabrein padhte padhte yun akhbaar khaali hogaya!

- Khan M. Asim... Thursday, 14/07/2010 at 4:31pm

Sayyaad tha masti mein bulbul thi parehsan

Kambakht shabe vasal bani phir shabe hijran!

- Khan M. Asim...13/07/2010...2:30 PM!

Maut haqeeqi hai wafa nibhayegi,

Ishq majazi sirf ruswai de payegi!

- Khan M. Asim...16/07/2010...12:30PM

Jo toota hun toh judne ka hunar jaanta hun

Mein ASIM hun, apni qadar jaanta hun!

June 30 2010...at 6:12pm!

Monday, June 28, 2010

Seene se lag ja mere


Seene se lag ja mere

Aa mein jahan waar dun

Jitna koi na kare,

Utna tujhe pyaar dun!

Mujhse hain keh rahin

Saanson ki beicheniyaan

Beh ja tu iss reile mein

Hone de athkheliyaan

Kaisi yeh sharam o haya

Seene se lag ja mere

Aa mein jahan waar dun

Jitna koi na kare,

Utna tujhe pyaar dun!

Duniya ke iss kone se

Duniya ke uss kone tak

Sooraj tulu hone se

Raaton ke dhal jaane tak

Shamma ke dhal jaane se

Shamma ke jal jaane tak

Jitna koi na kare,

Utna tujhe pyaar dun...

Seene se lag ja mere

Aa mein jahan waar dun

Jitna koi na kare,

Utna tujhe pyaar dun!

Aakhir kyun yeh dooriyan

Kyun na mita dein inhein

Mausam hai barsaat ka

Ji bhar ke bheega karein

Boondon ki har ik ladhi

Paighaam yeh de rahi

Seene se lag ja mere

Aa mein jahan waar dun

Jitna koi na kare,

Utna tujhe pyaar dun!

- Khan M. Asim...28/06/2010...7:20PM...Millenium park, nerul!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Ishq


Aaye jo yaad unki, raahe faraar kis ko

Vaade pe kyun nazar ho ab aitbaar kis ko

Nazrein bula rahi hain saansein pukarti hain

Aahon mein jal raha jo mein dun yeh pyaar kis ko

Aisi bhi kya nadamat bin jaye na bane jo

Gustakhiyon pe apni ab ikhtiyaar kis ko

Hum sa koi kahin hai ae aaine bata de

Jalwe jamaal ka ab intezaar kis ko

Khud zoq khud taba hain hum jaante hain isko

Par maraze aashiqi mein ASIM qaraar kis ko!

- Khan M. Asim...26/06/2010...7:50PM...Millenium Park, Nerul!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Kabhi-kabhi

Kabhi khamosh beithe hain kabhi woh gungunate hain

Kabhi khud door jaate hain kabhi hum ko bulaate hain

Woh hanste hain woh rote hain kabhi daaman churate hain

Kabhi shikwa jataate hain kabhi sab bhool jaate hain!

Hijir ki bheegi raaton ka nasha kuch aisa hota hai

Kabhi unko yaad karte hain kabhi unko yaad aate hain

Bigad kar tooti nindya se yun ajnabi ho jaate hain

Kabhi humko jagaate hain kabhi humko sulaate hain

Garam apni salahon par, woh yun taane sunaate hain

Kabhi woh dil jalaate hain kabhi hum ladkhadaate hain

Na maa-ash hai na zariya hai, hue kuch yun apahaj hain

Kabhi dhadkan thaherti hai kabhi woh maar jaate hain

Thaher ja zindagi ab toh ke ab hum chal nahin sakte

Kabhi hum ilteja karte kabhi woh daud jaate hain!

-Khan M. Asim...15/06/2010..1:45PM to 16/06/2010... 10:05 AM..! please ignore the changing pattern in the poem from romantic to sarcastic as its swung by my mood, the difference in lines is due to change in winds in my life since yesterday till now!

Monday, June 14, 2010

Life

Tensed, Stressed, Frustrated, Disturbed, nervous and many more words, all applies to me these days. Tired of calling and pleading to people, looking for some real solution and needs just peace of mind. Loosing old friends and making new friends, don't know whats happening but am not enjoying it!

I always admire those who stood by me in my struggling period, some friends made it to the flowers and few went futile. Now i can just see them through memory lanes. Those days are gone and now am just an unemployed soul. And most of the times abusing myself for being so short tempered and sometimes recieving the same from other ends too. Money was never an issue for me, I earned I spent but now its a big issue, no penny, nothing works then. Huh!

Every another man come and starts giving lectures on professionalism to me, some say you will get a good job some say market is down, wait for a while, some try to make me laugh some are just interested in getting their work done. Nobody wants to spent money all want me for free, from all those stupids few encourages me but most of them demoralises. I can say am selfless but I too have big ego issue with my inner self! Can't take these things for granted, they can't do this to me.

Mom is still not keeping well, having above 400 diabetic level. Now she is on three times insulin a day. I fear alot these days. Scared of unseen cruel moments, can just feel it can't express, hope everything goes well!

No home in Mumbai yet, and have to shift again.. tired of shifting every two year. But what to say, when life is so wicked i can just try to laugh. I know its sheer madness, but yes i am!

There is nothing new on your front as well, all same we fight, we console, we cry we laugh but but but.... What to say, you know all, am just lonely, unable to share certain thoughts with you as well. Haah!

I just need a good job, where i can do what i wanted to. may be a good job is a solution and may not be a solution at all as am more loosing on heart front then the professional. Hmm, can't eloborate anymore on this here.

Well, all the best Indrakshi for a happy married life. I hope efverything goes well between you and Rakesh. And yes, you also Pray the same for me and Her. Look am still caged, can't take your name openly. Hope you make me free soon from this bounding and take my name publically.

I pleaded in my recent poem for the same old days, i want them to repeat, want to enjoy the same smile, same laugh and same love, again i say, let us get back to old days, please! keep smiling and loving to me!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Laut aao..!


Ek ladki

Hasmukh thi, diwani thi,

Mein usko chahta tha

Woh mujhko chahti thi!

Zindagi toofaani thi

Har mauj mein tughyani thi

Raaton ki neend o sukoon

Uski baatein uski kahani thi

Har pal ik nayi kehkashan

Uske khayalaat mein janam leti

Aur mein lamehdood safar karta

Aur jab thak kar choor hota

Uski baahon mein gir jaata

Woh aksar, kuch kehte kehte ruk jaati

Aur kehti...

Simmi ninni aarahi hai

Aur isi gardan mein

Woh so jati...

Uski duniya sirf mujh tak thi

Aur mein?

Sirf uska!

Waqt badla, mausam badla

Aur manzar bhi...

Yun toh woh aaj bhi mere saath hai

Hamdard bhi hai aur humraaz bhi

Magar,

Ab lamhon mein woh taab nahin

Raatein dum ghotti hain

Unmein woh shabab nahin

Neend kahin gum hai,

Tanhai mein sukoon nahin...

Duniya tarraqqi pe hai

Aur woh bhi,

Bas kaam kaaj mein uljhi

Aur mein?

Pata nahin kahan choota..!

Iss andhere mein,

Aaj bhi unhi lamhon ko tatol raha hun

Chahta hun,

Woh phir jawan hojayein

Phir wahi kahani ho

phir lori der tak ho

phir raat wahi suhani ho

Aaj phir barsaat ho

Aur manzar uski zubani ho,

Kaash!

Magar,

Namumkinaat ka samundar

Bahut wasih hai...

Aur mein?

Doob raha hun!

Berozgaar,

Tang dast, tang dil o tang nazar

Bas tang hun aaj kal...

Woh ladki,

Ab bhi mere saath hai

Magar,

Kum muskaati hai

Har baat pe akharti hai

Umar badh gayi magar

Bachpan abhi bhi jawaan hai..

Uski khushiyan, uski hansi,

Meri zindagi!

Magar,

Inke adum se mar raha hun

Lamhe daud rahe hain

Har sa-at raftaar pe hai

Aur mein?

Unhi,

Bholi baaton, yaadon mein ji raha hun!

Ladti hai jhagadti hai,

Phir bhi meri hai...

bas yahi khayaal, saansein deta hai...

Itne peich o khum ke baad bhi

Woh mere saath toh hai,

Aur mein?

Uske!

Bas, woh din kahin gum hain

Kaash! woh laut aayein

Tum laut aao,

Aajao!

-Khan M. Asim...13/06/2010...2:15AM... Let us get back to old days, please! keep smiling and loving me!

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Beparwah Sa-at


Sharma ke hum yun aapke pehlu mein aagaye

Saanson se dhadkanon mein dil mein sama gaye

Jugnu lapak ke hum ne mutthi mein bhar lia

Neinon mein aaj taare yun tim tima gaye

Ithla ke kyun ho kehte tumhe pyaar hai nahin

Mina, sharaab, saaqi kyun tum mein aagaye

Hai dil fareb lazzat beparwah sa-aton mein

Lamhe bhi chunke aap hi qismat bana gaye!

- Khan M. Asim...31/05/2010...9:50PM..Train.. Could not continue to write it further as i lost the link in between!

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Pyaar ka mausam hai door na raho!


Wahi karvant wahi saaya hai

Wahi mausam ne geet gaya hai

Tum hi se baharien zinda hain

Tum hi se megh chaaya hai!

Haiiii...

Pyaar ka mausam hai door na raho

Idhar dekho, idhar socho

Kuch baat toh kaho

Ho ho ho...

Pyaar ka mausam hai door na raho!

Maan lo maan lo

Baat yeh meri tum

Pyaar se kuch kaho

Haath ko thaam lo

Pyaar do pyaar lo

Ho ho ho...

Pyaar ka mausam hai door na raho!

Nainon ko, jhukne do

Dil se dil, milne do

Arre har janib charcha hai

Logon ko, jalne do

Jisse dil darta hai

Woh baat na kaho

Ho ho ho...

Pyaar ka mausam hai door na raho!

Anbar ki yeh bhasha hai

Zara sa dil pyaasa hai

Sabhi hain muntazir ab tak

Tumhara hi dilaasa hai

Ab khamoshi se kehdo

Ke door ja raho

Ho ho ho...

Pyaar ka mausam hai door na raho!

- Khan M. Asim...02/06/2010...7:45 PM...Millenium Park, Nerul... The moment it started raining, i began writing it!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Pyaar

Kehte hain dildaar hai pyaar

Aji do dhaari talwaar hai pyaar

Ik taraf hai dilbar jaani

Du je mein dushman hai pyaar

Majnu hai sangbaar shaher mein

Laila toofanon mein faraar

Uska milan aur uski baatein

Aur uspar zaalim intezaar!

- Khan M. Asim...21/05/2010...8:25PM..!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Atankwaad


Khaaki hai inka rang khaaki zubaan hai

Rishwat hai inka kaam baaki gumaan hai

Har baat pe lahoo har baat pe hai jung

Haathon mein inke aaj bhi geeta-quran hai

Haan jung chal rahi hai atankwaad se,

Atankwaadi kaun hai? bas musalmaan hai!

Beja koi phansa hai koi karke chala gaya

Khanjar utha kahin, kahin gayi jaan hai

Jo zaalimon ka saath de aazadi ke baad bhi

Saare jahan mein bas mera Hindustan hai!

- Khan M. Asim...22/08/2006...7:20AM..Train..
Wrote this small poem while going to college...!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Life!

Bored of sitting idle at home. I cannot rest anymore, i want some work....haah, i was just typing this line and Dinesh Bhai (Dinesh Mude, IBN Lokmat, Aurangabad) pinged me... What else i want, some encouragement, support from friends and an assurance of a better future, thanks dinesh bhai for rendering some positive energy to me.

So, was interrupted in between by many calls, and then just now had my lunch at 4 PM although am free at home. Passing my team sitting online for the whole days and nights, keep commenting on walls in facebook... Not writing much these days... Moreover, am tired of brain storming too... so don't feel to do anything..!

Mom is not keeping well, smae with dad, have to vacate this flat as soon as possible, so looking for a good flat in a better locality... Where only good human resides, as some people say, mohammadan areas are worst to stay!!! well being a muslim i can just feel bad after hearing that, which is actually not the case so...

But the best thing happeing these days is, I GAINED 7 KG's of weight and its all her magic. Her arrival changed my day and night, colour of my simple life... Its the joy which is reflecting in my weight and body! Thank God, she is here.. otherwise i would have got mad. But she fights with me every time.. Dont understand me, and am just tired of all this nonsense!

She just turned down my mood completely, not in mood to write anymore, sorry friends will write more later... Bye!

Monday, May 17, 2010

Kaam gaya, aaraam gaya!


Kaam gaya, aaraam gaya

Kund zehni se naam gaya

Kafe kazaa ne yun jakda

Masarraton ka jaam gaya

Kisi ada mein yun khoye

Sahi ghalat ifhaam gaya

Thar-thar kaanpa yeh aalam

Jahan talak ahkaam gaya

Unn shagufta nazron se

Phir dil ko payaam gaya

Garam jhulaste maidan ko

Baarish ka inaam gaya

Uske aate hi ASIM

Bad, achcha anjaam gaya!

- Khan M. Asim... 17/05/2010...7:30PM...Millenium Park Nerul..!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Raftaar


Ab toh dil ko qaraar nahin

Keh do ke tumko pyaar nahin

Raat tanha kat gayi yun hi

Ab woh khwab-o-khumaar nahin

Dard haathon se dil ko aa pahuncha

Kyun gham se humein faraar nahin

Kya bacha hai jahaane gulshan mein

Baaghbaan pe bhi aitbaar nahin

Jeet kar humse kya mila tumko

Ab nasheman bhare bazaar nahin

Go khamoshi fateh ki hai rehbar

Na-umeedi pe ikhtiyaar nahin

Jiss se dil ko sukoon milta tha

Gham mein baaki sharaar nahin

Chalo maana ke tanha hai ASIM

Ab woh daud woh raftaar nahin!

- Khan M. Asim...12/05/2010...4:20 AM!

Sunday, May 02, 2010

Junoon

Raahe junoon mein yun hadd hogayi,

Haan ishq se ab darne laga hun,

Sanam parwari mein yun bhoola khuda ko,

Ke ab lamhe lamhe mein marne laga hun!

- Khan M. Asim...02/05/2010...1:28PM! will finish it later now exams are going on..!

Friday, April 30, 2010

Shikayat


Aks se darna

Har baat pe jhagadna

Yun hi Beithe aahein bharna

Maamule zindagi hai goya...

Maahol mein woh shadaabi nahin

Lamhon mein raftaar toh hai

Magar,

Baaton mein kaamiyaabi nahin..

Kaam gaya, aaraam gaya

Ab thak kar sukoon nahin milta

Har baat pe hairaani hai

Harkat pe pashemaani hai...

Kahin waqt mujhse naalaan hai

Kahin waqt se mein door hun...

Mustaqbil ka aitbaar nahin

Aur haal pe ikhtiyaar nahin

Ik kainaat ke manind

Jiska kinara na soojhe

Iss safar mein,

Na manzil hai na rasta

Aur zaade raah kuch nahin

Issi udhed-bun mein

Sooraj doob jaata hai

Na lamhon se shikayat hai

Na duniya se...

Mein khud se khud hi hairaan hun

Mujhe khud se shikayat hai!

- Khan M. Asim...30/04/2010...7:10 PM...Millenium Park, Nerul

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Koi sunne ko awaaz bhi hai!


Yeh kaisi aahein bharta hun

Yeh kaisi fughahein karta hun

Jab dost hi hogaye dushman apne

Phir kyun mein jiya karta hun!

Gham ke andhere baadal ki

Barish mein bheega beitha hun

Jab fasal hi hogayi barbaad apni

Kyun barish ki tamanna karta hun!

Patthar ki lakeerein kehti hain

Yeh hashar bhi tera hoyega

Dushman toh Dushman hoga hi

Par dost bhi dushman hoyega!

Dharti pe zamin ki beitha hun

Par chaand ko dekha karta hun

Jab taare saare toot gaye

Kyun chaand ko dekha karta hun?

Dhadkan hai dil par bojh bani

Awaaz zuban ki chup chup hai

Duniya ki haalat dekhne ko

Khamosh nigahein rakhta hun!

Kehne ko hai baat bahut

Par kehna bhi paana mushkil hai

Hum khaamosh zuban se kehte hain

Par tumko samjhana mushkil hai!

Duniya ki udhed-bun mein khoya

Bas apne ooper hansta hun

Duniya ke diye in zakhmon ko

Inaam banakar rakhta hun!

Kismat ke kiye in sitamon ki

Kismat se shikayat karta hun

Aankhon se hamesha hansta hun

Par dil mein roya karta hun!

Gar zakham diye the mujhko yeh

Kya inka koi ilaaj bhi hai

Ek pal baazigar hai woh

Dooje mein mohtaaj bhi hai!

Yeh mana humne bhi hai khuda

Par ismein chupa ik raaz bhi hai

Masjid ke khaali darichon mein

Koi sunne ko awaaz bhi hai!

Apni duniya mein hun bas

Apni duniya mein rehta hun

Sabse hanskar milta hun

Par tanhayi mein rota hun!

- Khan M. Asim...30-03-2004...4:30PM... Well thought to post one of my old poem as nowadays i hardly write, well, its not here for critical review as i wrote it long back, and is in very childish language but won't edit it as i have some memories behind these lines, editing lines in the poem means erasing old memories!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Life

Hmmm, its been long time I reported here. Well, phone is connected and my baby is sleeping:) I just came from Andheri, travelled in second class compartment of Mumbai local after a long time, and after a hot date with fellow commuters took a shower at 2 AM.

So you must be thinking, why i mentioned the second class compartment, well I Quit ETV! and at the moment I am unemployed, so trying to get along with the old age practice of cost cutting. I have no money to make happy my honey! So struggling. Currently, looking for both business and job offers, wants to work at both at a time, let us see where i go.

Hmm, so you have another question, Why I quit? Right?... Well, it was a contract based work to which we extended from one year to another. Worked with etv for exactly two years. Leaving ETV was really painful, not because that i was going to become jobless for a while but I felt back stabbed by someone in the channel, not just by someone there were many others too. How would you feel? when you get the same promise for exactly two years and all of sudden you come to know something really unbearable.

I worked with the channel for two years on contract basis with the promise from the top bosses that i would be soon designated as the city reporter. Although I was acting as a city reporter, performing all the tasks, in fact, was shooting too from my own camera, even met with an accident during a shoot, was bed-ridden for some months and had to cough up about Rs. 9000 for camera repair, which did not provide me any sympathy of bosses, and still on papers it was just posted as contributor! Being a BMM (journalism) graduate and having four years experience in the profession does not stand up to the level of certain so called good boys of the channel! And ongoing internal politics was just killing my all talent, hence i decided its better to quit rather crying for whole life.

I know some people may not agree with my this thought but i felt to share it here, as ETV Urdu puts me into stereo image of an Urdu journalist and sailing into Urdu journalism means closing all other doors to connect with the masses, so I had to any how quit it some day, so why not 23rd day of March, the day i resigned!

So, I am unemployed but i feel, would soon join some good Hindi/English channel or English print, online option is also available but that's at the bottom of the graph. Business plans are completely shattered, after a disastrous experience of Media Monks designed a new proposal for business loan but do not have adequate basic fund to show in my account. But I would soon register the new company as Emerald International with DIC. If anyone interested for business partnership, you are welcome :) basically, if somebody can help me out for company expenditures.

I hope for the best from life, as it has given me the best girl, it would also give me the best job! yes baby money is not a big concern, we will earn enough to survive! And I am sure Allah will not let me down on this statement, so just keep faith in me and keep smiling. Its just your love which encourages me to live and am sure its vice versa!

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Apni har baat ko paimana banaya usne


Guftugu ki toh shikwah bhi jataya usne

Muskurate hue chehra bhi banaya usne

Ik nithalle ne khudai ka kia jo dawa

Phir nigahon se harmein dikhaya usne

Aise bhatka hai majnu bhi sehra mein bahut

Humko aankhon mein shabo roz ghumaya usne

Rang bikhre toh tasveer mukammal samjhi

Apni har baat ko paimana banaya usne

Ik qalandar se khudai hui yun goya

Kyun ibadat ko tamasha hai banaya usne

Jisne dekha ghash khaa ke wahin dher hua

Ik qayamat ko mujassam yun sajaya usne

Khwaab, fariyaad seene mein yunhi daud gaye

Yun mohabbat se jo ASIM ko bulaya usne!

- Khan M. Asim...06/04/2010...10:50PM...Train!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Saara bandhan tod dia


Tumhara qissa tumhari baatein

Saara bandhan tod dia

Hanskar Rokar raah pakadkar

Lamhon ka rukh mod dia

Saat paher naakaam kahani

Yun mujhko jhinjod dia

Ghum hi ghum peene ko mila jo

Meine tumko chod dia

Jhanjat saare chod tumhare

Khud ko khud se jod dia!

- Khan M. Asim...25/03/2010..4:55PM...Sahara Samay Office...On resigning from ETV NEWS!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Umeed ki talaash mein!


Ab aage kya kahun???

Aaj phir,

Unhin thaki thaki...

Be-jaan raahon pe hun!

Jahan har rasta masdood

Aur kaamiyabi makhdoosh hai!

Jin se umeedien thin

Woh be-murrawat nikle

Carvan aage badha

Aur humsafar kinara kar gaye!

Yeh na-umeedi ki pagdandi hi hai

Jo aaj bhi wafadaar hai

Jo mujhe khud pe kheench rahi hai,

Haalanke...

Mein mudna chahta hun

Mein udna chahta hun,

Magar!

Yeh jumood hai

Rukunga, gir jaonga!

Isiliye,

Beh raha hun, chal raha hun

Umeed ki talaash mein!

- Khan M. Asim...15/03/2010...4:50PM..!

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Har taraf shor hai, jidhar jaate hain!


Sochte sochte yunhi lamhe guzar jaate hain

Kis tarah log vaade se mukar jaate hain

Ashk aur ishq hai puarana rishtaa

Ghum se maanoos hue, ghar jaate hain

Bekhudi se khayalon mein yunhi mar jayein

Bas tere naam ke hote, thaher jaate hain

Ghonslon mein milenge na aba-beel kahin

Jis taraf daana mile, udhar jaate hain

Dhoondte hain sukoon chahar sun ASIM

Har taraf shor hai, jidhar jaate hain!

Khan M. Asim...08/03/2010...10:50PM...Train

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Gulshan lahuluhaan hai!


Matla bilkul saaf hai,

Na abrr, na ghatayein,

Magar, fiza aaludah hai!

Bebas ghutti tamannayein

Nathne phula rahi hain,

Din ka ujala o tareek raat

Khaamosh nigahein,

Aur beparwah baaghbaan

Kaun hai, jo nahin jaanta?

Magar...

Kiska naam lein,

khanjar ka ya goli ka,

Kaisi bekhudi, kaisi sarfaroshi,

Lamhon ki udhedbun

Aur maatmi maahol...

Aaloodgi se beparwah

Phool toh ab ja chuka!

Hai fiza abhi mahek rahi

Sooraj hai uga hua..

Magar,

Maatami maahol se har shakhs ubhara jayega

Yeh farz nibhaya jayega

Yeh karz utara jayega!

Talaash gumshudah hai kyun?

Yeh dhoondte hain chaand ko

Chodhwin ki raat mein!

Saazish chaahe jiski ho,

Bulbul ki ya gulchin ki

Magar,

Gulshan lahuluhaan hai!

- Khan m. Asim...23/02/2010...3:30PM...marathi Patrakar Sangh...Well this poem is dedicated to Shaheed Advocate Shahid Azmi! I have some memories of him as i met him many a times, I just could not believe whatever has happen on Feb 11. May Allah Shower HIS blessings upon him and keep him in heaven!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Wireless


Have you ever thought to have access to all kinds of information e-mail, databases, news, stock quotes, and company reports from your car, without a desktop computer? Wireless technology makes this possible. We are already beginning to see such applications. Wireless Technologies are for people who are always on the move and yet want to stay connected.

Today, whether we are at home or away, inexpensive wireless connections have made life easier. The wireless connectivity either through mobile phone usage or by high speed broadband internet connections has become an integral part of the urban middle, upper middle and higher class’s life.

It is hard to live with a dial-up Internet connection these days with the image and file sharing websites growing in popularity more and more. Even if one lives in a remote area, there are ways of getting inexpensive wireless broadband internet. Many mobile companies offer facilities to connect via mobile phones and one can even get broadband via satellite.

The wireless sector is booming in India. The ratio is increasing with growing literacy level. There is no doubt that India has world-class wireless networks and the other advantage is that the entire country is covered by a single standard, GSM 900, which is not the case in many other big countries worldwide. The subscriber base for cellular services is growing at a lightning speed, with 90 per cent growth
recorded last year.



The country recently had a record addition of 15.08 million wireless telephone user in August 2009 and has catapulted the total subscriber base in the country to 494.07 million, closer to the government's 2012 target.

Experts attribute the surge in wireless Web use to a combination of falling handset prices, network upgrades, and an economic expansion that's leaving many young people flush with disposable income. India's economy is growing at over nine per cent, and younger consumers, especially those working in call centers, can now afford the personal digital assistants and Research In Motion (RIMM) BlackBerrys that, as recently as a year ago, seemed out of reach to everyone but wealthy business-people and other professionals.

The challenge for providing high speed Wireless Internet Service is soaring in India. There is a greater demand for wireless Internet as people want to stay connected to the web wherever they go. The Indian wireless market is mainly dominated by the major players like Tata Indicom, BSNL, Reliance and Airtel.

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Chahta hun!


Dariya mein ravaani chahta hun

Mohabbat javedaani chahta hun

Tumhare bin bahaar kaisi hai

Haan Tumse zindagani chahta hun

Samandar keh raha hai moujon se

Fizaayein aasmaani chahta hun

Nigahein khar khar kyun har sun

Haan thodi gulfishaani chahta hun

Hijr ki tareek raaton mein

Manzar kehkashaani chahta hun

Milein kyun ajnabi se hum

Kahani phir puraani chahta hun

Hai apni soch mein peeri

Ke tumse nojawaani chahta hun

Haan raahe deen mein ASIM

Zara si be-imaani chahta hun!


- Khan M. Asim...08/02/2010...4:20PM...!

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Life!

"Raised to the ground or razed to the ground", well its "razed to the ground". Hmm am still learning English. Heard this phrase hundreds of time but today got caught red-handed with simple spelling error, raised or razed! Thanks to internet!

So, am hiding at home today! not willing to do those imposed stories, i feel i should not be a part of big frauds, as some people do, they want me to become like them but they don't know, there is someone behined me, who keep me going and doing and thats myself, to which i can't ever let down!

I have decide it, kick me out if you want but i won't suck to your words. This guy who back-stabbed me, although he was close to my heart, why should i be with him? So. Mr., Sorry I cant be a part of your programme.

Politacally if we see, look what Balasaheb and Raj Bhai are doing, Mukes bai, and Sahrukh bhaiya i feel are not safe in Mumbai anymore! Azmi lost the election and a minority seat went to beloved Sena! chalo badhia hai...!

Aah, let me come to the life now, well am still trying to pacify with the momentum. Life is too fast. There are no new openings in the market, or may be i don't fit to the bill. Still trying and applying, but no one is calling me up, come on guys, call me up, you are loosing a good talent! hahaha, You know am over the top, or what we call it, cloud nine! reason, i don't know, am just happy! ab kabhi kabhi aise bhi hota hai!

Now, i don't have much cards in my hand, so going by the wind, let it take me where it can. Happy at home, Dad talking to me, Mom feeding to me and sister and bhai loving me, what else i want! Yeah, now you will be thinking about my girl, this notorious baby is still making me cry with her beautiful smile!

Well, i will be back soon, thinking to pen down some thoughts but still unable to contemplate them. Till then you people enjoy, and let me fight with my cat, she thinks, she is the best, well i agree but still i follow King Khan, I am the best!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Andhkaar


Ik ajab andhkaar hai

Waqt pe manjhdhaar hai

Kyun tooti har aas hai

Kahin roshni ka dwaar hai

Khanjar ghunpe hai peeth mein

Kahin khoon, loot-maar hai

Ghum se sooraj dhalta hai

Kahin chaand sharamsaar hai

Jug poojta hai naam ko

Yeh kaisa ahankaar hai

Priley, param hai eashwar

Ya mera Sansaar hai

Aman ki lo hai bujh rahi

Har phool sangsaar hai

Kab koi masiha aayega

Har zarrah beqaraar hai

In doobti umeedon mein

Mujhe sirf tumse pyaar hai

Haan honton pe machal raha

Bas.................hai!

- Khan m. Asim...13/01/2010...1:25 PM...Train...Those who are too close to my heart can easliy fill in the blanks!

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Naya saal aaya magar ghum wahi hain..!


Naya saal aaya magar ghum wahi hain

Tum tum nahin ho magar hum wahi hain

Naya saal aaya magar ghum wahi hain..!

Tumhe apni ulti bhi seedhi hai lagti

Hamari haan baatein hain tumko akharti

Na milne ka ab tumko armaan raha hai

Jo hukmo hai deri na tum ho thaherti

Naya saal aaya magar ghum wahi hain..!

Tumhein kaam se kyun nahin ab hai fursat

Kya dil mein zara bhi bachi hai na ulfat

Jo baahon mein hon toh paraye lago tum

Yeh kaisa milan hai yeh kaisi hai furqat

Naya saal aaya magar ghum wahi hain..!

Baghavat yahan bhi ubharne lagi hai

Haan tumko hai chaha nahin bandagi hai

Bhula denge shayad sanam tumko aise

Yahi zindagi hai yahi zindagi hai

Naya saal aaya magar ghum wahi hain

Tum tum nahin ho magar hum wahi hain

Naya saal aaya magar ghum wahi hain..!

- Khan m. Asim...07/01/2010...3:20PM...Train...Hope it will ring alarm for those who are bored of me!

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Raftaar


Tez raftaar zindagi,

Aur meri bepahiyon ki gaadi,

Khamosh nazron se

Bas taak raha hun,

Inn kirnon ko

Jo har patte ko sunehra kar rahi hain...

Magar iss dil mein

Sirf tariki hai...

Umeed ki lou

Aakhiri kagaar par hai

Toh yaqeen bujha hua

Be-sood, nakaam lamhe

Massarrat ka koi shaiba nahin,

Aaj Mumbai local ke,

Doosre darje mein,

Zindagi,

Teesre darje mein daakhil horahi hai,

Magar,

Kuch kar nahi sakta,

Mein haar chuka hun,

Iss raftaar se,

Na-mukammal...

Khatam!

- Khan M. Asim...1:25PM...04/01/2010..Train

Friday, January 01, 2010

2010



Mubarak tujhe yeh naya saal ho,

Meri tarah se tera haal ho,

Yun joote padein 12 mahine tujhe,

31 december ko na ik baal ho!

Khan M. Asim...11:00AM, Jan 01, 2010... HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Life

Hi friends, one of the worst year of my life is about to end! This year I faced hell loads of problems, it was more trouble than comfort. Right now, I am sitting in ETV's Andheri Office, which is about to shut down soon. These people are transferring all PC's, machines and equipments to Ramoji Film City, Hyderabad. And employees here are being transfered to Jharkhand, Ranchi, all around the country.

So, who said Recession is over. ETV, did not kick out any of its employs yet but now these guys are are facing the rath. And as I am already at the bank so i have less chances of sinking down. But what about those who dont want to shift anywhere else than Mumbai. Yes they have no job then.

I personally feel, to tackle the recession is a management job, its not the failure of the employee but the failure of the managerial skills, so these so called managers should be kicked off not the poor lower staff.

This year, I met with many accidents and insane incidents too. Attacks and injuries were common, still eight days are remainning, and God knows what he has kept in them. Lok Sabha, Vidhan Sabha elections, internal and external terrorism, and Sachin Tendulkar were the part of most of the headlines. Sachin not only for his 20 years in Cricket but more for being dragged into regional politics by the Hindu Hridey samrat Bala Saheb Thackrey.

Clash between MNS and Samajwadi Party was one amongst the most hillarous scenes. Abu Asim Azmi being slapped for taking oath in hindi. Which made Azmi an over night hero and turned so-called Marathi manus Raj Thackrey into villain, but he is getting a better response amongst the marathi manus, even more than the samrat. Raj and Azmi both have command over thier speeches. While Raj ate many of Sena and BJP seats in both the elections Azmi became a first time MLA, that too from two constituencies. And now, he is contemplating how Farhan can win the Bhiwandi seat, which he had to vacate for bi-election.

Other things are still the same, India is demanding Hafiz Saeed from Pakistan, US and NATO forces are tackling with Alqaida and Taliban in Balochistan, Or if I go with Mir Hasil Khan Bizenjo (Pakistani Senator), are busy in exploiting the mineral resources over there. Isreal is still killing Palestenians, and Government of India is still implementing schemes for upliftment of minorities. (A never ending story)

The Governemnt has agreed to form new Telangana state. And the demand for other small states are in the air. Modi is being appreciated for his dressing sense, the second man in the world history after Hitler who not only killed thousands but did some developmental work. Mulayam's daughter in law lost election by 89 thousand votes, shame shame.

It was drought season not only for Dubai World, which crashed like twin towers but also for my poetry, as i hardly wrote poems and other stuff. Did not had much time to laugh as injuries made me ooh aah. Amongst the happiest moment is her arrival in Mumbai and yes i gained four Kg weight.

This Computer is having really bad resolution, I can't sit infront anymore. Will write more soon. Love you Darling, will surely write something in coming eight days.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Yahan bhagwaan bikta hai!


Kahin sammaan bikta hai, kahin insaan bikta hai

Yeh kuch aisi dukanein hain, jahan bhagwaan bikta hai!

Koi mandir banata hai, koi masjid banata hai

Koi qabron ko rota hai, kahin shamsaan bikta hai!

Koi parche chapata hai, koi kitaab likhta hai

Koi bhaasha ko gaata hai, kahin ehsaan bikta hai!

Kahin darje hararat hai, riyasat mein siyasat hai

Koi mazloom apnon ka, kahin farmaan bikta hai!

Kahin beruni taaqat hai, kahin bheidi hai apnon mein

Koi rozi ka maalik hai, kahin imaan bikta hai!

Kahin pe khoon ke dhabbe, kahin bachcha tarasta hai

Kahin anbaar noton ka, kahin armaan bikta hai!

Koi hindu samajhta hai, koi muslim samajhta hai

Koi kisna ko beiche hai, kahin usmaan bikta hai!

Kahin dhava hai dilli pe, kahin mumbai dahelta hai

Haan phir aajao angrezon, ke hindustaan bikta hai!

Na jee paata hai uljhan mein, na khulke saans leta hai

Haan boli tum lagalo ab, ke ASIM KHAN bikta hai!

- Khan M. Asim...16/12/2009...6:30 PM...Train+office+Bus+Footpath

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Ehsaas


Unse shikwah bhai kaisa shikwah hai

Jinko shikwon ka koi paas nahin

Aaj hanskar samay guzarenge

Aaj mausam kahin udaas nahin

Tujhko dekha toh dooba meikhana

Ab nigahon ko koi pyaas nahin

Kaun jeeta hai mar ke uthne ko

Tere bhatkon ki koi aas nahin

Log ladhte hain bewajah yunhi (After talk with monsters)

Dard o gham ka koi ehsaas nahin

Ab toh khushiyan bhi chubhti hain Asim

Muskurana bhi dil ko raas nahin

- Khan M. Asim...07/12/2009...5:15PM... i was in a good mood till fourth pair but then i spoke to some monster and lost it!

Friday, December 04, 2009

life

Huh... why it happens to me? why dont people let me smile, when i want to, My mood was turning okay but again same old story. Smart chaps in my life instead making me strong they ruin my health and sense. I want to run away from this non sense.

I dont want to smile any more niether i want to cry. I want some space, litle loneliness. Thinking to jump into the sea or to bang head on the wall. dont know what exactly to do. its hell here. And am dying. Bye

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Ghum


Zindagi ka humein faasla kum mila

Jis bhi daaman ko dekha wahi num mila

Dard badhta gaya, qatal hote gaye

Jab bhi khilwat mein humko woh humdum mila

Ik naya silsila degayi bekhudi

Har qadam par humein ik naya ghum mila

Usko paane ka jab bhi tuhiyya kia

Aina chup gaya aur sar khum mila!

- Khan M. Asim...03/12/2009...2:00PM..!

Monday, November 30, 2009

Jaane Mehfil

Tumhe kuch khabar bhi hai mehfil ki

Saansein thak chuki hain ab gul ki

Nahin talluk isko ab rasme yaara se

Aankhein nam hui hain yun dil ki

Har shaher mein apna koi milta hi hai

Zaroorat kya padi hai yun jul ki

Zahen taaza hua jo tumse baatein ki

Haan yaadein de gaya ussi til ki

Karun shikwa yeh sheva ab nahin deta

Tumhi ho jaana, jaan ab bhi mehfil ki!

- Khan M. Asim..26/03/2009...8:49PM...

adhoori

Ek hi rasta khwab mein khwab ka,

Muntazir kyun rahun phir tere jawab ka!

Zindagi ka safar itna lamba kahan,

Kya hai roze hashar kya hai din hisaab ka?

Charche chalte rahe husn aur jaam ke

Yun hi thamm sa gaya lamha ik azaab ka

Tujhse milte rahe hosh khote rahe

Mil saka bas tujhe safha ik kitaab ka!

-Khan M. Asim...Mid-November 2009...

Well this ghazal still remains incomplete..but still posting it here..I Don't remember date and time...

Mein kaun hun?


Aankhon mein dard

Dil mein chubhan

Ajeeb sa khinchao o tanao

Phadakti ragon ka ek hi sawaal

Raahat, raahat

Mukammal raahat...

Nakaamiyon ka palda neeche hai

Aur tarazu-e zindagi daama dol,

Kab, kahan kya hoga?

Agla lamha kya layega?

Ek jumoodi soch,

Aur kabhi na khatam hone waala raasta,

Taareek bayaban,

Aur talaashe roshni,

Justuju khud ko paane ki,

Magar kyun?

Kya hai roshni mein?

Saakit andhera,

Ek ansujha khila

Na kaamiyabi ka maza

Na raahaton ki umeed

Ek nuqta, shua o khayal

Yeh hai toh kya hai?

Kyun hai?

Mein hun toh kya hun?

Hun toh kyun hun?

Aakhir,

Mein kaun hun?

-Khan M. Asim..02/11/2009..07:05PM...Train...

Friday, November 27, 2009

EID MUBARAK

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!


Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega

Yeh gul bhi bada pachtayega

Royega meri tarah tanha

Raahon mein saddh jayega

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!

Jab dard uthega seene mein

Phir kaise qaabu payega

Mehfil se nahin naghmon se nahin

Khud se hi ghabrayega

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!

Koi rang dhanak ka payega

Koi hirni sa lehrayega

Hasratein leke dil mein bas

Yak-sun takta jayega

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!

Phir oas banegi chingari

Par badla jafa hojayega

Sochega meri tarah yunhi

Aur aansu sa beh jayega

Jab pyaar ka mausam aayega!

Yeh gul bhi bada pachtayega!

- Khan m. Asim...27/11/2009...1:20PM...am not alone but feeling like one!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Life

Ek hi rasta khwab mein khwab ka,
Muntazir kyun rahun phir tere jawab ka!
Zindagi ka safar itna lamba kahan,
Kya hai roze hashar kya hai din hisaab ka?

(2 couplets of my new ghzal, which is yet to be posted here)

Time does play a key role in life... hahaha arree, why I am laughing on the statement, yes it does... and one who dont care for it, sits at home like me and pleads for pardon. Ohh God forgive me and make me a free man, a man who can move, who can talk sensibly, who can laugh at right time, who can smile at beautiful girllls...oops cute kids...!

Well, smooth rides are over, trying hard to recover all my assets for a quick come back but i know it might take a much longer time, then it could have. Now, even though she is around but things are not going the way they should. Earlier i used to just get frustrate and blasts, now I am more calm and silent cause am getting used to it. What else can one do, except it?

Keeping several works on pending and then doing ten things at a time does not mean being versatile. And one does pay for his carelessness like i am doing now.

Now i am looking for newer opportunities but its hard to get into them. Bloody so-called recession has eaten up my career. where i go, i hear, yaar recession chal rahi.. you are dear friend who will refuse you, wait for some more time, now i dont know much, wether its recession which is hurlde or thier intentions.

I have not written a complete ghazal in a month time, eaither wrote one or two pairs, 3-4 couplets or poems and have not posted none on the blog. now fighting with throat infection, completely bedridden.

Today, we are rememberring 26/11 mumbai attack. But why to remember it, the whole system is too worst. We keep blaming each other. I know Hasan Ghafoor personally, he is a gentleman, if he is saying something then atleast a per cent of it have to be there, but what again, an enquiry! I saw the whole incident last year. I was posted at Nariman House, i read the chaos amongst people, the sensationalisation of the whole event by the media and we as the media persons. The Mumbaikar today wants to forget the darkest day from the history of mumbai but media is hitting hard again and again on television. But what to say, media has only one way to earn its bread... its a job have to be done, order, YES SIRR!!!

Now am feeling li'l tired i think i need rest, so folks i should post it...ohh yeah i forgot to address her, yes dear you are safe here and yes dont worry i will be back on track soon. Love you muaah!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Happy Diwali

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Bharam


Waham hai guman hai yeh kaisa bharam hai

Mohabbat mein hum pe sitam hi sitam hai

Jo maqtal mein nazrein ghumake yun dekha

Sanam hi sanam hai, sanam hi sanam hai

Faqeeri o ghurbat ka yeh muamla hai

Pasheman pasheman, sharam hi sharm hai

Raftaar dheemi hai inn baadalon ki

Musafir pe ab toh zulam hi zulam hai

Nishana bana bas mera aashiyaan hai

Ke dujon pe uska karam hi karam hai

Tumhe chaand choona hai kaise chuoge

Zamane mein har sun dharam hi dharam hai

Haan duniya ko jannat bana loge apni

Yeh Asim tumhara bharam hi bharam hai

- Khan M. Asim...7:25PM...15/10/2009...Train

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!


Aakhri had tak jaana hai

Khud ko yun hi behlana hai

Raahon mein jo kaanta hai

Chubhna hai chale jaana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Qasam jo khayi hai dil mein

Usko ab man-vana hai

Dushman mere dost hai tu

Tujhko ab pehchana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Kamzor nahin yeh saansein hain

Tadpa le tadpana hai

Dopehar bhale hi aa jaaye

Sooraj doob hi jaana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

Jeena hai nahin ab mar marke

Haan lad ladke mar jaana hai

Hai chaand ko haathon mein lena

Yeh vaada khud se nibhana hai

Aakhri had tak jaana hai..!

- Khan M. Asim...14/10/2009...1:39PM...Train...WE WILL WIN:)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Life

Hmmm, Coming back to my page after months. But i always come here when am unable to scream. Feeling low and calling my all positive spirits to fight back. Its not that am bogged down but its thought process, which is actually sinking.

Well, you might be confuse with first para here, so leave it. I am trying to smile now but a trial is always a trial. Certain things happens in life, which may take you towards darkness, so same happening with me as am no wonder a humanbeing. At thought of humiliation popped up in my senses and i did the nonsense.Felt to cry even. Now, am at home with my mobile, which is switched off at the moment. Do not want to hear Mr. KM anymore. Dont know why people do it, they are so shrewed politicians that they drag everyone into the hell. I always ignore such idiotics but sometimes they get over the top and a man like me (unfortunately short temper)get completely irked and just run away.

So, i have decided something, will resign by the end of this month, instead doing hardship and obeying the b******! Well this is my space so i can abuse here. Today, it was all enough to feel humiliated as it was the election day. And i all prepared to put extra efforts was sitting idle like an idiot. So I kept pondering about my current position in life. Although I was contemplating the same thought since last two nights but today the thought became concrete for me. So instead putting all hardship for no results i will prefer to sit at home, sleep and relaxe.

And by God's grace you are coming here, and I feel your arrival will change my destiny too. So looking forward for those lovely moments. I know you will take me out of this pit, you will bring me into light and would enlight my present and the future. I know a brigt future is awaiting for us. I have seen such moments in past too, so my thoughts might be dying but not the hope, which say i will over come it soon.

You know, am thinking about places where i can take you, where we can dine, where you can reside and where you can smile for me. So darling do come soon as am looking for my fortune to come to me itslf! And the thing above all is that, i need you at every moment of sad and joy. Can't take much abuses and want to reply everyone who say am a failure. Yes I am not a failure. I am the one who topped and will do the same again if you accompanied me forever. Love you baby, muaaaaaaaaah :)

Chalna Chahta Hun


Udaas, bezaar

Nakhush, beqaraar

Khamosh, beikhtiyaar

Zindagi..!

La-mehdood khayalaat

Tilismati Safar

Aur zulmaat si haqeeqat

Mein ab thak chuka hun...

Pur-umeed toh hun,

Magar..

Shamma se darta hun..!

Tumhare aane ki masarrat

Aur yeh qaatil intezaar,

Sabhi se begana sa

Iss pagdandi par

Mein tanha chal raha hun..!

Qadam rukna chahte hain

Saansein thamna chahti hain

Aur mein,

Chalna...

Sirf chalna chahta hun..!

-Khan M. Asim...12/10/2009...8:10PM...

Friday, September 25, 2009

Shab-e-Furqat


Yeh kya kia tum ne!

Yeh haq bhi cheen lia...

Ab aansu bhi ghulam hain goya

Hukum se behte hain

Hukum se thamte hain...

Yaadein,

Zahen ko majhool kar rahi hain

Tumhare saath beeta har pal

Tumhari muntazir har saa-at

Sapnon ka maayajaal

Har dor apni jaanib kheenchti

Na ankhiyan mein neend

Na dil ko qaraar

Sunna chahta hun wahi izhaar

Tumko mujhse pyaar hai

Aur kya kahun tumse

Ab toh ikhtiyaar nahin

Muskurahat naapeid ho goya

Diwaana dil maghroor tha

Magar,

Meelon ki doori

Yeh shabe furqat

Zameen pe le aayi...

Kaash tum sun sakti

Jo mein tumse kehna chahta hun,

Mein jaanta hun

Do aankhein,

Andhere mein ghoor rahi hain..

Dil beqaraar yahan hai

Toh chein wahan bhi nahin hai

Ishq pe meri ijarahdaari nahin...

Tum bhi wahan jaag rahi ho...!

- Khan M. Asim...24/09/2009...1:40AM... missing you alot!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Aajaao


Ae lamhon,

Thamm jao

Ya mujhe rone do..!

Yak-musht mitti se lamhe

Aur mein dafan horaha hun...

Lamhon ke badhte awzaan

Saath hi tajavuze ghutan

Zindah dargor hun goya...!

Tumhari sheerin batein

Shaguftagiye rukhsaar

Nazron ke teer o lamse geisun

Sabhi kahin gum hain..!

Khamoshi, tanhai

Doobti umeeedien

Tumhare vaade,

Aur

Mein...

Sabhi muntazir hain

tumhari aamad ke...!

Ek rishta,

Jo pukhta hona chahta hai...

Ek javedaani milan

Jo sachcha hona chahta hai...

Mein wahi hun,

Tumhara khota sikka

Wahi manhoos aawaaz hai

Phir wahi sadaa hai

Aajaao...

Isse pehle ke mein khamosh hojaon..!

-Khan M. Asim...23/09/2009...01:59 AM... I missing you, please come soon, love you, muaah :(

Monday, September 07, 2009

Life

Ohhh God! please help me. I need you at this moment. Everyone is asking for money, net-wala to cable-wala and there is no cash in my pockets. No salary since three months and have to pay many bills. Please, save me!!!

Yeah, just now the cable guy came, he asked me for money, which is pending since months. And I was begging to him please come tomorrow, I will arrange atleast half amount, and he rudely replied, "Its better cut the cable!". And I felt so humiliated that cant be expressed in words. Look, What time has come to me. Am all down feeling like cry. Just trying to pecify myself. I have promised him for tomorrow, but Dont know, from where I will be paying the bill to him.

Whereas my health is concerend, the condition is still the same. Nothing changed, little bit improvement. And this dirty hand is paining more!

Job, went to office 3 days back, did one story and again resting at home. After so many talks with bosses there is no hope for the promotion in near six months. As it violates thier so-called company rules. And am all frustrated with it but cant even think to move to some other organisation for that i have my own, personal reservations. Lets see, What will happen.

Love ride is going alright, we fight, scream, weep, but still we are together and we will forever. Want to see her smiling always. I love you darling. muaaaaaaah..

I Have to go for namaaz now! so will catch you people soon. till than please pray for me!

ya, am back from Namaaz and feeling relaxed now. So continuing my talk, I was talking abt mylife,I feel ashamed of being myself sometimes and for that I have certain personal reasons, which I cant write even in this so personal page. All I can say is, please understand me! after all I am human. I am tired of this behaviour. I need my time and your support in everything of mylife.

Do I need to say anything further, I think even this was not requird but its better to write sometime. So rest of the things you know very well, even this hand requires rest, so am stoping it now and ya peeping into your mailbox;P

I love you and will love you even after my death because its not body its soul, which loves. Waiting for your arrival here, hope you come soon and free me from all the problems!

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Life

Right now, I am sitting in my office...And I really dont know whatever I am thinking. Writing about myself after a longtime. Right wrist is on supporter, and as i am a right hand man, can not type much. Well, am recovering, feeling better now. Li'l bit hungary but its Ramzan time and I am invited for iftaar at Taj hotel from Saudi Arabian Consulate.

This is not my first iftaar party this year. On Sunday, I attended Chief Minister's Iftaar Party at Haj House. And then at the same evening interviewd Anees Ahmad, cabinet Minister here. After, sending 2 stories then sent whole interview today. Earlier to that I was invited by Abu Asim Azmi for iftaar, but due to injuries and certain other personal issues i did not come, but am happy the way Mr. Azmi reacted... He called me up and asked, What happen bhai? tell me I am your elder brother, If I can help you, just let me know..! I was damn touched with his words and really felt nice. Thank you Mr. Azmi.

Personally, Life is going cool, had a fight with her last night and did not let her sleep then. Now, everything between us is fine. Future tension is still there at the corner but I blieve that we will tackle it well. And I am Happy that nowadays she is understanding me litle bit, that might be happening in fear too. But whatever it is, alright :)

Anyways, i ahve to wrap it up here, as have to move out for the Iftaar program. See you people soon, have to discuss so many things yet. And ya darling, I love You and I will never let you sleep :P Love You, Muaaaaaaaah :)

Shikayat


Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

Tumhe apna sapna suhana hai lagta

Yahan abtoh jeena bahana hai lagta

Kise jaake ab hum ke dil ki sunayein

Sanam mein bhi humko zamana hai lagta

Tumhe kya padi hai meri raahataon se

Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

Tumhe humne arshe bareen pe bithaya

Khudi se bhi ziyada tumhe dil lagaya

Na maaloom tha ke yeh anjaam hoga

Jo kaanton ko daaman mein khud se chubhaya

Tumhe kuch nahin hai haseen sa-aton se

Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

Tum bin nahin tha jo jeena gawara

Tumhe lamhe lamhe mein humne pukara

Jo tum ko shikayat hai itna kahenge

Haan aawaaz denge na tumko dobara

Tumhe bhi shikayat Mujhe bhi shikayat

Mujhe faaslon se tumhe chahaton se...!

- Khan m. Asim...01/09/2009...1:15 PM...Train.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Karvant


Lamha ba lamha

Dheere dheere

Doobti ubharti saansein

Ab raftaar le chuki hain...

Taareek khayalon ka khol

Ab utar chuka hai...

Kuch baatein hijr ki

Aur phir khayaale vasal

Wahi andaaze bebaak

Kaamiyaabi ki lo abhi roshan hai...

Tum bhale door sahi

Zindagi maghroor sahi

Magar yeh himmat o jazba

Tootega nahin...

Zindagi,

jo kahin lamhon mein qaid thi

Aaj phir azaad hai,

Aur mein...

Masroor o shadaab

Kamiyabi ka muntazir

Tum mein,

Tumhare saath...

Jee raha hun :)

- Khan M. Asim...31/08/2009...11:56 AM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Majbooriyan!


Rozo shab ka hisaab hai goya

Ab toh jeena azaab hai goya

Majburiyan naam hai mohabbat ka

Kaun ho tum? khitaab hai goya

Kaam saare bigad gaye apne

Dil bhi khana kharaab hai goya

Roonthkar na mana saka usko

Uska milna bhi khwaab hai goya

Yun chupaya hai chaand ne sooraj

Falak pe kuch utaab hai goya

Jitna behte hain mein bahekta hun

Aansuon mein sharaab hai goya

Yeh dard yeh tanhaiyan Asim

Zindagi ka jawaab hai goya

- Khan m. Asim...1:10PM...22/07/2009...Wat can u expect from a broken heart!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Manzil


Yeh siyah lamha hai

Khudko kamzor mehsoos karta hun,

Aasmaan baras raha hai

Aur piyasi zameen naha rahi hai,

Zahen majhool sa hai,

Khayalaat hain ke ghubbaar,

Har zarre mein maut ki aahat

Phool hai ke khushbudaar

Mausam hai ke khud-mukhtaar

Aur ek hum hain,

Apahaj!

Na koi aazaadi na koi qaid!

Taang hain magar chal nahin sakte

Hont hain magar bol nahin sakte,

Chahte hain magar pa nahin sakte...

Saanson mein bejod khinchao,

Aankhon mein nakaam umeedien,

Har sun dukhaan,

Siyah safed sab ek hai

Tum ho meelon door

Aur mein khud mein khoya,

Koi tumse juda hai

Aur koi juda karna chahta hai,

Rasam o rivaj ki aari chalne waali hai

Aur yeh dil bargad ki tarah dheh jaayega

Mein nahin jaanta, kya keh raha hun

Bas itna jaanta hun,

Yeh itna aasaan nahin

Iske samjho mere humsafar

Hum sath saath hain,

Magar

Manzil abhi door hai!

- Khan M. Asim...21/07/2009...3:24 PM..Home

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Life

Hun, so shall i write something? no, i dont want! watching 10kaDum now, Salman presenting Dharmendra and Sunny Deol... ohh yaar, sometime feels lonely and sometimes am on top of the world. Thinking and hoping for best.

Arre yaar, i will write later, now am not in mood, take care!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Tumhari Aamad


Ujdi basti sookhe khet

Zindagi bikhri ret,

Tumse udaas khudse bezaar,

Wahi rivayati kahani aaj bhi ravaan davaan hai...

Tum imtahanaat mein mashghool

Aur mein,

Kamiyabi se bahut door!

Umeedein tumse rubaru hone ki

Guftugu ki kalaam ki,

Dil ki tum zamin bani

Aur zindagi neelaam hui...

Shikayat o ranj ka ik mehlool

Khoone jigar mein shaamil hai...

Jurrat parbaton se ladhne ki

Magar justuju tmse baat kehne ki...

Nahamwaar marhale,

Roz o shab ki dhadkan hain...

Tum ho ke apni manzil pe

Mein rehguzar mein khoya hun...

Ta-hadde-nazar sabzah hai magar

Shaadaabi nahin!

Zehreela neela aasmaan

Tumhare hone ka gumaan...

Sheerin khwabon ke mahal

Aur tum ik talkh haqeeqat

Khirad ko taqseem karte lamhe...

Har mudda wahi hai

Tumhari aamad bahut zaroori hai...

Aur rakhkha hi kya hai duniya mein

Tumhari aamad, tumhari aamad hai!

- Khan M. Asim...11/06/2009...7:20PM...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tumse aise baatein karna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Baaton baaton mein yun ladna

Rote rote aahein bharna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tanha tanha chalte rehna

Aur kisi se kuch na kehna

Chup se ghum ko peete rehna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Saara jag hai aaj ujagar

Har dariya ka hai ik sagar

Pyaase pyaase rasta takna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Na badal hi abke barse

Deed ko teri naina tarse

Bas varsha ki aas mein jeena

Achcha nahin lagta!

Chand lamhon ki guzarish

Baat hai lagti jaise khaarish

Haan haan na na atke rehna

Achcha nahin lagta!

Tumse aise baatein karna

Achcha nahin lagta!

- Khan M. Asim...20/06/2009...10:30PM...Thanks for your given time!

Monday, June 01, 2009

Life..!

Alone... One word...Look again it is same, thought to start writing here but again lost the mood! I wanna take your name here but I can not! So suffocative life, huh!

It seems, i don't have friends anymore, no one calls me these days although am not keeping well, meeting with accidents again and again but nobody came to even see me, forget see did not even call and ask how I am? Shahzad, Shakeel am really upset with you guys, i never thought you people will leave me like this, did not even wish me on my birthday!

Nowadays, I do not feel like writing, even some thoughts come to the mind but unable to ink them. You say, I should keep writing, yupp I should, only for you! Now, thinking to resume my novel writing work. Planning to pen down some better scripts but I know its all for the time-being.

Job, here again it is same, even strugglling on this front, not keeping well since longtime and above all accidents! No one seems interested to call and ask, how are you Asim? When you will be back to work?

Love, this is the only thing I have. She is still with me and will remain forever. It was she who cut my first ever birthday cake and how can I forget my Titan watch, which she gifted me, its my most special and ofcourse most expensive gift I ever recieved! Yupp, if there is something beautiful in this world, thats she!

Yes, its only you upon whom I bank upon! come and take me away... I love you, let me forget this world and relax in your arms! see you soon... muaaaah!

Friday, May 29, 2009

Dedunga


Ik nazar mein jahaan dedunga

Tumko dil ka makaan dedunga

Shouq apna ho na ho lekin

Tumhari khatir mein jaan dedunga

Wabastgi khirad se qalab ko hai lekin

Mein umeedon ko aasmaan dedunga

Tum se milkar sukoon milta hai

Laghzishon ko mein maan dedunga

Zindagi maatamkadah hai to sahi

Tammanaon ko mein imkaan dedunga

Aaj tumse bichad gaya lekin

Kal lamhon ko shaan dedunga

Kab tak chupaonga zamaane se

Tumko jald hi pehchaan dedunga

Uthate dil pe jo Asim hai bojh bana

Har nafas ko woh ehsaan dedunga..!

- Khan M. Asim...28/05/2009...11:09PM...Train...Love u - muaah:) tnx!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Tum kehti ho..!


Tum kehti ho likhta jaon

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Mere dushman paas tumhaare

Dost hain apne door kinaare

Anbar chota tumhaare aage

Tumhare neinan hain angaare

Aag mein dil ki kaise bujhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Yeh kaisi dil ko hai kathnaai

Pyaar mein hai yeh kaisi khaai

Ajab hai sankat in ghadiyon mein

Dard se haalat jaan par aai

Kaisi dawa ab yaar mein khaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Door hataa do saare pehre

Pyaar ko dedo rang sunehre

Roshan dekho hain mehfil mehfil

Jawaan haseen yeh kitne chehre

Dil ko iss mein kya samjhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon...?

- Khan M. Asim...23/05/2009...12:42AM...Well after a longtime but this is what I want to say!