Dedunga

Ik nazar mein jahaan dedunga

Tumko dil ka makaan dedunga

Shouq apna ho na ho lekin

Tumhari khatir mein jaan dedunga

Wabastgi khirad se qalab ko hai lekin

Mein umeedon ko aasmaan dedunga

Tum se milkar sukoon milta hai

Laghzishon ko mein maan dedunga

Zindagi maatamkadah hai to sahi

Tammanaon ko mein imkaan dedunga

Aaj tumse bichad gaya lekin

Kal lamhon ko shaan dedunga

Kab tak chupaonga zamaane se

Tumko jald hi pehchaan dedunga

Uthate dil pe jo Asim hai bojh bana

Har nafas ko woh ehsaan dedunga..!

- Khan M. Asim...28/05/2009...11:09PM...Train...Love u - muaah:) tnx!

Tum kehti ho..!

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Mere dushman paas tumhaare

Dost hain apne door kinaare

Anbar chota tumhaare aage

Tumhare neinan hain angaare

Aag mein dil ki kaise bujhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Yeh kaisi dil ko hai kathnaai

Pyaar mein hai yeh kaisi khaai

Ajab hai sankat in ghadiyon mein

Dard se haalat jaan par aai

Kaisi dawa ab yaar mein khaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon!

Door hataa do saare pehre

Pyaar ko dedo rang sunehre

Roshan dekho hain mehfil mehfil

Jawaan haseen yeh kitne chehre

Dil ko iss mein kya samjhaon?

Tum kehti ho likhta jaon,

Haale dil per kyun mein sunaon

Tum se chupakar baatein dil ki

Tum ko hi mein kyun batlaon...?

- Khan M. Asim...23/05/2009...12:42AM...Well after a longtime but this is what I want to say!

Akhbaar

Samaj ke theikedaar hein hum

Sab ka aitbaar hain hum

Ishtahari khabrein dete

Kaise kahan ghaddaar hain hum

Badal dein rukh hum duniya ka

Dhool nahin ghubbaar hain hum

Ghareeb ghurba apne saathi

Ameeron ka hathiyaar hain hum

Kaala safed, safed hai kaala

Haan sachcha kirdaar hain hum

Bina lein ke khabar nahin hai

Haan itne dildaar hain hum

Netaon ke chootad chaatein

Aur kahein akhbaar hain hum!

- Khan M. Asim...20/04/2009...11:30 AM...Thane...Journalism is really dying!!!

Life..!

Back to my page, hunh... Tired of work, since morning on field and then still someone barks at me. Bloody for one person one rubbish byte makes whole package and for another several important bytes can't make it. I am dying or living that I don't know but for one thing am sure, journalism is no more alive!

Bloody hell, every news is sold to some bastard politician. And people like me recieve orders to cover 5,6 and even ten packages on them. Hell, What to cover and write about them in ten packages? Its something difficult to digest. I know, channel may sack me, or do whatever it want but I am not happy with whatever I am doing.

On personal front, I am completely broken. Nothing to write more about it. Exams are approaching next month but I may hardly appear as not interested in anything. Although have got all the required notes for it.

Recently, I again met with an accident. But none of my friend have time to call and ask, how i am? Now i have decided to kick-off all greedy well wishers.

Nothing else, seems am frustrated, Yes Iam... Then what???

Aloodah Sahafat

Gandi siyasat,

Aaloodah sahafat,

Aur zahen ko jhanjhodti

Meri nafasat...

Kya karein?

Na inkaar ki raah

Na aitbaar ki chaah

Musalsal gardish

Hichkole leti saansein

Magar...

Kaam hai ke karna hai!

Kisi ko kursi ka shok

Kisi ko daulat ka junoon

Har simt ek akhada

Har ek khoon ka piyaasa,

Nazrein aine se darti hain

Zindagi maano kathputli...

Sab ki khushi,

Sab ki jeet,

Aur in sabke beech

Mein!

Apni matti paleed karta,

Allah khair..!

- Khan M. Asim...18/04/2009..3:20PM...wrote in a politicians office!

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tu meri sheerin hai

Tu meri sohni hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tu meri dilbar hai

Iss dil ki kahani hai

Woh achcha mussavvir hai

Jo sabko banata hai

Tu husn ka majmua hai

Pariyon ki raani hai

Tu meri honi hai..!

Hai raat andheri si

Yeh zulf teri kaali

Lage barg koi gul ki

Tere honton ki laali

Tu ishq ka dariya hai

Moujon ki ravaani hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai..!

Tha majnu se koi choota

Farhaad ka sar phoota

Woh chod gaye duniya

Bas unki kahani hai

Mein sachcha aashiq hun

Nahin ishq mera jhoota

Mein chein se sota tha

Mera chein tu ne loota

Mujhe tujhko paani hai

Haan apni banani hai

Mein tujhko chahta hun

Tu meri honi hai...

Tu meri sheerin hai

Tu meri sohni hai..!

Khan M. Asim...08/05/2004...1:38 AM...unable to write nowadays so posting my old song...hope you people will like it!

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Khwaab phir mil gaya

Aaj mujhko naya...

Kaisa ghum jaanejaan

Har jagah tu hi haan

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Justuju na koi

Tu hi bas tu hi tu

Zindagi phool hai

Aur khushboo hai tu

Mil gayi jeene ki

Ik wajah aaj phir

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Har taraf aaj toh

Pyaar ka rang hai

Tu jo mujhko mili

Yeh jahaan sang hai

Dhoondta tha jise

Raasta mil gaya

Khwaab phir mil gaya..!

Apsaron ki koi haan malika hai tu

Gulshanon mein thirakta hua saaz tu

Titliyon ko bhi ab humsafar mil gaya

Haan chaman ko naya baghbaan mil gaya

Khwaab phir mil gaya...

Aaj mujhko naya...!

- Khan M. Asim...07/04/2009...1:15PM...I agree with you...Love you...muaah:)

*** 200 ***

Yes, its my 200th post...Yahooooo yippeee yippeeeee...Well, you can easliy find that am happy now:) Very uncertain mood...Ya, I know it! She know how to make me happy but mostly pretend as she don't care...But I know, she loves me alot!

Just posted one of my 2007 song in this blog, which she asked me to present to the whole world, so its there, do read. Trying hard to resume writing but don't know, why am i not able to do so? Although she ordered me to write but may be its her treatment to me, which play a key role in my writing, and as you know it was not so good in recent past. Huh, forget it.. Now am happy!

So, this smart Alex refused to help me but my another sweet friend helped me. Thank you poonam:) So, now i have a bundle of notes with me but have not started studying yet. Just thinking from where to begin...

So, its election time and everyone is trying to earn his bread upon it! who so ever it is, from corporates to mullahs. Its difficult to utter a single word against these so called warners, guides, leaders of humanity but they are all human after all. Why do you involve caste and religion in elections of a secular nation? Are not they betraying the masses? who blindly follow them! As big mass support as big deal. Well, its election fever, soon we will come to see, many bastards attaining hieghts. And finally who will come to the power, its Gandhi on either side.

Ohh look, i had to edit this post, you know why? I forgot to speak about FIRAAQ, well done Nandita, a must watch! Movie does not show much violent scenes but carry the whole agony of Gujarat Riot Victims. Every character portrays the psychological impact of the national shame. How a lady burns her hand, why she feel so haunted. Well, What ever happened in Gujarat, everyone knows, Now SIT is trying hard to nab Maya, lets see what happens next. But picturising such incident in such a decent manner is really something to be proud upon, Well Nandita am a fan of your direction! Keep it up:)

Well, all pateling done, haina Nazim bhai...ohh yes, it was his birthday yesterday(*:) well Mr. Khan you are not reachable, not so strange, you are always!

Hmmm, so here i post this crap, do read it and do post positive comments. Arre haan, I forgot to address you, is it so??? well, nothing new, whats hidden from you? well all clothes are in the washing machine but there is no water! smiled baby:) good! and ya I love you...Muaaaaaaaaaah:)

Socha na tha..!

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale

Tumne kia itna karam

Be-qalb o jaan tum kar chale

Tum jo gaye sab kuch khatam

Tum pe sanam hum marr chale

Mushtaq dil betaab hai

Tumhari kasam hum marr chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tumne kia milne ka ghum

Itna zara socho sanam

Halate zar kamzor hai

Iske liye hum darr chale

Tum se gila bekaar hai

Haan tum wafa kab kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Hum zuban toh tum bano

Humsafar toh baad hai

Beraahravi meri sanam

Bas waqt ki ijaad hai

Haan hosla tum par sanam

Beikhtiyaar hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

Tum hi kaho kaise jiyen

Tum bin chaman bekaar hai

Nargis kahan lala kahan

Yan toh sanam bas khaar hai

Har gul ko shagufta hona hai

Har gul ko tumse pyaar hai

Tumhaari umeed o aas ka

Haan hosla hum kar chale

Socha na tha samjha na tha

Ahde wafa hum kar chale..!

- Khan M. Asim...10/02/2007...10:22PM...Millenium Park Nerul...:)

Life..!

So, you want to read about me, hunh? What would you like to know? Am I fine or dead? Well, personally speaking, I was about to write that am damn happy but just a moment back you spoiled the whole mood. Why do you do so? After having a long conversation, giving me all reasons to smile, you suddenly turned everything black.

Well, recently recieved a nice cheque from the channel but its ridiclous to know that, when I do less stories, they ask me to do more and deducts my salary, and when am doing more they are asking to me to reduce the numbers, bloody shit! Not so happy with the job! Let them read and fire me, I don't care!

Studies? huh! not even a single sentence...looking out for notes, asking some seniors for their support. But really speaking as of now, there is no one to help me. My class-met Alex, with whom I speak most (If ever I go to the university!)refused to help me by saying, he is also looking for the same and I came to know from a senior that he has given his notes to Alex! Not so strange, I have faced more disastarous situation during my BMM period. So, nothing to worry, the only thing is I don't know the sylabuss:)

Love? you can refer to my first paragragh in this write-up, but that was an instant reaction. Really, am damn happy. Sometimes I love her the most and sometimes I cry with fear. Keeping all her and own promises in mind, just moving ahead. I hope our parents would accept this relationship without any hesitation. Am I our confident? may be! he he...

The climatic change is killing to me, Health is not supporting much, dying with teeth pain, went to a lady doctor, took her prescribed tablets and now going through loose motions. Don't know its reaction or the action!

Well, now don't have much to pen down, haven't wrote a poem since long time, was writing one recently, which is yet to be finish. As of now, as I say its a rough patch of my life, where there is more confusion than solutions. She just called me up, although I said, no smiles for her but Yes I SMILED:):):)

Life..!

Well, its been a long time, I did not scream here. Although, I hardly worked in past few days. As like always, am a man of mood, so when its off, dont expect me to smile. At the moment, am normal and not thinking anything. Free from all my puzzling tasks.

Recently, a bull-shit movie recieved many Oscar Awards, every Indian feels proud of it although it was not an Indian product. I always adore Rehman, he is a genius but apart Rehamn there was nothing in the movie. It seems to the whole world that Jai Ho is the best creation of Gulzar but they ignored that chaiya chaiya has also been written by the same chap. Cinematography and background score is no doubt at its peak in the movie but there is harldy some research work done by the creators. I have never seen any Muncipal school in Dharavi which is teaching novels like, 3 musketeers to its students. And above all the 20 million question is also based on the same shit. With many loopholes movie became a huge success in Western World, as they hardly know about Mumbai slums but it tested real waters on Indian soil, where although its a hit but not like as a Oscar winning one. Oscar Jurists would have hardly notice the movie if it would have been made by any Indian Company. Its a perfect game plan to capture booming Indian Cinema market. First, they awarded Miss World and Miss Universe titles to some Indian girls, who were not so eligible for the award. So, another Indian market is on the verge of siege. Lets hope for the better future.

Hmmm, personally as i mentioned above, am not so good, planned and changed plan, so just living like a toothless dog, who can bark but can't bite. Looking ahead wth the same ray of love. She hardly finds time to talk and I usually keep fighting for it. Now, planning to move out for a story, but not really in mood to do so...Well University exams are approaching I have hardly seen the sylabuss.

Well, Now Subodh Bhai, our senior Sport Reporter wants to check his e-mails, so have to vacate the hot seat, which is actually about to burn with my temper. So you people enjoy and you too darling, I will surely call you soon, till than keep smiling, I Love you n loads of muaaah's! :)

Pran..!

Mein bilkul vimash hun,

Har padao pe vifal...

Safalta hai ki bhayanak raat!

Woh shabdon ki devi hai,

Yahan har vichaar se asamarth,

viklaang!

Woh har bhuja se samaan hai

Yahan drishti mein kataar hai...

Woh kuroor bhi hai sheet bhi

Yahan shaantata mein ashaant hai...

Updesh uska bhes hai

Hridey pe mayajaal hai

Woh nritkia parilok ki,

Lekhika prem-rog ki...

Woh degayi mujhe daan mein,

Kintu, parantu, bindiyan...

Har shabd apna viyarth hai,

Mein uske kul pe dayarthi...

Woh guru bhi hai woh gyaan bhi

Aur shabdon ka pran bhi!!!

- Khan M. Asim...26/02/2009...1:07PM..I know Hindi:)hehe

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Zamana yun samjha khuda hogaya

Koi tumpe yun hi fida hogaya

Jo tum se zara sa juda hogaya

Chalo karz dil ka adaa hogaya

Na khaufe lahad na hi mehshar ki chinta

Yun shaahe gulistan gada hogaya

Chashme nam se utar karke qatra koi

Tadapte iss dil ki sada hogaya

Jo ASIM khila to khila bhi woh kya

Tumhari hi koi adaa hogaya..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...9:33PM...Love u muaah!

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Dekh liya humne doobkar ubhar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Teri kasam ki khaate kasam hain

Tere liye dil aankhein ye nam hain

Saari khudai kehti hai humse

Jitne yeh ghum hain utne hi hum hain

Dekh liya humne har ghum se guzar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Doston ki sunein, ashke dil ki sunein

Tu bata saathiya aur kiski sunein

Kehte kehte zubaan hai ukhadne lagi

Dhadkanon ki sunein aahaton ki sunein

Dekh liya humne har baat se mukar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

Ek pal bhi nahin tujhse rehna juda

Sochkar bhi kabhi na humse hona khafa

Tu hi dil ki sada tu hi khulde bareen

Arsh si dooriyaan hain magar saathiya

Dekh liya humne arsh se utar jaana

Chahte hain phir bhi hum yun bikhar jaana..!

- Khan M. Asim...24/02/2009...8:53PM... i miss u!

Tumko aana hi hoga!

Dekh lo...

Apne deewaane ka haal,

Ab toh bezubaan sa hai...

Na koi andaaze bayaan

Na koi range sukhan,

Suraab ki manind,

Banjar zamin ho goya...

Alfaaz aise ke jin mein dhaar nahin

Jazbaat apne tarafdaar nahin...

Mukammal namukammal ban chuka hai

Namumkinaat ka ghubbaar

Aur tumhari umeed ki pukaar...

Koi kaise aitbaar kare

Kaise dil pe ikhtiyaar kare,

Nahin!

Ab yeh bardasht nahi...

Tumko aana hi hoga,

Yeh lamhe tab hi muskurayenge

Jab tum geet gaogi,

Meri baaton ke meri hasti ke...

Tumhara vaada hai aur tumko aana hai,

Saher o shab intezaar karta hun

Bila zaroorat bhi pyaar karta hun...

Ohh!

Tumne phir mehka diya,

Likhne waale ko behka diya,

Chalo achcha hai,

Shukriya...!

- Khan M. Asim...09/02/2009...1:00PM...Train

Nirvaana

Apni adaa ka usne deewaana kar diya

Lafzon ka jaam dekar paimaana bhar diya

Mujhko nahi shikayat uske dayaar se

Usne mujhe jalakar parwaana kar diya

Farmaane aabidi mein yeh bhi tha ek kaaj

Usne mere ghamon ko shaahaana kar diya

Khud se kahan chupi hai khudki hi koi baat

Usne mujhe hi khudko nazraana kar diya

Maanga kabhi jo vaadah meine haan pyaar se

Usne mere bharam ko faqiraana dhar diya

Aata hai yaad mujhko abru ka paich o kham

Jo muskuraa ke usne rafiqaana kar diya

Kaisi khushi kya ghum hai ASIM kya zindagi hai

Usne tujhe bashar se nirvaana kar diya

- Khan M. Asim...02/02/2009...7:50 PM...Train

Life!!!

Hehehe.... It was a disaster, guess what? It was my first one to one interview and that too with a very prominent personality, Ameen Sayani. It was a great opportunity to interract with the famous radio announcer and broadcaster. A man in his 80's but can still give a tough competition to youngsters like me with his charming voice.

The moment I entered his office, I found a very old age, dull lloking gentleman sitting on a chair, busy on a long phone call, as we were suppose to wait for about 15 minutes just to end the call. With many hesitations, finally he agreed to have a talk with us on his building's terrace. But as said a disaster, first of all Sayani ji cancelled my two questions by saying he cannot comment. within few minutes the whole talk turned into a disaster as my cameraman asked me to have Sayani ji's sound bytes first and later he took my PTC and bytes, and in that too this smart fool did not record the whole beginning of the interview, which messed up the whole technical work. Finally it was a headache at the editing table for me and after all this and that I transfered my tension to RFC Desk. Lets see, when it will be broadcasted!

Personally, I am happy at the moment, trying to enjoy alone as she is too busy to talk. Although in a long term thought I am too disturb but huh! I wanna move out, but no one is here to accompany me.

I am looking for the season of love, the moments of complete happiness, which she has promised to me! Although she sleeps when I come on TV, she fires at me when I ask for love, but am living with it...Now somebody is asking for the computer here so will write more later..cya!

Shikanja

Lehje ki nazakat o shaista bayaani

Shayad isipe tum fida thin...

Magar...

Ab ek shikanja sa dil pe hai

Kuch baatein turshi turshi

Talkh khayaalaat ki baahon mein

Ik nahamwaar khwabon ka safar

Doobta ubharta sukoon...

Tumhein sab kuch ajeeb lag raha hai

Aur mujhe ajeeb-tar...

Ek aarzue vaadah,

Ek haan aur jhukti nazron ka sawaal

Kisi shabaab ke muntazir ehsaasaat

Aur judte bikharte jazbaat...

Tumhe mujhse shikayat hai

Aur mujhe khud se!

Ek ghubbaar jo sange meel banna chahta hai

Ek sange meel jo ghubbaar nazar aata hain...

Izhaar aur iqraar sab hochuka

Magar...intezaar ki ghadiyan,

Aaj bhi jaari hain...

Naabina dhadkanein,

Aur behri saansein

Aaj bhi jaari hain...

Baatein hain tumhe paane ki

Aur hosla, rezah rezah!

Tumse mohabbat o khudse adavat

ajeeb si kashmakash hai

Beher o bar ke is dasht mein,

Mein tanha hun!

Go tum mere saath ho,

Magar yeh khaamoshi,

Mein kya kahun tumse,

Bas chalta ja raha hun,

Tum abhi humraah ho...

Aur mein,

Abhi zindah hun,

Apni bepanah mohabbat ke saath!

- Khan M. Asim...28/01/2009...2:05PM...plz b with me always!

Anjani galiyan hain,

Anjane raaste

Phir bhi hun chal raha

Mein tere vaaste...!

Yeh kaisa sapna tu ne dikha diya

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Abhi ishq mein hain badi dooriyan

Abhi se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Sitaaron se aage ke sunte hain qisse

Zamin se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Dehleeze dil se guzar ke toh dekho

Zara maikadon se utarke toh dekho

Yeh mehfil mein ronaq hui kiske dum se

Faqiron ke ghar se guzar ke toh dekho

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Jo tumko yeh duniya lagti hai pyaari

Adaawat yeh kaisi adaa hai tumhaari

Jo parton mein khudko chupake hai rakhkha

Kya tumko zaroorat nahin hai hamaari

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Iraadon ke pukhta, O imaan waale

Karam apna karde dilo jaan waale

Khayalon mein kiska hai tere tassavurr

Tu humko bataa de, O shaan waale

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

Farishta yeh kehta hai jannat se aakar

Abhi humse mil-lo shaffaqat se aakar

Sitaare siyasat mein khoye hue hain

Abhi naam lelo mohabbat se aakar

Abhi ishq mein hain badi dooriyan

Abhi se kahan hum sanam chal diye

Abhi ishq mein hain..............!

- Khan M. Asim...23/01/2009...2:34 AM...juss finished it..n posted4u..loveU...muaaah:)

Shukriya!

Kya kahun?

Dil, dhadkan, ghazal ya fasana

Dharti, anbar, waqt ya zamana

Yeh kainaat jhoom uthi hai

Aaj, honton pe tabbassum hai fatehana

Na kisi kaam ki chinta

Na kisi baat par dhiyaan

Tum par vaalihana nisaar hone ka jazba...

Yeh thirakte qadam aur saanson ka utaar chadao

Tumhara khayaal aur tum hi se baatein

Ab na iqraar ki zaroorat hai

Na izhaar ka intezaar...

Har lamha...barge gul sa...

Narm narm o khushbudaar...

Ek azeem milan ki aas

Naumeedi ki aatish bujh gayi hai

Aur tum...

Wajood-e-kainaat si chamakti ho

Tum sirf zindagi de sakti ho...

Aur mein zinda hun...

Shukriya!

- Khan M. Asim...17/01/2009...1:24PM...Train...Only4u..LoveU..Muaah:)

Life !!!

I usually think before writing but now thinking to write anything. I am dying inside, and this agony is enough to finish me. We kept discussing, fighting, crying and finally landed at the same old theory of keep things going as they are. Well, I dont want any more comment on that, am tired of life!

But Why? Why can't I take your name in public, why should i keep things things secret and till when? We both keep pondoring, What will happen? and then think, okay..hojayega...but is it so easy? You understands my emotions and feelings but you have certain other priorities, why so? I keep you at top in preferences but why I am at bottom line in your choices?

I have a bundle of questions and am tired of carrying it. When I look at you for help, I feel more insecure. Mostly people say I am very lucky boy, that am fortunate enough to work in a big media house at a young age, but they dont know my agony. They don't know what does career means and what importance you have in my life. Why I keep repeating your name at every second, why i love to spend time in talking with you?

Do you know the answer? although you will say yes but i feel you dont know...basically we are in a journey and we dont know the destination, and also we don't want to plan it out to have a successful reach. your silence makes a major difference, it terrorise me.

I feel pain, feels to end life, and finally burst out everything at you. Now its up to you to decide, I promise that I will be always there with you in each and every condition, I assure you all the esteem and smiles in the future, but am really uncertain about your side, Will you be there always? Till when I should keep hopes alive? Till when I should keep saying Yes? Will you marry me without any if's and but's?

I hope you will come to me one day, and will give me a positive reply, i look for an unconditional love and marriage. Its we who are supposed to decide our life, so ball is into your court, think upon it and let me know. I am waiting...!

Yeh kasrat kis dawa ki hai???

Har dawa ki kasrat

Zaher ban jaati hai!

Toh phir ishq???

Yeh kya hai? yeh kyun hai?

Laakhon ghudsawaron ne

Iss dasht mein zeen kheenchi

Najane kitne shehsawari bhool gaye

Koi manzil ko paa gaya

Toh koi humsafar hi kho beitha!

Mujhe koi aitraaz nahin

Tumhari ghaflat o berukhi se

Magar....

Kya hua uss dilnawazi ko?

Tum mustaqbil ko roti ho

Mujhe maazi yaad aata hai......

Woh baahein yaad aati hain

Nigaahein yaad aati hain

Jo mujhko kondh jaati thin

Adaayein yaad aati hain....

Taalluq mere daaman se

Kisi ghum ka kabhi na tha

Yeh kaisa ghum yeh aahein hain

Fizaon mein fughahain hain

Meri umeed kyun paspa?

Kyun aankhon mein udaasi hai?

Tumhari dillagi thi bas

Hamari zindagi goya?

Abhi chalna nahin bhoola

Yeh khanjar bhi piyaasa hai

Abhi saanson ki sar sar mein

Tumhara naam aata hai.....

Jise sab ishq kehte hain

Mujhe bhi woh maraz hai kya?

Zara batlao toh aakar

Mera yeh dard kaisa hai?

Yeh aahein kiski aahein hain?

Nazar thehri hain jis rukh par

Kiski woh nigaahein hain

Zara batlao toh aakar

Yeh kasrat kis dawa ki hai???

- Khan M. Asim...10/01/2009...1:22PM...Train...!

Vaada

Tere vaade ki hum nazar rakh lein

Zindagi ki koi khabar rakh lein

Tujhse milkar jo dil ko chein mila

Saari khushiyon ka naam ghar rakh lein

Paas apna makaan kiska hai?

Teri palkon ko umar bhar rakh lein

Kis mein dum hai mita sake humko

Aarzoo bekhatar rakh lein

Tu meri hai yaqeen kaafi hai

Mar mitein, dil jigar rakh lein

Naam isko hum koi dekar

Pyaar ka ik shajar rakh lein

Tu ne ASIM ki har sada sun li

Tere qadmon pe apna sar rakh lein..!

- Khan M. Asim...05/01/2009...8:54PM...LOVE YOU:)

Here are my first words in 2009...

Aa gaye noor se zulmaat mein hum

Phir isi shahere tilismaat mein hum

- Khan M. Asim...05/01/2009...11:40PM...

Shamma tum jalaye rakhkho

Har taraf jung o jadal, firqa parasti ka samaan

Sukoon milta nahin ab peeri aastaanon mein

Charkh e gardun surkh ast, zehreli aab o hawa

Har taraf lahaul hai ab toh aasmaanon mein

Nadamat o pashemaani virasat ban gayi ab toh

Zindagi utaran hui goya musalmaanon mein

Joshe jahad ab phoot raha hai baanke naujavanon mein

Goonjti hai la-ilaha ab toh kohistaanon mein

Loot liye sab dariya usne, atom uska sarmaya hai

Phir bhi joote khaa jata hai ab woh registaanon mein

Doob gaya hai sooraj go ke Iraaq o afghaanon mein

Shamma tum jalaye rakhkho ghar ke roshandaanon mein

Yakja hokar ab mil jao, aman ka parcham tum lehrao

Muskura ke dil behlao, hai baat yahi farmaanon mein

Doob gaya gar ilm AYESHA saghar o paimaanon mein

Tumhari daastaan tak na hogi daastaanon mein...!

- Khan M Asim...27/12/2008...2:500 AM...on request of my dearest baji...:)

Mein kab tak karun?

Tumko paane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Hansne hansane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Baaton ki baaton mein

Yun hi mein uljha rahun

Sochun yeh kehna hai

Tumse mein kaise kahun

Roti ho jab bhi tum

Mein kya karun?

Tumko manane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Urdu mein likh dun toh

Hindi tum kehti ho

Tumko sunane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Yaadon mein guldasta

Lekar tum aati ho

Bolun mein ooncha toh

Aahista kehti ho

Chupne chupane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Aati ho milne haan

Mujhko tum sapnon mein

Door ho kyun magar

Hoke tum apnon mein

Sapne sajane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

Hansne hansane ki baatein

Mein kab tak karun?

- Khan M. Asim...26/12/2008...12:00 AM...only on ur request:)

Sotudu..!!!

Aaj neend kisi lihaaf mein so gayi hai

Zahen pe roshni ka shaibah tak nahin...

Do pal ko uski awaaz aur phir khamoshi'

Uski sada ke saath nuzool hoti subah

Aur palkon mein ghuroob hota aaftaab

Kahin gum hai,,,

Urooj o zawaal uski chaal hai

Kabhi daayein toh kabhi baayein jhuk jaati hai...

Wahi billi jaisi aankhein aur sherni si dahaad

Mujh mein koi oodbilao ho jaise,

Har pal darta aur sahemta...

Woh muska de toh khil uthta hun

Woh titliyon sa tabbassum aur awaaze pur-tarrannum,

Magar!

Aaj ki shab kuch tanha si hai,

Si nahin! tanha hi hai..!

Kyunke woh mehjabeen bahut door hai,

Hijr ki raatein, wasal ke khwaab

Aur yeh angdaiyan..........

Pal pal thamta o thakta khaame

Aur kore kaghaz ka safed dil,

Be-zarar o be-jajba,

Jo sirf rangna jaanta hai, khilna nahin........

Uske husool ki tammanaayein

O Manane ki kaavishein.............

Issi raat mein,

Taare bhi hain aur sayyaare bhi,

Chand bhi hai air raat-raani bhi

Magar mein hun ke khoya sa,

Kisi sone-waale ko jagana chahta hun

Kisi ke labon ki adaa bankar muskurana chahta hun

Magar mein kya karun??? Woh khamosh hai!

Tamaam koshishein nakaam,

Aaj mein pyaasa hun, bilkul sookha,

Ek khauf hai, jo jagaye rakkhe hai

Shayad kuch honewaala hai...!!!!!!!!

Uff!!!!! huh...!!! Ab sun bhi lo....

Meri jaane bahaar, subah ke taare....

Hello, hello...oye...tum hi se keh raha hun...

Oye Sotudu, mein hun...mein,

Tumhara Rotudu..!!!!!

- Khan M. Asim...22/12/2008...2:20 AM... plzz wake-up now..!

Look, you did not give me, my lucky charm and I lost a job today...keep loving and keep giving it to me, I can bear hundred's of Tsunami's but not a single moment without you! so be with me always, I know you are, but still..heheheehe...Love You!

Roshni ka sawaal lagta hai

Uske dum se kamaal lagta hai

Har andhera mashaal lagta hai

Jugnuon sa chamak chamak ke woh

Roshni ka sawaal lagta hai

Haan bhatakte aab-deedon ko

Zindagi ka khayaal lagta hai

Yun toh beitha hai khoya khoya sa

Har kisi se fa-aal lagta hai

Tishnagi yun badha gaya meri

Husn-e-pekar, Jamaal lagta hai

Daantna uski aadat hai

Waise aksar dayaal lagta hai

Dooriyan kab hatein ASIM

Ab toh jeena mahaal lagta hai

- Khan M. Asim...18/12/2008...8:55 AM...juss spoke to u n wrote it...Love You...muah-:)

Mere dum hi se toh yeh duniya hai

Mere dum hi se toh yeh duniya hai

Aur agar mein nahin toh phir kya hai

Zindagi bhi ajeeb rasta hai

Har qadam pe yahan toh marna hai

Zindagi ki bhala hai kya waqa't

Har nafas ko yahan toh marna hai

Yahi baatin kahin khuda toh nahin

Yahi lamha yahi zamaana hai

Tere kooche mein darr lage hai mujhe

Jo hai qaatil wahi masiha hai

Zaher pi lun mein tere haathon se

Yahi ASIM ko raas aata hai!

- Khan M. Asim...11:30 AM...12/01/2002...

Well, you can see the date when i wrote it, i think then i was in 10th standard, dont remember the girl's name who was standing infront of me at the bus stop! yupp i wrote it looking at her at a bus stop near to my school, n ya it was i think our unit test time! exam was too good, ofcourse i was in a good mood:)

Kuch na kuch teri khatir kar jaonga

Kuch na kuch teri khatir kar jaonga

Haan mohabbat se apni mukar jaonga

Ab na jee paonga, bas guzar jaonga

Teri duniya ko rangeen kar jaonga

Lamha bankar ke A*** kisi shaakh se

Raahon mein teri bikhar jaonga

Ghum ka sagar kaho ya qatra koi

Teri aankhon se banke utar jaonga

Zindagi tez toofan dikha na mujhe

Tu kya samajhti hai darr jaonga

Gira bhi agar uski nazron se mein

Had se had itna hai mar jaonga

Ab ASIM sanbhalun mein kitna isse

Khudi se mein ladke kidhar jaonga

Khan M. Asim...05/12/2008...11:49PM...Finally landed at you..happy!

Aise lagti hai dua ho jaise :)

Barq raftaar shua ho jaise

Aise lagti hai dua ho jaise

Woh lams jisse raqeeb hojayein

Usne honton se chua ho jaise

Har taraf ek sama lagta hai

Usne jaadoo kia ho jaise

Rang badle hain shafaq ne aise

Uski koi adaa ho jaise

Har ghazal, matla, maqta

Husn uska hua ho jaise

Thamgayi dhadkanein chalte chalte

Usne khaamosh kaha ho jaise

Usne muska ke yun dekh liya

Umar bhar ka sila ho jaise

Chehke chehke hai thirakta phirta

Aaj ASIM mila ho jaise...!

- Khan M. Asim...26/11/2008...8:45PM...LOVE-YOU:)

Life..!!!

Juss thinking to type some of my emotions here, which may hurt you, I know you won't like it and the fact is even i hate it! But life sounds very faithful to me, I am happy that you love me, with all if, yes, no, buts. It has always been said that love never comes with conditions, its all about devotion and dedications, it never think of here and there its kinda state of Nirvana. But I am the (un)fortunate one to have a conditional love life. If simply say, It hurts!

Most of the times I keep crying, its not intentional, the tears keep pouring out with a heartly pain. Nor I intend to show my dramatic skills to anyone. I always try to mobilise my thoughts towards other things but end result is same. Feeling lonely in your company sounds very strange but its a fact now! You keep saying Yes I Love You, and am used to it! But the psychie plays its own game, I am always in Ifs and Buts! Thinking of my so-called lovely and lively future!

When it comes to job front, a prson's profession is always kicked by his personal life, so same here! Not in mood to do any work, Don't know why? But now it seems that I am no more alive! Working on a special story but a I only know, how much I am dedicated towards it?

I know, you will be angry with me after reading these lines but it is ASIM. I cannot stop these scary thoughts. I am afraid of life! Sorry, Can't help it! it again started pouring out, cause I am still uncertain about my love, life and the bright or dark future! And I know your replies, Yes I am hopeless! Sorry!

Aina dekhke sharmaane ko dil karta hai

Aina dekhke sharmaane ko dil karta hai

Band aankhon se tujhe paane ko dil karta hai

Hasratein dil ki na dil mein hi kahin kho jayein

Teri baahon mein yun hi marjaane ko dil karta hai

Har jagah tere qadmon ke nishaan hain milte

Choomte choomte choojaane ko dil karta hai

Mast aankhon ka nasha hai ke utarta hi nahin

Doobte doobte behjaane ko dil karta hai

Mehfilein roshan hain charaghon se magar

Ik diya hai ke jalaane ko dil karta hai

Tere milne ki tamanna ka karun kya ab mein

Naam ASIM hai magar sumkhaane ko dil karta hai

- Khan M. Asim...04/11/2008..8:10PM...Miss u alot!:)

Yeh soche jaata hun...!

Kuch likh nahi paata hun

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Tu kaise hansti hai

kaise muskaati hai

Mujhe pyaar se bole hai

Mujhe prem sikhati hai

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

Baahon ke aangan mein

Ik phool hai mehka sa

Yaadon mein deep jale

tera chehra chehka sa

Tujhe isse ziyadah ab

Aur kahan likh dun???

Anbar ke har jaanib

Teri khushboo aati hai

Mein bol nahin paata

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

Milne ki tammanna hai

Ik roze qayamat si

Ho ichcha meri poori

Kuch teri inayat si

Tujhe dekhke chup na sakun

Kuch aisa manzar de

Andar hi andar na

Paapi ko marne de

Tu kaise bulati hai

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

Andhkaar khatam kyun hai?

Yeh prem nagar hai kya???

Aankhon mein teri aankhein

Baahon mein teri baahein

Ab door nahin rehna

Yeh aahein kehti hain

Tu kaise saanson se

Kab saans milati hai

Yeh soche jaata hun...

Kuch likh nahi paata hun..!

- Khan M. Asim...03/11/2008...2:10PM...Train..only4u, love u:)

Udaas hun :(

Uske shayad paas hun

Par zindagi se udaas hun

Toote hue sapne hain kahin

Ik dard ka ehsaas hun..!

Khamosh tammanna jeene ki

Chup chup aansu peene ki

Aansu ki ladiyon yakja kar

Khushiyon ki maala seene ki...

Woh gumsum sab kuch dekhe hai

Mein toofani o tsunami goya hun

Jab manzar uska aata hai

Mein lamha lamha roya hun...

Usse ghar ki khushiyan pyaari hain

Yan jeene ki tamanna bhaari hain

Woh mujhko dilaase deti hai

Haan khushiyan saari hamaari hain...

Ab aur nahin hansne waala

Mein oob gaya hun duniya se

Asim bhi koi deewana tha

Haan keh do saari duniya se..!

- Khan M. Asim...01/11/2008...7:05PM... I hate Life! Sorry:(

**Happy Diwali**

Pragati aur gati se aage badhkar,

Har saans mein paighame mohabbat bhar dein,

Ik deep ko hridey mein jalakar yaaro,

Chalo aaj aakaash ko ujwal kar dein,

Phir kisi maa se na bichde bachcha uska,

Na kisi veer ko vanvaas mile,

Dharam ke naam pe behte hue khoon se aage,

Ik sangam ik milan ki kahani likh dein

Ik deep ko hridey mein jalakar yaaro,

Chalo aaj aakaash ko ujwal kar dein!

- Khan M. Asim...26/10/2008...4:30PM...

((********Happy Diwali**********))

Life..!

So friends, I am thinking to pen down few sentences here but still hesitating. I was very enthusiast the moment i come to know that i have been selected as Mumbai correspondent with India's biggest TV network here. But conditions now are vulnerable and i feel pity on my decision.

Although, getting very much respect and honour in the political sphere and in the community still i feel being caged here. What else, all those communal and so-called ethical journalistic factors are trobling me. Today, MNS chief Raj Thakrey has been arrested and is handed over to Kalyan Police but What the Mumbai Correspondent is doing? just sitting in the office and doing all shit, thinking of so many pass times. Few minutes back, I got a call from Deputy CM R R Patil's Office for a meet but bureau chief here asked me to take rest in the office. Sometimes i loose my temper sometime feel to commit suicide, I am tired of being a journalist in these conditions, Being hit by mob while covering riots but no medical help or protection from the network. Then Why to Work?

On another hand, all this frustration is being released on someone who backs me at every point, my dear love, i feel pity for her, she got a guy like me...poor girl. Well, here too, no time... no no, I am all free, she is busy! So I am bored of life. Nothing else here, I love her but hate my life..!

Masti bhari sharaab hai uske khayaal mein

Masti bhari sharaab hai uske khayaal mein

Ik dard ka pata hai chala uske sawaal mein

Ik ajale nagahani mujhko hai dhoondti

Uski hi har adaa hai giryaae haal mein

Udta raha jun shahin suraiya se door tak

Apne hi aap aa gaya chupke se jaal mein

Uski hi anjuman hai har simt har nazar

Pighla hai lamha lamha uske ubaal mein

Bekas hai aaj woh bhi soche hai har paher

Muskaaye hai kabhi kuch hai malaal mein

Uss ek jaan mein qaid hai ASIM ki zindagi

Sab kainaat dhal gayi uske hi dhaal mein

Masti bhari sharaab hai uske khayaal mein

Ik dard ka pata hai chala uske sawaal mein

- Khan M. Asim…13/10/2008…8:18PM…only4u…love u..:)

Life..!

Hiii friends, writing about personal life here, that too after a long time. Bored with busy life, tight schedules and loneliness are killing to me. Sometime feels to die and sometime to live forever for her! So I finally landed at my best..:)

Covering riots in Maharashtra since i joined the channel. But till now did not find any solution to it, the government itself seems to be no more interested to help the victims (minorities). Well, let it be! Nowadays,unable to write even a single romantic line, this much distance with her and situations around did not allow me to express anything.

In fact I am unable to pen down words now, don't know why I am crying? so juss leave me alone...bye..sorry!

Khabar..!

Ya apne qalam mein jaan nahi ya dil mein hi imaan nahin

Koi toh baat hai yaaro jo apni koi pehchaan nahin

Gheiron se shikayat kya karni jab khud par hi dhiyaan nahin

Chup chupkar jo hai waar kare woh buzdil koi insaan nahin

Dehshat aur zulam hai har janib har janib aag ki laptein hain

Nafrat ke beej jo boye hai woh beshak musalmaan nahin

Tumko hain sunate qisse woh aayat ko jhutla jhutla ke

Ae logon jung o jadal karo rabb ka yeh farmaan nahin

Wehshat o junoon ka gar koi ae logon prachaar kare

Mujrim beshak woh qaari hai yeh paigham e quraan nahin

Usne bhi kiye hain vaade kai jinka usse hai paas nahin

Daure par jaane waale tera hum par koi ehsaan nahin

Yaktarfa khabrein chalti hain sachchai inko raas nahin

Khamosh magar yun beithe rahein yeh ASIM apni shaan nahi..!


- Khan M. Asim...06/10/2008...7:45 PM..!

Bahut roya hun meri jaan mein Musalmaan hokar

Daur-daurah hai inhin ka abtoh har sun

Koi soche bhi kya ab Insaan hokar

Qudrat ne phelaye bahut haath magar

Bahut roya hun meri jaan mein Musalmaan hokar

Har kahani mein chupa hai kahin uska qissa

Sar uthata hun toh uthta hai pashemaan hokar

Haan joshe jahad uthta hai abtoh dil mein

Naujawan phirta hai mujhsa kyun pareshaan hokar

Ik maare lahad phirta hai aksar mujh mein

Bewafa kyun hun mein nigehbaan hokar

Usko lagti hain meri baatein nirali jag se

Mushrik o kafir kahe mujhko woh imaan hokar

Usne mujhko hi har ik baat ka mujrim samjha

Muskurata hai bahut hafize zandaan hokar

Dekh leta ASIM agar asraare hayaat

Janam leta hi bhala kyun mein musalmaan hokar

Bahut roya hun meri jaan mein Musalmaan hokar...!

Khan M. Asim...25/09/2008...1:15PM...!

Malang!

Ik nayi kiran ki talaash hai

Ik nayi umeed o justuju...

Khwahishon se malang apni

Mujhe carvan ki khabar nahin...

Tishna tishna saher hui kuch

Kuch shaam guzri muntazir

Kuch wujood dooba yaad mein

Kuch sujood mein fariyaad mein...

Hui hayaat o azal ki

Batein sada hi ajal se

Koi teere nigaah hui

Koi harfe sanam hui...

Ik rang hai ik jalaal hai

Woh husne paikar kamaal hai

Yun toh hai mere saath saath

Woh ajnabi sa sawaal hai...

Jannatein bhi hongi haan

Iska yaqeen ab hogaya

Haan bashindgi yeh qubool hai

Ab sochna hi fuzool hai

Woh jabse mere saath hai

Khud jannaton ka nuzool hai...

Woh hoor khulde bareen pe hai

Jise khwahishon ka paas hai

Woh raqs hai, woh saam hai

Jise dekhne ki aas hai

Bedeedgi kya de rahi

Yeh jism zindah laash hai

Ik nayi kiran ki talaash hai

Ik nayi kiran ki talaash hai..!

- Khan M. Asim...11/09/2008...11:26 AM...Train...missing alot!

Asim Khan Video Waale.. :)

Hichkole khaaye daiyaan, dil mera yun dole

Jab bhi diwaani mujhko tu video-wala bole

Aahon mein basi hai meri,aankhon mein chamacham chamke

Saaqi tu sanam Sharraabi tadpaye hole hole

Aajaati thi milne mujhko tu inhin galiyon mein

Thak jaati toh kehti ASIM ab auto lele

Hans hanske rulayein mujhko saahil ki suhani yaadein

Taarikhi meri woh baatein aur teri nigaah kuch bole

Humwaar nahin hain raahein, ghanghor ghana jungle hai

Aatish ka kise haan darr hai hum bhi toh jawaan hain shole

Arrey call mujhe jab karke tu pyaar se hello bole

Khushiyaan hain mujhe miljaati darwaaze saare khole

Likkhe hai tera deewana ghazlon ko teri aankhon se

Haan chodke duniya-daari dilbar ab meri hole

Hichkole khaaye daiyaan, dil mera yun dole

Jab bhi diwaani mujhko tu video-wala bole..!


- Khan M. Asim...08/09/2008...12:41 PM...CST & Press Club..Mumbai..4myonlyluv

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Har ik kona simat raha yun,

Jaise simtein baahein uski

Aate jaate ek woh chehra

Pehrein uski raatein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Rangin samaa yeh pyaara pyaara

Uske dum se har ik taara

Neina boojhein roz paheli

Kar dun arpit jeevan saara

Saagar ki har mauj diwaani

Yaad dilye baatein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Himmatwaali uski adayein

Bebaaki hai uske chalan mein

Chattaanon si zaat hai lekin

Gul bhi nahin koi ussa chaman mein

Har goshe mein khushbu karti

Mushk laher hain saansein uski

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Mein hun uska agyakaari

Komal sundar woh bewpaari

Itna mushkil usko paana

Guzar na jaaye umar yeh saari

Tadap tadap ke dheere dheere

Mujhko rulayein yaadein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

Ghor andhera, kaali duniya

Roz pighalti shaamein uski

Maddham maddham roshan kartin

Yaadeein uski, baatein uski...

Jag se niraali baatein uski

Woh matwaali duniya meri.......!

- Khan M. Asim...06/09/2008..2:10 PM...only4u...missing u alot..!

Woh......!

Haan woh mukhtalif hai...

Kabhi kabhi bachchi ban jaati hai,

Ziddi, chulbuli si...

Narm o naazuk jins...

Jagmagati mutlashi aankhein

Zahen mein dher saare sawaal

Magar izhaare khayaal se nawaqif

Kabhi bilkul meri ban jaati hai

Kabhi zamaane se darr jaati hai

Yun bhi koi kamzor nahi...

Bahut fahmidah hai...

Lamha-tarashi mein uska saani nahin..

Muskura ke har khayaal badal deti hai

Ik tabeeb ba daste shifa,

Meri har bemaari ka ilaaj...

Roshan zameer o khoobsoorti ka paikar

Alfaaz ki kumyaabi o uska husne himalya

Woh kisi tareef ki mohtaaj nahin

Apni misaal khud hai,

Mukammal, shahkaar, koi mojazah...

Bashindae firdos...

Meri mohabbat o zindagi

Saanson ki dor kaho ya

Zamin ka mehwar,

Har gardish usise hai...

Uski har ada niraali hai

Isiliye meri honewaali hai:)

Usko yaqeen hota ja raha hai

Aur mera Imaan hai,

Hum ek honge..!

Badal denge qudrat ke har qaanoon ko

Shayad yahi mohabbat hai,

Aur yahi husne mehboobi...

Khaame thamta nahin...

Khaame thamta nahin...!

- Khan M. Asim...31/08/2008...CST n BEST...8:15 AM...only4u...!

Life..!

Huh, sitting like an idiot in the office, bored and tired of life. Missing my golden days and expecting them to return soon. Life is playing a confusing game, its a puzzle, I am confuse, how to make it more beautiful although its not so comfortable now too but at least she is there to handle a wise fool.

Being pinched by family at every moment, juss thought to loose nerves for a while and got a call, huh, its so hectic, its so dramatic, its like a soap opera, juss killing my mind. Urdutimes' owner died and my whole Sunday lost in kabarastan, have not brushed my teeth yet,no breakfast, no water, no shower. Ohh God!!! bless me, me, my love, my love life!

Though I am always with You, and can imagine you are still around but what about this agony which is killing to me, Just want to see you, want to drink my Jaam! Missing you in my seconds and minutes...

Journo-life is going well, doing some really interesting stories, planning to do two investigative stories, working on story of Vidarbha farmers'.Inbetween did not work on much stories but now planning to finish a major chunk of Pain-ding (pending) stories. Really stressed, two jobs and recently joined MA political Science course in the Mumbai University, have not attended even a single class yet and has been selected for departmenatal representation in University's Student Union elections!

Well, even passing through these painful experiences, living away from my love, still I expect for the best, as she say I deserve best. And You, come soon, I am still waiting, like I always do..:P

Okay friends time over, another story is waiting for me, and You too study or do your work stop peeping into others personal life:P, well don't take it otherwise, hope to see my beautiful life soon...Its GoodBye for now..!

Mujhe tumse pyaar kyun hai?

Yeh lamha beqaraar kyun hai?

Mujhe tumse pyaar kyun hai?

Yun toh har lamha mere paas hi ho

Phir itna intezaar kyun hai?

Raat guzri badi bechaini se

Saher nala-fugaar kyun hai?

Tere milne ka yaqeen hai mujhko

Yeh dil be-ikhtiyaar kyun hai?

Haan aajao isi lamhe mein

Saanson ki yeh pukaar kyun hai?

Sochta hun teri baaton ko

Baaton mein yeh ghubaar kyun hai?

Bin khaaye-piye jee leta hun

ASIM aisa khumaar kyun hai?

Yeh lamha beqaraar kyun hai?

Mujhe tumse pyaar kyun hai?

- Khan M. Asim…August 16, 2008…12:08 PM…Only for you! Missing you a lot!

Mein Azaad hindustan hun!

Jôno gôno mono odhinaeoko jôeô he

Bharoto bhaggo bidhata

Pônjabo Shindhu Gujoraţo Môraţha

Drabiŗo Utkôlo Bônggo

Bindho Himachôlo Jomuna Gôngga

Uchchhôlo jôlodhi toronggo

Tôbo shubho name jage

Tôbo shubho ashish mage

Gahe tôbo jôeogatha

Jôno gôno monggolo daeoko jôeô he

Bharoto bhaggo bidhata

Jôeo he, jôeo he, jôeo he,

jôeo jôeo jôeo, jôeo he..!

Doston aap sabhi ko yaume azaadi mubarak ho!

Allah humein hamesha azaad rakhe, jeene ka sahi raasta dikhaye aur watan ki raah mein qurbaan hone ki taufeeq ata farmaye...

Aameen!

Jawaab

Usse baatein zara chaar ki

Ghaltiyan maano beshumaar ki

Dost karte hain ab shikayat

Bas yahi inteha hai aitbaar ki

Aaj lamha hai tumne sabar kia

Ghadiyan bhool gaye mere intezaar ki

Hairani tumko bilkul honi hi chahiye

Haalat tum kya jaano dile beqarar ki

Tanzomazah mein Asim kuch baatin keh gaya

Gustakhiyan thin yaaro woh mere pyaar ki..!

- Khan M. Asim…09/08/2008…12:30AM

Sher...!

Uske honton se honton ko mila leta hun

Sharam aaye toh honton ko chaba leta hun

Uski garmi se sulge jo badan...

Apni parwaz ko seene mein daba leta hun..!

To be Cont...

- Khan M. Asim..16/07/2008...3:00PM...ETV Office..!

Usse Baatein...!

Karta hun shab-o-roz usse meri baatein

Baatin jo hui beithi hai aankhon mein meri aake

Usko hai zamane ki har ik baat ki parwah

Khamosh magar roti hai aahon mein meri aake

Fitna jo karein uski nigahein mere dil mein

Door raho kehti hai baahon mein meri aake

Mujhko nahin koi malamat mere dil se

Halki si chubhan hogi hi saanson mein meri aake

Dekha jo usse kho gaye manzar mere saare

Saari khudi dol gayi pahaadon mein meri aake

Geisun ki lamas aur chingari badan ki

Jamshedi zaher ghol gayi hoton mein meri aake

ASIM si kare baatein kabhi hoor o malak si

Aansu kabhi ban jaati hai palkon mein meri aake...!

- Khan M. Asim...15/07/2008...1:58PM...Train

Khush Aamdeed..!

Kuch lamhe visaal ke

Aur phir sadiyon ka intezaar...

Khamosh adhoori saansein..

Uske aane ki khushi...

Aur jaane ka khauf....

Dil hai ke khaali kamra ho...

Har awaaz goonjti hai...

Har kone mein uski aahat hai...

seeli seeli si hawa, uski geeli zulfein

Khidkiyan uski aankhon si

Aasmaan mein doobti...

Samandar hai ya uska dil

Jitna tero utna gehra...

Zindagi thami thami

Lekin raftaar hai ke jumood pe hai..

Gulshan phoolon se bhara hai

Aur maali daranti bakaf...

Usko jaana hai aur mujhe bhi

Farak itna hai, woh wapas laut aayegi

Aur mera safar taweel hai..

Kabhi na khatam hone waala intezaar...

Uski aamad bahaar jaisi thi...

Aayi aur rut badal gaayi

Lekin rukhsat tsunami hai

Meri har saans ko ukhaadti...

Kehti hai mil jaayegi...

Dekho kya deta hai waqt mujhko...

Sirf intezaar ya beintaha pyaar...

Mazah toh tab hai

Jab intezaar ke baad pyaar mile...

Isliye muntazir hun lamhon ka..

Baharein laut aayein aur mera mohsin bhi...

Ba bahaaro raunak jalwagar ho...

Khush Aamdeed..!

- Khan M. Asim...10/07/2008...4:35 PM...!

Mujhe apne jaisi lagti hai..!

Uski adaa hai uska rang

Kuch sapne jaisi lagti hai

Khamosh khadi jab soche woh

Mujhe apne jaisi lagti hai..!

Saawan bhaadon ki malika

Mujhe husn ki raani lagti hai

Woh khoob Sayani hai phir bhi

Mujhe apne jaisi lagti hai..!

Rim jhim rim jhim megh barasta

Uski jawaani lagti hai

Ang ang mera oas sa laage

mujhe rut woh suhani lagti hai

Dekhe jab woh pyaar se aise

Mujhe apne jaisi lagti hai..!

Ik mein hi diwaana kum hun nahin

Mujhe woh bhi diwaani lagti hai

Sone chaandi ki malika

mujhe husn ki raani lagti hai

kuch sapne jaisi lagti hai

Mujhe apne jaisi lagti hai..!

- Khan M. Asim...29/06/2008...10:30 AM..!

Mubarak..!

Ae mere yaar tujhko mubarak tera pyaar

Bhoolkar bhi chodna na mujhse apna aitbaar

Waqt ke saanche mein dhalkar musukrana seekhle

Mera khud hi se kya milan mujhko nahi kuch ikhtiyaar

Chashme nam hai aina zindagi hai ghudsawaar

Aur ab mein kya bataon yaara apna haale zaar

Tu toh tajalli paa gaya yan pe tassali ki hai maar

Mera sanam hai keh raha zaalim zara kar intezaar

Mushfiq o rehbar bhi tu hai ek tu hi raazdaar

Tu hi mera humsafar hai aur tu hi yaadgaar

Haan haan fitnagar hai ASIM hai ghum ka karta kaarobaar

Fasle paiz sa lage hai go aasmaan par hai bahaar

Isliye tu muaf karde saari ghalti ek baar

Tu zamin hai aasmaan hai tera jalwah shaandaar..!

- Khan M. Asim...18/06/2008...10:56 PM..Dedicated to Shahzad...!

Jab panghat kinare jaata hun..!

Jab panghat kinare jaata hun

Mein bhi Kishan ban jaata hun

Radhika naache ban ban mein

Aur aag lage more tan mann mein

Mein kan kan mein but jaata hun

Jab panghat kinare jaata hun..!

Nishchey mein parichey karta hun

Taaron se andhyaaron se...

Dharti aur gagan ko naapu hun

Uske gali galiyaaron se...

Mein roz hi pooja karta hun

Jab panghat kinare jaata hun..!

Har ek chameli kehti hai

Mein soorajmukhi sa lagta hun

Batlaon ab unko kaise

Mein raaton ko bhi jagta hun

Mein teerath darshan karta hun

Jab panghat kinare jaata hun..!

Woh toh hai haya ki moorat si

Aur mein chabila chaila sa

Woh malika saari duniya ki

Mein qalandar ek akela sa

Mein nirvani ban jaata hun...

Jab panghat kinare jaata hun..!

- Khan M. Asim...20/06/2008...5:15PM...its all pilosophical, nothing related to religion...i m very much on n with my faith...Allah Hafiz..!

Life..!

It took me a month to pen down few thoughts, either going too slow or in too hurry that can't write a single word. And when I come online, either I wait for you or else start editing stuff. No poems and songs or couplet in recent few days, it seems like its not Asim Khan but someone else is operating me even in such a romantic climate..!

Hmmm, life is moving a bit fast but being a journospy, supposed to bear few stones so that truth can prevail. Well, this week would be more busy for me, as supposed to visit Malegaon and Nashik with Dr. Mehmood-ur-rehman Committee. Well Government has taken another step, has constituated another committee to study minority problems although it has not taken any action on suggestions of Sachchar Committee. I hope this time Government would react and act on the advises of this committee though it seems that nothiing is gonna happen.

And when it comes to my personal life, really disturbed, sometimes happy and mostly pondering about my dark or bright future. Making promises and praying to perform them whole heartly. My love is busy with her life and am juss looking at her, so that i can have atleast few moments to live. Just few hours back i was with Ayesha, the HSC Science topper, and was very happy to see her family though she lost her father last month in an road accident but her mother Bhavna is very lucky to have such a husband who never forced her to get converted, Bhavna is still performing her religion, as she is a Jain Hindu. Well it enforces me too for my further nad furture life...!

Juss recieved a call from a private numbar, the guy from another side was very happy and talked to me in a friendly manner, he was insisting me to recognise himself but i was unable then he said will call you in sometime and put down the receiver, but who was he??? Dude please call me back, well must be some free minister..!well he called back but not ready to tell me his name and saying i have stolen his heart but really am not interested in guys, so plzz tell me your name or please dont call again!

Intehai nazar tak tujhe dekhne ki aas hai..!

Intehai nazar tak tujhe dekhne ki aas hai

Tujhe chahta hun, chahne ki bas tujhe hi aas hai

Makhmali teri zulf yeh chamkeeli teri aankhein

Jo hijaab hai isse khol dun, tujhe dekhne ki aas hai..!

Intehai nazar tak tujhe dekhne ki aas hai..!

Yeh kehkashan kise chahiye, zameen aasmaan kise chahiye

Kise chahiye zaade safar yeh carvaan kise chahiye

Na hoor ki talab mujhe na manzilon ki aas hai

Intehai nazar tak tujhe dekhne ki aas hai..!

Kya barge gul, kya badliyan, kya meh-luqon ki shokhiyan

Kya aashiqi kya dillagi kya mere dil ki mastiyan

Na arsh ko hi qaraar hai na farsh ko hi qaraar hai

Kise chahiye baagh o samar kise gulshanon ki aas hai

Intehai nazar tak tujhe dekhne ki aas hai..!

Teri aarzu hai zindagi, teri aarzu hi maut hai

Hai taareekyon mein gum kahin aur tu hi koi jyot hai

Tu goya mera naseeb hai tu khoi meri pyaas hai

Na duniya ki talab mujhe na jannaton ki aas hai

Intehai nazar tak tujhe dekhne ki aas hai..!

- Khan M. Asim...04/12/2006...9:10 AM...Rizvi college, Library...!

Life..!

Haah! same old story, sitting in the office and getting damn bored! ufff...Dont know? What to do now and where to move? Life is eating me day by day...!

Just did a story on Naeem Sarang, who was abducted in Afghanistan. Now, I am free since hours and missing my love alot! I may be doing an exclusive story on a political conspiracy in Mumbai, will write about that soon.

Huh, look I am directly asking a question to you, a hindi song written by someone, sung by M. Rafi but it expresses my feeling and you need to reply cause its you for whom am crying now...

Ban gayi ho meri sada ke liye, ya yunhi mujhko tum banati ho, yunhi tum mujhse baatein karti ho ya koi pyaar ka iraada hai..?

Well, I am waiting for you, Like, I always do! And guys, now come out of the philosophy and smile for me!

Fitrat..!

Zindagi…

Raahe…doraahe…pagdandiyaan…

Sabhi se guzar raha hun…

Ik ajab khayaal hai…

Ik khila hai…

Na jeene ki ichcha na maut ki aas…

Yeh lamha hai, tum ho aur mein hun…

Yeh saansein, sarsarahat…

Tumhari hun haan…

Ik lafz aur hazaarha muani…

Na sukoon-e-qalb, na zahen ko aaraam…

Ik soch, ik paimaana…

Ek hi naam aur ek hi soorat,

Ajab shoq hai tum ko sunne ka…

Ajab lutf hai tumse kehne ka…

Tum ho ke bhulana chaahti ho…

Mein hun ke yaad aana…

Tarasti nigaahein o tishna lab,

Zulfon ki ghanghor ghatayein,

Kajal se se darti laakhon balayein…

Tum kehti ho aadat mut daalo…

Kya yeh aadat hai?

Tum meri ho…meri fitrat mein shaamil…

Zindagi tum, khayaal-e-maut aur har lamha…

Kya yeh mumkin hai?

Karvanton ki aadat hai, saans lena fitrat hai…

Aadatein badalti hain, fitratein nahin!

- Khan M. Asim…21/05/2008…2:00PM…Train…

Jannat

In nigahon se jaam peene de

Yeh lamha mujhko jeene de

Abhi waqt hai…tere sanwarne ka khil-khilane ka…

Meri baahon mein muskuraane ka…

Tarasti ghaans par oas ban ja

Jala de dasht ko apne sholon se…

Rakh abhi baat apne honton pe

Sochne de mujhe tu bhi soch…

Yun taqabbur tu na kar mujhpe

Abhi kinare kinare chalta hun

Abhi mojon mein tu utarne de

Raahe dil se abhi guzarne de…

Nikammapan, nakaargi nahin hota

Nakamiyaan kaghazon mein roti hain

Kaamiyaabi dhoop mein nikharti hai…

Ik tu hai tera jalwah hai,

Ik mein hun tootta taara…

Zindagi hosh-ruba apni

Ik tilism mein qaid,

Tu hai ke jaadugarni si

Mein hun ke khoya bachcha sa…

Abhi na rok mujhko peene se

Abhi na tok mujhko jeene se

Mujhko sholon mein aaj jalne de

Apni saanson mein yun tadapne de

Samandar mein ghota khaane de

Haan mujhko doob jaane de

Zara apne paas aane de

Haan mujhko muskuraane de…

Teri baahon ki sabz chaon mein

Pyaar ka geet koi gaane de…

Jo mar gaya toh mujhko dafna de,

Apni pyaari pyaari aankhon mein…

Inhin masgaan tale qabar ho ik,

Kutba ho in nigaahon mein…

Farishton ka gar guzar bhi ho

Teri palkon ko choo ke aayen woh…

Meri jannat sanam tujhi mein hai

Mujhko jannat muqaam rehne de…

Aise khaamosh tu na kar mujhko

Abhi honton pe naam rehne de…!

- Khan M. Asim…21/05/2008…2:33PM…Train…

Jannat

-Emraan Hashmi
-Sonal Chouhan
*3.5/5

Writing about a movie after months, watched Emran Hashmi starrer 'Jannat' today. The movie is all about dreams, desires, aspirations, hopes and ofcourse love. The story revolves around Arjun a small time juggler who wish to fulfill all desires of his lady love (ofcourse, he enforces me too!) became a bookie and later forayed into match-fixing to make quick money.

The much awaited flick from Bhatt camp owns all kinda masala from dishoom dishoom, underworld to romance. On Friday, when movie was released, I did a vox-pop for my channel, and I recieved comments like, "lapalap movie, no chumma no kiss, Emraan cheated us" , actually people just want to see Emraan kissing, the poor guy is still caged in the serial kisser image. But, this time he even acted well.

From a better direction to a better script and beautiful songs, this is what, atleast i expect from Bhatt camp, and i think they did it again and fulfilled my all expectations. Although, Jannat is a new concept but we can easily recollect the similarity of the script and scenes from earlier films of Mahesh and Mukesh Bhatt.

The movie is introducing Sonal Chouhan, well she needs to learn acting, lookwise ok! luckily she escaped from Emraan's lips, it may be that story does not require such scenes or censor board took part actively in its job.

The movie is full of macguffins, one just need to sit and clap no requirement of using brains. Well, some of the dialogues are really worth to be praised, like...prostitute or cricketer mein koi farak nahin hota...dono ki jawani khatam toh kahani khatam!

The songs are really gud and having really melodous words, infact i wanna sing this for my love...zara si dil mein de jagah tu, zara sa apna le bana, mein chaahun tujhko meri jaan bepanaah!

Good work Mr. Kunal Deshmukh, as it was your first work. But I would really appreciate your 'sixth sence' atleast you did something uncommon, like hardly one kiss and few intimate scenes, even they are not much revealing, I think you forgot your audience and mind it boss! it may cost you alot as movie is not earning much on box office.

Over all a nice flick, all in all paisa vasool and please dont go for intimate scenes, kindly let Emraan to keep his promise to his lady love.

Life..!

Huh, damn bored...not in mood to do anything. Sitting like an idiot (ofcourse I AM!) and looking at everyone's face. People here are too busy to chat, some are rushing for thier stories some are having scripts in hand and some are looking for breaking news. And inbetween these intellactuals I am sitting quitely and doing my favourite task, blogging.

Well guys, yesterday i went through a terrible experince, first time ever i saw lathi charge and our brave journalists were just trying to safeguard themselves. BMC demolished the Zakariya Road slums without giving prior notice to the residents. When people questioned it to BMC people they replied, 'they dont have police protection for next day so they are doing it now'. We blame the mob that violated the High Court order and tried to raise voice for the BMC's unlawful act, infact police arrested some of them today. But What BMC did no one objected on that, BMC openly violated the Slum Area Act of 1976, according to which, BMC can't demolish any structure, legal or illegal without giving 24 hours prior notice. When we book people here for contempt of court then why not the BMC officials? Why they are free?

Hmmm, now I am back to square one, definately my love, philosophy, ideology, technology and all the logies, in one word i can say 'HAPPY', atleast at the moment. Hmmm, anything more? yaar, I am singing two songs since morning, infact was singing during the press conference as well.

1. Dil ka rishta bada hi pyaara hai..mainly...dekhta hun jahan tumhi tum ho aur nazaron mein kya nazara hai..!

2. Tumse milna baatein karna bada achcha lagta hai...mainly...mehke mehke mere din mehki mehki meri shaam tadpaaye mujhko lamha lamha tera saath...!

Well, now in damn romantic mood, looking for a partner, are you ready? huh, dude not interested in guys, so mind it! I am talking to my love here! Will be back in sometime till than you wait and get ready...:)lolzz...

Aaj ki raat wafaon ka sila do aise...!

Aaj ki raat sitaron ko jaga do aise

Kehkashaon mein gharonda ik bana do aise

Muskurate hue mahtaab ko roshan kardo

Ghunche ghunche mein mohabbat ko basa do aise

Meri har baat har saat mukammal kar do

Aaj ki raat baahon ko badha do aise

Mujhko chookar ke hawayein bhi muattar hojan

Aaj ki raat khwaabon ko saja do aise

Kabhi shabnam kabhi kausar bankar

Aaj ki raat piyaason ko pila do aise

Bewafa bankar zamaane se kaho door rahe

Aaj ki raat wafaon ka sila do aise

Isi hun haani sitam par to hai marta ASIM

Aaj ki raat nigahon ko zubaan do aise...!

Khan M. Asim...11/05/2008...2:10AM...juss wrote..only4u:)

Life..!

Its 3:10 AM, I am extremely tired but still willing to share my thoughts, feelings and never ending emotions. It’s my thirst to which I am willing to quench with words. People say eat healthy think better but I find it, you don’t need to eat better to think better if you are in love!

Whole day, just running here and there, meeting new people and taking their reckless views, for some they may be important but for most they are idiocy. Some of them just try to impose his/her views and some humbly orders. And between all this shit, the poor ASIM gets pissed off.

The communal colour is still on high we always try to cover it, but what to do when you, yourself is a victim. Communal minded people never forgets any opportunity to create hurdles in your path, whether you are communal minded or a broad minded, liberal person, when it comes to their choice you just have one chocolate in your plate and you are supposed to eat it at any cost.

The MNS issue is still in the air, its good to see people fighting for their language and motherland, but aren’t they Indian? I find it strange, when they say only Marathi? We should look for a midway, why only Bhaiya’s are coming to mumbai? Marathi people should also occupy some place in North Indian region? It was Great Shivaji’s dream to establish a Maratha empire, but here I find Marathi’s fighting with each other, Shiv Sena and there is another Sena (MNS), guys where is Marathi unity? In state of Shivaji’s lovers, the power politics is in the hands of Congress and NCP. Aren’t we loosing Marathi Asmita here?

Well, so many points and so many things to be pondered upon. But what to do and what to say, is still in the hands of politicians. The common man, who never dare to raise his voice will always keep eating Vada Pav, ‘Bhaiya, thoda chatni aur daal do’, I pity guys, if the MNS keep going you will loose your chatniwala bhaiya soon. The poor man is facing the whole menace being created by the so-called community leaders.

Well guys, though not feeling sleepy but going to bed now, to think about my love, to write about my love, to dream about my love, it may be another sleepless night cause when I love, there is no time. My fairy must be sleeping and would be dancing with me in her sweetest dreams but here her idiot is looking for sleeping pills. Well, I have closed my eyes and just feeling intoxicated, yes she is with me and we are romancing in our beautiful garden…. Now you close this page…dude its all private!

To know further you can call me!

Anokhi...!

Dekho...usse dekho...

Dekho woh udd gayi...

Abhi yahin thi iss daal par,

Ab kahan?...Badalon mein jhoom rahi hai...

Yeh kaisa naghma isne cheda hai???

Dekho...dekho, dekho...

Usne palkein jhukai hain...

Arre yeh kya?...yeh aasmaan...!

Woh kahan gayi?

Abhi nazar aati hai, abhi gum hojati hai

Jaadugarni hai!!!

Aksar mere saath rehti hai...

Kabhi hansne lagti hai, kabhi khafa khafa si...

Dekho kis tarah iss shaakh par beithi hai..!

Chul buli si...har ik ko jagati...

Titliyaan bhi uske sang hain,

Bhaunre bhi uske hamraah hain...

Khatkhata rahi hai, mere dil ka darwazah...

Aur ab..........

Woh anokhi!!!! mere saath hai...

Jhoomti, gungunati...muskurati,

Mujhe makhmoor karti, adaye nirvani...

mere sang hai...

Mujhe hansa rahi hai....

Aasmani raqs karti...raqqasa...

Meri raqqasa...aur mein uska shedai...

Neinon se pilati, meri baahon mein...

Mere paas...anokhi si...meri raqqasa...

Aaah....haiiiiii.......!

- Khan M. Asim...30/04/2008...3:13PM...Train...